the upper of my arms r aching. the cause? playing baseball & tennis on Wii. much as it hurts 2 lift my arms now...i do relish the exercise. i was sweating at the end too. did i also say i'm kinda hooked on tat machine. i visit thy BF aft 10pm frm wk 2 play...it muz be some craze huh. i would say itz the interaction. i enjoyed the interaction wif fellow players & seeing how it bonds ppl.
i felt sick today. my back seems 2 be getting well advanced of age. it kinda aches frequently nowadays. i was contemplating seeing a doc over it aft knowing wat happened 2 ZJ & wat i've read. as known, i'm a constant worrier, so i scare myself over stuffs. so wif arm-ache & backache, i tin i hav a headache & felt feverish but it doesn't feel hot enough 2 be a fever. i really dunno wat happened. i hope it wun spoil my long-awaited bangkok trip.
i'm flying vy early fri morn! SQ & ZJ r already in phuket le. i was doing some information search on the city juz now & i got a bit excited. there r juz so so many shopping waiting & we r staying at this serviced apartment which is opp all the action & which prob meant if the gals wan 2 stay in the hotel, i can pop by opp. 4 some supermarket shopping & c if there r interesting stuffs. i shd really bring a luggage there. i'm still deciding between a backpack or luggage. the latter will prob do vy well if i really overbuy. dilemma dilemma!
the end seems 2 be nearing! yay! the announcement looks like it will happen this wk & i can proceed le. i might venture into something worse but itz better than not trying at all. i'm prob more excited abt things happening outside all these now lor. my life looks 2 be taking off 2 something new from next year & i will assume a new role in life. i hav 2 wk harder :)
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Thursday, July 03, 2008
HOT!
kaoz, itz a hot hot day again! i muz grumble again...y cun sg hav 4 seasons? i wld love 2 be in aus now...muz be so cooling. so envious of ivy & DQ. FAT is complaining she's cold. this is absurd. she muz be crazy.
this morn, i decided 2 exercise no matter wat. i cun even remember when's the last time i exercised. this is really vy bad. i nvr gave my body a chance 2 properly excrete out tat toxic by sweating & kept on pounding on the fats & cholestrol. all on the convenient excuse tat i'm too thin. i also like this notion tat if i sweat often like this, i'll prob not get heated up so easily. i hate sweating on other occasions & i get really irritated if i do. anyway, i'm hvg bodyache now thks 2 the exercise. it simply shows how long i've been giving excuses on not exercising. i was vy wobbly by my 3rd round of jogging. i tot i'll collapse & it doesn't help further tat i decided 2 go vegetarian today. i was starving like crazy by 5 but i tot this is a nice day overall :)
shiling is asking us abt a song tat has a sentence tat goes 'cun go back to the past & cun go to the future too'. cracking our brains :x
this morn, i decided 2 exercise no matter wat. i cun even remember when's the last time i exercised. this is really vy bad. i nvr gave my body a chance 2 properly excrete out tat toxic by sweating & kept on pounding on the fats & cholestrol. all on the convenient excuse tat i'm too thin. i also like this notion tat if i sweat often like this, i'll prob not get heated up so easily. i hate sweating on other occasions & i get really irritated if i do. anyway, i'm hvg bodyache now thks 2 the exercise. it simply shows how long i've been giving excuses on not exercising. i was vy wobbly by my 3rd round of jogging. i tot i'll collapse & it doesn't help further tat i decided 2 go vegetarian today. i was starving like crazy by 5 but i tot this is a nice day overall :)
shiling is asking us abt a song tat has a sentence tat goes 'cun go back to the past & cun go to the future too'. cracking our brains :x
Friday, June 27, 2008
aft a nice meal...
i juz had a fulfilling dinner. thy BF & i were at Ah Yat Seafood at Turf City. It was a wonderful dinner:
1) Chilli Scotland Stone Crab - the roe is so so good...yum...too much shell tho :)
2) Bamboo Clams with garlic & soya sauce - eating the taste of the good old times...
3) Drunken Prawns - this is the best! the prawns were so sweet & fresh...i wan 2 eat more of them! *drooling at the tot of it :D
they din cost us a bomb too. this is a nice start 2 the weekend :)
i'm supposed 2 be on 3 weeks' leave from mon but it was spoilt by the fact tat i hav 2 go back on some days bah. nvm, i shd take a more positive approach twds things, maybe i'll feel better. i do wan 2 be responsible dun i? i tin so. sometimes i hate myself 4 feeling this way. i can heck care & maybe i'll be happier but...itz juz not me tho :x
btw, me & BF has came up wif a nice name 4 coconut (not tat he's really gg 2 be named coconut in future, itz a pet name), we'll name him Lukas (aka Lukas 'Coconut' Wang or Ong) & it really sounds quite gd altho we might give up the idea if his namesake (german striker Lukas Podolski ) fails 2 help win $$$ by being the top goalscorer at the euro. Go Lukas!!! I wan 2 win $$$...haha.
1) Chilli Scotland Stone Crab - the roe is so so good...yum...too much shell tho :)
2) Bamboo Clams with garlic & soya sauce - eating the taste of the good old times...
3) Drunken Prawns - this is the best! the prawns were so sweet & fresh...i wan 2 eat more of them! *drooling at the tot of it :D
they din cost us a bomb too. this is a nice start 2 the weekend :)
i'm supposed 2 be on 3 weeks' leave from mon but it was spoilt by the fact tat i hav 2 go back on some days bah. nvm, i shd take a more positive approach twds things, maybe i'll feel better. i do wan 2 be responsible dun i? i tin so. sometimes i hate myself 4 feeling this way. i can heck care & maybe i'll be happier but...itz juz not me tho :x
btw, me & BF has came up wif a nice name 4 coconut (not tat he's really gg 2 be named coconut in future, itz a pet name), we'll name him Lukas (aka Lukas 'Coconut' Wang or Ong) & it really sounds quite gd altho we might give up the idea if his namesake (german striker Lukas Podolski ) fails 2 help win $$$ by being the top goalscorer at the euro. Go Lukas!!! I wan 2 win $$$...haha.
Monday, June 23, 2008
coconut pork chop
so coconut's godmum doesn't seem 2 like his name...it sounds weird when put wif pork chop. Pork chop is a dog's name btw, which is kinda weird coz the food item juz kept popping in my mind. anyway, if no like coconut, can hav the nex one...
TADA:
Fruits & vegetables "C" series
Cucumber 王瓜
i tin i like this name...i feel so much cooler thinking of him & 4 his future career, he can be 瓜王...haha. like coconut can be 椰子王 coconut king & we can hav endless nice cooling coconut water le. nice. hahahahaha.
so ellie, u prefer coconut's future godmum or cucumber's future godmum? keke :P
TADA:
Fruits & vegetables "C" series
Cucumber 王瓜
i tin i like this name...i feel so much cooler thinking of him & 4 his future career, he can be 瓜王...haha. like coconut can be 椰子王 coconut king & we can hav endless nice cooling coconut water le. nice. hahahahaha.
so ellie, u prefer coconut's future godmum or cucumber's future godmum? keke :P
Sunday, June 22, 2008
宝贝，加油！
i muz stop thinking abt how bad it is 2 hav 2 wk tmr (but hey, can't it be SERIOUS monday blues?) & tin something better of tmr. I muz stop the research. my headache is getting worse. I tin the ending will still be sad tmr. it kinda getting like a norm huh...no good coz i still bawled myself out aft every failure. i muz take some cues from 100-times-interviews-failures & ask her how she got thru all those shit & landed a sort-of-dream job.
btw, Ms 100-times-interviews-failures actually asked thy BF & me if she can hav instalments 2 our wedding ang pau. wah, she's in such bad shape? anyway, thy BF retorted wif his quick thinking & Ms 100 ended up wif hvg 2 pay more bah...hahahhah...it was really funny.
In the car tat fateful Sat morn aft dropping Kim...aft some random topics
Ms 100: Can i pay ur wedding ang pau in instalments?
thy BF (thinking vy quick): sure, if u r giving us $1k...
Ms 100 - speechless & perhaps laughing
thy BF continues: if u can pay tat much (is it $488) 4 rain, u can pay tat much 4 us...
& both of them continues 2 argue. Ms 100 muz felt relieved 2 reach home or wished her psm is sending her back instead...hahahaha.
i enjoyed last friday vy much. i tin i hvn had time or chance 2 chat wif my mates 4 quite long already. altho i was feeling vy hot coz there was no wind but i tin itz really sometime since we had heart-to-heart chats like this. itz almost like the past. i've been lamenting abt too much wk making me lost my social life. i never felt better like last fri. thks gals. 朋友就像酒一样， 越久越香浓。 好久没那么舒服了，谢谢。
but 2coconut's future godmum, who or wat is pork chop? it made me hungry when i was reading.
thy BF has lately embarked on a diet adventure 2 get back 2 this: 
the 2 pics doesn't seem 2 generate much difference due to the amazing effects of photography. u hav 2 c the real thing. according 2 him, i hav fed him 2 be 黑黑胖胖...maybe the jacket did help him a little...ha. we had a gd laugh over this in japan coz he looked like a warrior dressed in their kimono-styled bathrobes & u hav 2 c the real thing 2 laugh vy much...ha. baby, 加油！！！
feeling sleepy now...thks the euro match this morn. Y cun they show italy-spain 1st? argh. but i'm glad the over-rated holland team has been knocked out of the competition. yawnz.
btw, Ms 100-times-interviews-failures actually asked thy BF & me if she can hav instalments 2 our wedding ang pau. wah, she's in such bad shape? anyway, thy BF retorted wif his quick thinking & Ms 100 ended up wif hvg 2 pay more bah...hahahhah...it was really funny.
In the car tat fateful Sat morn aft dropping Kim...aft some random topics
Ms 100: Can i pay ur wedding ang pau in instalments?
thy BF (thinking vy quick): sure, if u r giving us $1k...
Ms 100 - speechless & perhaps laughing
thy BF continues: if u can pay tat much (is it $488) 4 rain, u can pay tat much 4 us...
& both of them continues 2 argue. Ms 100 muz felt relieved 2 reach home or wished her psm is sending her back instead...hahahaha.
i enjoyed last friday vy much. i tin i hvn had time or chance 2 chat wif my mates 4 quite long already. altho i was feeling vy hot coz there was no wind but i tin itz really sometime since we had heart-to-heart chats like this. itz almost like the past. i've been lamenting abt too much wk making me lost my social life. i never felt better like last fri. thks gals. 朋友就像酒一样， 越久越香浓。 好久没那么舒服了，谢谢。
but 2
thy BF has lately embarked on a diet adventure 2 get back 2 this:
this pic was taken in Nov 06 (courtesy of his once-stranger aka coconut's future godmum), bf's hair looked kinda weird...like itz curly. thy BF has since became...
the 2 pics doesn't seem 2 generate much difference due to the amazing effects of photography. u hav 2 c the real thing. according 2 him, i hav fed him 2 be 黑黑胖胖...maybe the jacket did help him a little...ha. we had a gd laugh over this in japan coz he looked like a warrior dressed in their kimono-styled bathrobes & u hav 2 c the real thing 2 laugh vy much...ha. baby, 加油！！！
feeling sleepy now...thks the euro match this morn. Y cun they show italy-spain 1st? argh. but i'm glad the over-rated holland team has been knocked out of the competition. yawnz.
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
i need a break
i dunno whether 2 be sad or happy tat thy BF cun be a hairdresser coz he's actually helping 2 blow dry my hair now but he's juz moving the dryer up & down behind my head...most of my hair r still wet & the part of shirt on the back is hot from the blowing...thks...when he asked 2 continue or not, i actually said yes. now he's moving sideways...i dun tin i'll be able 2 sleep tonite. italy vs. france...here i come...
anyway my sentimental fave team is doing vy badly in the Euro tat they might not even step into the next round by winning later. worse, the team has became a bunch of italian uncles tat u cun bear watching anymore. i nearly wanted 2 fly into the tv & whack the whole team out of their mind but according 2 some paper critics & thy BF, their midfield is doing fine but i juz cun bring myself 2 watch. i realised i hvn been following up on inzaghi 4 vy long. not only did the job cost me precious time, patience, character, frens...i dun even hav time 2 catch up on my fave footballer on all times & milan isn't anywhere on my realistic target of travel lately.
met up wif bkk old ladies in the aft & they hav a new destination in taiwan...SC asked if i wan go HK coz she has free lodgings...nono, i got 2 reject. I had enough this yr (altho i like 2 get out of here as much as i can)...& i got 2 save up 4 aus nex yr unless maybe ivy moves there earlier & can house my entourage...haha. i simply got 2 start saving & looking at the credit card bills, i hav spent a lot too. Sat's shopping trip yielded 2 tops & 2 pairs of shoes & another 2 tops & a bottom last thurs. the wardrobe is getting too overcrowded. i HAVE TO SAVE. period.
i was vy vy vy pissed off today. as if the com keeps cnt working, i dun deserve someone barking at me over it w/o even understanding the whole situation & making a conclusion wif his asshole mind. yes, i really his mind is in his ass at times. he really tins he's tat gd & everything he tot is correct. my foot. i always told myself tat he can still get vy childish, stupid & totally unbearing at times but i've tried 2 lighten over time. itz really a waste coz something juz nvr chg. dun tok 2 me abt 计较 between family. u were the asshole who taught me tat. look at urself over the yrs, when hav u ever forked out? dun tin by treating a few meals & subscribing 2 ch55 lately u hav changed something. i can rattle a few more expletives on tat. i was so furious this aft i teared at the west mall library, attracting curious eyes. bloody hell. i'll nvr forget all this. from now, the animosity is on again. he can go 2 hell 4 all i care & i wun shed a tear. thks 4 piercing further into my down-ness which is already at its worst wif everything tat is happening ard me, esp the job search. i will remember this.
lately some bright (might be dimming 4 all i noe aft my email juz now) light did filter into my career at current place. i was offered 2 be involved in a big job which also happens 2 be a shity new job. i also flunked in my latest interview wif 1 of the coveted banks 2 wk 4 previously. so this might be a silver lining altho i'm really not keen 2 stay at the place. i slept & dreamt abt the day i can leave. no wonder i heard dreams r the opposite of reality, i'm still at the same old place. i really lost interest in working lately. i juz wan 2 sleep, slack & stay at home everyday. mentioning wk can bring tears 2 me, i suppose i really hav a vy huge phobia & i tot mabe i ought 2 seek pro help but no, i tin i will heal fine if i can leave or not work. adding 2 a most depressing day was an email telling me 2 handle some wk this week when i'm on leave! i cun take it. it all accumulates 2 a point i cun take it & i cun breathe. i did something uncharacteristic...i became irresponsible. i said i was sick (i really was tho in some truth) & i dun wan 2 handle it this week. give me a break pls? i'm sick 2 the brim 4 life lately.
anyway my sentimental fave team is doing vy badly in the Euro tat they might not even step into the next round by winning later. worse, the team has became a bunch of italian uncles tat u cun bear watching anymore. i nearly wanted 2 fly into the tv & whack the whole team out of their mind but according 2 some paper critics & thy BF, their midfield is doing fine but i juz cun bring myself 2 watch. i realised i hvn been following up on inzaghi 4 vy long. not only did the job cost me precious time, patience, character, frens...i dun even hav time 2 catch up on my fave footballer on all times & milan isn't anywhere on my realistic target of travel lately.
met up wif bkk old ladies in the aft & they hav a new destination in taiwan...SC asked if i wan go HK coz she has free lodgings...nono, i got 2 reject. I had enough this yr (altho i like 2 get out of here as much as i can)...& i got 2 save up 4 aus nex yr unless maybe ivy moves there earlier & can house my entourage...haha. i simply got 2 start saving & looking at the credit card bills, i hav spent a lot too. Sat's shopping trip yielded 2 tops & 2 pairs of shoes & another 2 tops & a bottom last thurs. the wardrobe is getting too overcrowded. i HAVE TO SAVE. period.
i was vy vy vy pissed off today. as if the com keeps cnt working, i dun deserve someone barking at me over it w/o even understanding the whole situation & making a conclusion wif his asshole mind. yes, i really his mind is in his ass at times. he really tins he's tat gd & everything he tot is correct. my foot. i always told myself tat he can still get vy childish, stupid & totally unbearing at times but i've tried 2 lighten over time. itz really a waste coz something juz nvr chg. dun tok 2 me abt 计较 between family. u were the asshole who taught me tat. look at urself over the yrs, when hav u ever forked out? dun tin by treating a few meals & subscribing 2 ch55 lately u hav changed something. i can rattle a few more expletives on tat. i was so furious this aft i teared at the west mall library, attracting curious eyes. bloody hell. i'll nvr forget all this. from now, the animosity is on again. he can go 2 hell 4 all i care & i wun shed a tear. thks 4 piercing further into my down-ness which is already at its worst wif everything tat is happening ard me, esp the job search. i will remember this.
lately some bright (might be dimming 4 all i noe aft my email juz now) light did filter into my career at current place. i was offered 2 be involved in a big job which also happens 2 be a shity new job. i also flunked in my latest interview wif 1 of the coveted banks 2 wk 4 previously. so this might be a silver lining altho i'm really not keen 2 stay at the place. i slept & dreamt abt the day i can leave. no wonder i heard dreams r the opposite of reality, i'm still at the same old place. i really lost interest in working lately. i juz wan 2 sleep, slack & stay at home everyday. mentioning wk can bring tears 2 me, i suppose i really hav a vy huge phobia & i tot mabe i ought 2 seek pro help but no, i tin i will heal fine if i can leave or not work. adding 2 a most depressing day was an email telling me 2 handle some wk this week when i'm on leave! i cun take it. it all accumulates 2 a point i cun take it & i cun breathe. i did something uncharacteristic...i became irresponsible. i said i was sick (i really was tho in some truth) & i dun wan 2 handle it this week. give me a break pls? i'm sick 2 the brim 4 life lately.
Sunday, May 25, 2008
stucked
a month has passed since my last entry...i'm still stucked at where i am...altho some fluke silver lining did like appear & made me joyous 4 like 2 wks. i felt so glad i din commit too much of the future into my shopping in japan but i still feel sad coz no one wans me & i'm STUCKED!! i'm gg back 2 tat draggy place aft a 2 wks' break. oh man!! holidays shd be forever!! met up wif the gal collz (or ex-collz i hope soon) juz now & itz really terrifying 2 noe i'm still like employed at the same place which i hope i wun be come next year same time. hai, i was indulging in some nice throw-the-letter dream earlier & it all burst rite aft the holidays...WTF. i've learnt never 2 take anything 4 granted until the last min. i shd learn.
btw, i came back frm japan wif burberry blue label & agnes b bags! i reached my goals!! YAY!! so happy...haha. & i din do as much damage 2 my wallet as feared. things were a tad ex & i'm into SALE. also got this pair of ah-ma (FAT was laughing at the purchase) shoes for 1,050 yen, vy cheap & it feels quite comfy...not bad at all. other triumphant purchases include 1 more pair of comfy shoes, donald duck shirt (my fave disney character!), nice pearly earphones, disneyland bag (i hav 2 get 1 bag at each disneyland but 1 of the button dropped off tdy :(), all the wonderful, cool & cheap facial products (i love matsumoto kiyoshi :D) & getting FAT & Sis 2 buy things i dun wan 2 spend on...hahahahaha...esp proud of the last one. i nearly convinced FAT bought a blue label bag until Sis spoilt it all. all in all, i do like the country & i shd be gg back, not so soon tho but definitely not on JAL. i nearly lost my right hearing & the food sucks big time. it was an overall poor experience on the airline & our spoilt Auntie & FAT already requested 4 our homegrown airline 4 the nex trip. ya, if itz not too ex.
i saw a lot of sales walking thru city hall & orchard tdy. i cun wait 2 start! haha...& therez my fave m)phosis sale which i got 2 tops. oh, therez bangkok too end-jul & i reckon we'll shop till we drop bah. sounds fun & tiring. old ladies shd go out & 'exercise' at times tho i wonder how wounded we would already be wif this GSS b4 we made the trip :P
btw, i came back frm japan wif burberry blue label & agnes b bags! i reached my goals!! YAY!! so happy...haha. & i din do as much damage 2 my wallet as feared. things were a tad ex & i'm into SALE. also got this pair of ah-ma (FAT was laughing at the purchase) shoes for 1,050 yen, vy cheap & it feels quite comfy...not bad at all. other triumphant purchases include 1 more pair of comfy shoes, donald duck shirt (my fave disney character!), nice pearly earphones, disneyland bag (i hav 2 get 1 bag at each disneyland but 1 of the button dropped off tdy :(), all the wonderful, cool & cheap facial products (i love matsumoto kiyoshi :D) & getting FAT & Sis 2 buy things i dun wan 2 spend on...hahahahaha...esp proud of the last one. i nearly convinced FAT bought a blue label bag until Sis spoilt it all. all in all, i do like the country & i shd be gg back, not so soon tho but definitely not on JAL. i nearly lost my right hearing & the food sucks big time. it was an overall poor experience on the airline & our spoilt Auntie & FAT already requested 4 our homegrown airline 4 the nex trip. ya, if itz not too ex.
i saw a lot of sales walking thru city hall & orchard tdy. i cun wait 2 start! haha...& therez my fave m)phosis sale which i got 2 tops. oh, therez bangkok too end-jul & i reckon we'll shop till we drop bah. sounds fun & tiring. old ladies shd go out & 'exercise' at times tho i wonder how wounded we would already be wif this GSS b4 we made the trip :P
Thursday, April 24, 2008
random blabberings...
is it me? is it i din get myself (& my concerns) across too clearly or i simply trusted tat ppl juz knew wat i wan? i guessed i shd hav learnt nvr 2 pin my hopes on anything since at the end of the day, i'm still stucked at i am & i dunno when can i go. this is really really sad 4 me. i walked into the ofc tdy realising all ard me r collz, not frens which meant i was bored out the whole time & i really wished itz the last time i ever had 2 be in tat place when i walked out tdy. i hope, i pin, i dream of the day i could finally do tat but tat day doesn't look in sight & i'm juz pretty upset.
SC said i wasn't making an effort 2 mix into HER group coz i cun join them again tmr nite but i already set up an appt. there is no way i'm dropping my long-time pals 4 an awkward session & i was informed by her only tdy. i find her words totally unfair but i din say much again, juz like how some unglamorous power struggles stuffs cnt be said 2 me but could be conveyed 2 others. it made me felt like a 2nd-grade fren & itz not the 1st time i felt left out like this. not tat we muz definitely share such stuffs but i guess tat feeling of left out is plain sucky when u tot we r quite gd pals. so i dunno if she will ever understand my situation like how i guess everyone will hav 2 suffice their secrets when i'm ard & i had 2 smile awkwardly when i dun understand their jokes if i ever join THEIR gathering. y shd i subject ppl & myself 2 the situation juz bcoz i wan 2 mix in & top of all, i'm not part of THEIR group? okok, i noe the argument, if i nvr ever try, i will forever be lonely. too bad 4 myself then but i juz dun feel like entertaining. i dun mean 2 complain but i hav been bottling it up 4 sometime.
is tat y i dun hav as much frens as i might hav like 2 hav? i'm comfy wif the current 'frens' state tho.
btw, i heard agnes b cheaper in japan & we juz got the tentative confirmation tat the trip is still on at this moment. i really hope the trip is on.
SC said i wasn't making an effort 2 mix into HER group coz i cun join them again tmr nite but i already set up an appt. there is no way i'm dropping my long-time pals 4 an awkward session & i was informed by her only tdy. i find her words totally unfair but i din say much again, juz like how some unglamorous power struggles stuffs cnt be said 2 me but could be conveyed 2 others. it made me felt like a 2nd-grade fren & itz not the 1st time i felt left out like this. not tat we muz definitely share such stuffs but i guess tat feeling of left out is plain sucky when u tot we r quite gd pals. so i dunno if she will ever understand my situation like how i guess everyone will hav 2 suffice their secrets when i'm ard & i had 2 smile awkwardly when i dun understand their jokes if i ever join THEIR gathering. y shd i subject ppl & myself 2 the situation juz bcoz i wan 2 mix in & top of all, i'm not part of THEIR group? okok, i noe the argument, if i nvr ever try, i will forever be lonely. too bad 4 myself then but i juz dun feel like entertaining. i dun mean 2 complain but i hav been bottling it up 4 sometime.
is tat y i dun hav as much frens as i might hav like 2 hav? i'm comfy wif the current 'frens' state tho.
btw, i heard agnes b cheaper in japan & we juz got the tentative confirmation tat the trip is still on at this moment. i really hope the trip is on.
Monday, April 14, 2008
short short notes
thy BF got a vy gd increment & some bonus, so i'm promised some material rewards...ha...tat shd cheer me a little. i guess i dun mind hvg more burberry blue label bags or some other nice stuffs i can find in japan...hee.
1 month 2 the japan trip...i really hope therez enough ppl 2 mk the tour. if not, we already hav aussie as a backup...not bad too...i'm quite pleased at the tot of gg back :)
1 month 2 the japan trip...i really hope therez enough ppl 2 mk the tour. if not, we already hav aussie as a backup...not bad too...i'm quite pleased at the tot of gg back :)
Thursday, April 10, 2008
CRAZY
I muz let this madness stop! itz juz wk & wk & wk all the time! itz 3am & i'm really vy vy tired! i really felt like dying! who is still tying figures (another of the same species embroiled in this madness) at this hour when u cun even c properly! when can all this madness end? it has been long enough...i really cun take it anymore if it doesn't stop soon...this job nids so much time & attention tat i'm paying 4 it wif heavy consequences.
when can i hav my life back? when can i hav my time back?
soon soon...WTF, wat the all-4-the-future tat i got myself into this madness?! i can really hate myself at times.
when can i hav my life back? when can i hav my time back?
soon soon...WTF, wat the all-4-the-future tat i got myself into this madness?! i can really hate myself at times.
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
happy April Fool's Day!
i decided 2 loaf 4 a while tonite altho we r pending MIC review on thurs & PIC review on fri. nice. we juz went into the job tdy. nicer. so i tot a gd rest 4 me wld be gd 4 this final (i hope itz final) rush. the toughest period seems 2 be over yday. i tot i'll die coz so many times thru it, i tot i cun sustain but this is a total new experience. clearing stuffs wif the Empress of our firm...i tot she will boot me out soon but it nvr happened & she was more patient than i tot. the rush was horrible tho...hvg 2 sustain 16-20 hrs days over a whole week inclusive of weekends + tiring (16-20) days frm b4...i've been leading this life almost all the time since like sep? i really tot i'll die altho there were some slacks in between but since nov, itz like ki siao working. the finale ended wif me running 2 the same place 3 times yday. wah kaoz...i was dead tired, & i meant really terribly exhausted tat i can lie down & dun even wan move again. i nearly reached breaking point a few times coz it was juz amending & amending & amending & worse, i had 2 face slave driver 4 a week straight. tat can really kill. discussing wif the client till 5 am sure isn't the best way 2 start the weekend & knowing u hav 2 go back wk on a sunday at 9pm on saturday when u tot everything shd be okay aft the discussion wif client (until they peng & really wan give in) really tears me apart. i had 2 admit i really cun handle the stress anymore, so imagine the relief when the go-ahead was given 4 binding until the run-3-times but itz all over! i survived thru the shit! & i tin i left a mess back 2 slave driver 2 do the final clearing up! haha.
another rushed week has started. reporting is nex mon. nice. so we got like 3 days 2 clear everything? oh no, it shd be 1 or the MIC has nothing on thurs. i decided 2 push it 2 the back of my mind...& let all the rush start tmr. do i dread all these? i dunno also at times bcoz coming back 2 tin of it, it was vy satisfying 2 c the end-product but gg thru it was hell. i will not deny tat it has went thru my mind many times wat wld the scenario be if i shd choose 2 stay but everytime the stress came 2 boiling pt, all i wan 2 do is 2 escape frm it bcoz it has reached a pt where i dunno how i could handle it anymore. i cun channel my frustration. i got upset when i din perform up 2 the standard i tot i could reach. itz juz so easy 2 get all frustrated & juz snapped. i hate me in tat moment. no matter wat, i tot i shd keep my cool & maintain a high EQ when it comes 2 wk but i juz cun. maybe the stress was really too high & i was facing a person i really dread working wif but r they valid excuses? u might meet wif this everywhere...i dunno. i tin i'm at a lost on how 2 resolve this & i finally can empathatise wif wat CP told me earlier on y she wan quit come aug. even the used-to-be-super-on ken is adapting a heck-care attitude & seems wan 2 leave...hmm, the firm shd pay S-L J even more 2 get him 2 spread more propaganda but he's vy not free now...haha.
i hope no one cancels on the japan trip again coz we need at least 10 ppl 2 make the trip. kaoz. i dun wan 2 miss it aft like literally begging 4 my leave. yes, itz tat pathetic. i had 2 tok my way 2 get the leave. itz like so precious. haiz...maybe i can comfort myself wif the fact i'm quite impt 2 the team so MIC was adamant i be ard...haha. now i feel better...hahaha.
tdy's april's fool day but no one ard me seems 2 be in the mood 4 tricks...i tin everyone's real exhausted. the ofc crowd shrunk by a bit aft yday. more magical than Q-ing 4 hello kiity. so i kept forgetting tat tdy's april's fool day.
i'm not gg 2 david tao's concert lo. i found a perfect excuse. we r celebrating mum's bday. there will be some travelling over the nex 2 wks in the family. Bro's gg KL on a business trip this weekend & Sis' gg Penang over nex weekend & we r edging closer 2 the japan trip (which hopefully will not be cancelled).
btw, a little secret...something seems 2 be developing between FAT & Magic Pills. itz a bit of joke & topic in our family altho i tin mum din really wan 2 tok abt it on the surface but secretly, she's kaypoh too...hahaha. Sis set a 4 layer check 4 the guy 2 pass if they shd ever mk it tog...i tin we r all a bit protective over the little sister. i tin i'll be real sceptical & the guy has 2 do a bit 2 win me over...i'm the 3rd layer wif Sis being the final one. it sounds a bit weird but itz like this in my family, if Sis' okay, mum & dad shd be okies too, so thy BF has been approved by her. poor FAT's future will hav 2 pass more layers of approval. can take a leaf out of thy BF's book tho :P
another rushed week has started. reporting is nex mon. nice. so we got like 3 days 2 clear everything? oh no, it shd be 1 or the MIC has nothing on thurs. i decided 2 push it 2 the back of my mind...& let all the rush start tmr. do i dread all these? i dunno also at times bcoz coming back 2 tin of it, it was vy satisfying 2 c the end-product but gg thru it was hell. i will not deny tat it has went thru my mind many times wat wld the scenario be if i shd choose 2 stay but everytime the stress came 2 boiling pt, all i wan 2 do is 2 escape frm it bcoz it has reached a pt where i dunno how i could handle it anymore. i cun channel my frustration. i got upset when i din perform up 2 the standard i tot i could reach. itz juz so easy 2 get all frustrated & juz snapped. i hate me in tat moment. no matter wat, i tot i shd keep my cool & maintain a high EQ when it comes 2 wk but i juz cun. maybe the stress was really too high & i was facing a person i really dread working wif but r they valid excuses? u might meet wif this everywhere...i dunno. i tin i'm at a lost on how 2 resolve this & i finally can empathatise wif wat CP told me earlier on y she wan quit come aug. even the used-to-be-super-on ken is adapting a heck-care attitude & seems wan 2 leave...hmm, the firm shd pay S-L J even more 2 get him 2 spread more propaganda but he's vy not free now...haha.
i hope no one cancels on the japan trip again coz we need at least 10 ppl 2 make the trip. kaoz. i dun wan 2 miss it aft like literally begging 4 my leave. yes, itz tat pathetic. i had 2 tok my way 2 get the leave. itz like so precious. haiz...maybe i can comfort myself wif the fact i'm quite impt 2 the team so MIC was adamant i be ard...haha. now i feel better...hahaha.
tdy's april's fool day but no one ard me seems 2 be in the mood 4 tricks...i tin everyone's real exhausted. the ofc crowd shrunk by a bit aft yday. more magical than Q-ing 4 hello kiity. so i kept forgetting tat tdy's april's fool day.
i'm not gg 2 david tao's concert lo. i found a perfect excuse. we r celebrating mum's bday. there will be some travelling over the nex 2 wks in the family. Bro's gg KL on a business trip this weekend & Sis' gg Penang over nex weekend & we r edging closer 2 the japan trip (which hopefully will not be cancelled).
btw, a little secret...something seems 2 be developing between FAT & Magic Pills. itz a bit of joke & topic in our family altho i tin mum din really wan 2 tok abt it on the surface but secretly, she's kaypoh too...hahaha. Sis set a 4 layer check 4 the guy 2 pass if they shd ever mk it tog...i tin we r all a bit protective over the little sister. i tin i'll be real sceptical & the guy has 2 do a bit 2 win me over...i'm the 3rd layer wif Sis being the final one. it sounds a bit weird but itz like this in my family, if Sis' okay, mum & dad shd be okies too, so thy BF has been approved by her. poor FAT's future will hav 2 pass more layers of approval. can take a leaf out of thy BF's book tho :P
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
tots b4 sleeping :x
juz had a small cup of instant noodles, my dinner, supper or breakfast. had an unhappy day. was already tired enough as it is by the proceedings of normal routine wk when the day juz went downhill coz slave driver is aft me again. & the day juz buang. tears started 2 flow, all the stress coming on. i decided 2 face all like normal wk but in the end CFA settled 4 me. wat a cool aic...i enjoyed her email...& immediately shared it wif one of my closest work confidiante, S-L J (dun say nvr share gd stuffs wif u...haha) & i hope it perked up his day altho it was a bit late...ha. wahaha...a bit bad of me. If i got the chance, i will paste wat i said 2 him here, i'm quite proud i stood up 2 him. wat an asshole. I tin i worked better aft tat altho still real slow. I tin i'm exhausted at this juncture...i bet i'll be late again later altho i'm stopping now so i can mk it 2 wk earlier later. still got a lot 2 go :(
sat's SC's bday...i tin i shd be more patient at times...i also dunno watz wrong at times but she's still being a nice collz or rather, fren & amazingly, we r still hanging out wif each other. sometimes i hope i'll leave earlier than her coz i dun hav much frens at wk & i'll be real lonely if she leaves 1st. selfish tots :P
not much of happenings except wk, wk & more wk! haiz...wat a sad life. by the time i am free frm wk, itz almost time 2 leave. quite nice too. anticipative.
tdy's grandma's 6th death anniversary. how how fast. i started 2 tin a bit of the past, how i wld happily walked frm her place 2 the nearest mac 2 buy some fries & got all happy & proud of myself coz i was only in Primary 2. how sleepy days were spent at her place while mum went 2 play mj at some place we dun like. how she took care of us when FAT was borne. how she always look sad & lonely twds the end of her life. how it felt the morning we knew she's gone. how i cried my heart out the day b4 her cremation. i'm not especially close 2 her but she's like a integral part of my memories. i tin i felt especially sad when i tot of how she was pushed ard by my uncles during the last days of her life. is tat wat she deserved aft working hard her whole life? watz the use of wah, so many children or grandchildren or great-grandchildren at her funeral when no one really wanted her when she was still alive? i tot she's better off gone...she shd be happier. ah ma, r u? altho uncle still doesn't noe how 2 take care of himself or rather, he's escaping frm reality at times. we have nagged & scolded all we can but haiz. ur eldest great-grandson is having a shotgun marriage. a person might live only 4 a while but the memories left behind can be so vivid.
sat's SC's bday...i tin i shd be more patient at times...i also dunno watz wrong at times but she's still being a nice collz or rather, fren & amazingly, we r still hanging out wif each other. sometimes i hope i'll leave earlier than her coz i dun hav much frens at wk & i'll be real lonely if she leaves 1st. selfish tots :P
not much of happenings except wk, wk & more wk! haiz...wat a sad life. by the time i am free frm wk, itz almost time 2 leave. quite nice too. anticipative.
tdy's grandma's 6th death anniversary. how how fast. i started 2 tin a bit of the past, how i wld happily walked frm her place 2 the nearest mac 2 buy some fries & got all happy & proud of myself coz i was only in Primary 2. how sleepy days were spent at her place while mum went 2 play mj at some place we dun like. how she took care of us when FAT was borne. how she always look sad & lonely twds the end of her life. how it felt the morning we knew she's gone. how i cried my heart out the day b4 her cremation. i'm not especially close 2 her but she's like a integral part of my memories. i tin i felt especially sad when i tot of how she was pushed ard by my uncles during the last days of her life. is tat wat she deserved aft working hard her whole life? watz the use of wah, so many children or grandchildren or great-grandchildren at her funeral when no one really wanted her when she was still alive? i tot she's better off gone...she shd be happier. ah ma, r u? altho uncle still doesn't noe how 2 take care of himself or rather, he's escaping frm reality at times. we have nagged & scolded all we can but haiz. ur eldest great-grandson is having a shotgun marriage. a person might live only 4 a while but the memories left behind can be so vivid.
Thursday, March 13, 2008
i felt i had 2 blog...
i was surfing the asiaone website when ya, i saw australia again. i've said 4 the umpteenth time i wan go tasmania & adelaide & i managed 2 convince Sister tat nex yr's big trip wld be aus but SCC wld prob be bored out in tasmania? i have beautiful memories there & in my own selfish tots, i do wan visit brisbane again altho it'll be my 4th time there but therez something tat will stay etched in ur memories again. So nex, i'll convince everyone 2 start the trip at bris...they wld wan go gold coast bah which means i can go surfers' paradise again! haha.
we finally settled on the japan trip! we r gg osaka/kyoto/mt fuji/tokyo. all in 5 days.
excited:
have been researching on the places we'll be visiting...i tin i'm dying 4 a break (& a new job too). have been researching on where can i get burberrys blue label (thks baby!). been researching on wat universal studios & disneyland has. told FAT we will surely overspend & she seems afraid coz i tin we will lose ctrl. the trip has dented a hole in my savings, so i hav 2 wk harder 2 curb spending frm now till even the bangkok trip or i'll be broke till the end of the yr. oh, i shd research on the hot spring thingy at mt fuji, i tin we r all quite anticipative of this. woo...cun wait till may...
i finally broke down in office last fri. it was unexpected but i wasn't really happy abt it coz news really travelled fast. ppl can tin wat they wan regarding this but they dunno the real reason 4 it happening & i prob cun explain it tat well. so i really wait till seeing thy BF b4 unleashing all the tears the minute i got on the car. sorry baby, i noe it was hard 4 u...2 c me this way again & again over wk ever since u came back. u dun deserve this. it will be over soon. i feel vy tired suddenly...like i've aged overnite. i wish i can go back 2 my old corner where i'm only surrounded by ppl i wan 2 c & tok 2. i miss being surrounded by familiarity. i feel more comfortable wif thy BF's dogs than most ppl. i will find myself missing esp Ah Girl (MY dog) not seeing her 4 a while but there r a lot of ppl i rather i dun hav 2 socialise wif. missed the nhss days where altho i was hanging wif the same old ppl like everyday but i nvr felt tat uncomfortable. slowly i tin i understand myself, wat i really wan. i nvr felt comfortable in my current surroundings. how can it be healthy when u juz felt like hiding whenever wk is mentioned. thks 2 tat i hate sundays.
toking abt lighter stuffs...thy BF's dad's family business might be gg public. i was shocked. the shock is those kinda if-u-look-at-him-i-nvr-felt-like-he's-a-director's-son & now he's gonna be the son-of-a-director-of-a-public-listed-co. i juz felt quite weird. will always remember eliz's director joke...how we had 2 plot vy hard 2 mk him dump his vy horrible schoolbag & i simply wun be able 2 associate his dad is a director. ha. maybe itz my own family fortunes...my dad has been in the same position like all his life & when young, we din hav the luxury like anyone else. when everyone was playing sega, my bro (he's vy whiny & idiotic then, keeping asking 4 one) got a lousy TV games console which hung all the time & other sucky stuffs. maybe tatz y my aunts looked down on us then (yes, deep in my heart, i tin they used 2 look down on us, like how my dad is gg 2 remain poor forever & mum nvr went 2 sch, so i nvr liked entertaining them. thks 4 planting the desire 2 excel tho). so watching too much tv serials, i tin directors (not the shoot film one) r like big shots & when thy BF's belongings look like they hav been wif him like 4 as long as dad stayed in his position, i just cun put the father & son together. i tot a director's son wld behave the way they do on tv shows. i tin the job as more glamourous than it ever was. baby, i tin u'll understand wat i mean?
david tao is coming 2 town again but i hav no $$$ 2 watch him 4 a 3rd time liao. hav i really aged overnite? where hav all the excitement of seeing my fave singers experienced previously gone? is it bcoz i've been seeing less of shiling 2 be affected? or maybe i'll be gg wif her 2 genting 2 c mayday soon? haha...sounds quite unlike me altho they r gd. i hvn even been seeing francis the magician online. his absence is felt as he used 2 be online during this kinda hrs in the past, so i can find someone 2 tok 2 at this wee hrs when i'm bored out by the wk. wk is boring enough & i'm further bored out, can imagine the gratitude when someone toks 2 me...haha. it seems like only a while ago we were meeting week in week out & shiling's psm loves speculating abt us all the time...haha. i tin i do really miss these buncha frens. i shd mk the effort 2 sleep less & meet them more often. or gals, if u c this, meet me k? haha. wld anyone still be interested in a chalet?
saw this frm a website: meaning of chanea: oak wood
huh? at least itz an elegant substance? maybe i shd drop cherie and name my daughter tat in future but i dunno the pronounciation exactly.
itz 8.23am & 12 degrees Celsius in Chanea, Crete, Greece now. tin i'll go dream i'm there now :P
we finally settled on the japan trip! we r gg osaka/kyoto/mt fuji/tokyo. all in 5 days.
excited:
have been researching on the places we'll be visiting...i tin i'm dying 4 a break (& a new job too). have been researching on where can i get burberrys blue label (thks baby!). been researching on wat universal studios & disneyland has. told FAT we will surely overspend & she seems afraid coz i tin we will lose ctrl. the trip has dented a hole in my savings, so i hav 2 wk harder 2 curb spending frm now till even the bangkok trip or i'll be broke till the end of the yr. oh, i shd research on the hot spring thingy at mt fuji, i tin we r all quite anticipative of this. woo...cun wait till may...
i finally broke down in office last fri. it was unexpected but i wasn't really happy abt it coz news really travelled fast. ppl can tin wat they wan regarding this but they dunno the real reason 4 it happening & i prob cun explain it tat well. so i really wait till seeing thy BF b4 unleashing all the tears the minute i got on the car. sorry baby, i noe it was hard 4 u...2 c me this way again & again over wk ever since u came back. u dun deserve this. it will be over soon. i feel vy tired suddenly...like i've aged overnite. i wish i can go back 2 my old corner where i'm only surrounded by ppl i wan 2 c & tok 2. i miss being surrounded by familiarity. i feel more comfortable wif thy BF's dogs than most ppl. i will find myself missing esp Ah Girl (MY dog) not seeing her 4 a while but there r a lot of ppl i rather i dun hav 2 socialise wif. missed the nhss days where altho i was hanging wif the same old ppl like everyday but i nvr felt tat uncomfortable. slowly i tin i understand myself, wat i really wan. i nvr felt comfortable in my current surroundings. how can it be healthy when u juz felt like hiding whenever wk is mentioned. thks 2 tat i hate sundays.
toking abt lighter stuffs...thy BF's dad's family business might be gg public. i was shocked. the shock is those kinda if-u-look-at-him-i-nvr-felt-like-he's-a-director's-son & now he's gonna be the son-of-a-director-of-a-public-listed-co. i juz felt quite weird. will always remember eliz's director joke...how we had 2 plot vy hard 2 mk him dump his vy horrible schoolbag & i simply wun be able 2 associate his dad is a director. ha. maybe itz my own family fortunes...my dad has been in the same position like all his life & when young, we din hav the luxury like anyone else. when everyone was playing sega, my bro (he's vy whiny & idiotic then, keeping asking 4 one) got a lousy TV games console which hung all the time & other sucky stuffs. maybe tatz y my aunts looked down on us then (yes, deep in my heart, i tin they used 2 look down on us, like how my dad is gg 2 remain poor forever & mum nvr went 2 sch, so i nvr liked entertaining them. thks 4 planting the desire 2 excel tho). so watching too much tv serials, i tin directors (not the shoot film one) r like big shots & when thy BF's belongings look like they hav been wif him like 4 as long as dad stayed in his position, i just cun put the father & son together. i tot a director's son wld behave the way they do on tv shows. i tin the job as more glamourous than it ever was. baby, i tin u'll understand wat i mean?
david tao is coming 2 town again but i hav no $$$ 2 watch him 4 a 3rd time liao. hav i really aged overnite? where hav all the excitement of seeing my fave singers experienced previously gone? is it bcoz i've been seeing less of shiling 2 be affected? or maybe i'll be gg wif her 2 genting 2 c mayday soon? haha...sounds quite unlike me altho they r gd. i hvn even been seeing francis the magician online. his absence is felt as he used 2 be online during this kinda hrs in the past, so i can find someone 2 tok 2 at this wee hrs when i'm bored out by the wk. wk is boring enough & i'm further bored out, can imagine the gratitude when someone toks 2 me...haha. it seems like only a while ago we were meeting week in week out & shiling's psm loves speculating abt us all the time...haha. i tin i do really miss these buncha frens. i shd mk the effort 2 sleep less & meet them more often. or gals, if u c this, meet me k? haha. wld anyone still be interested in a chalet?
saw this frm a website: meaning of chanea: oak wood
huh? at least itz an elegant substance? maybe i shd drop cherie and name my daughter tat in future but i dunno the pronounciation exactly.
itz 8.23am & 12 degrees Celsius in Chanea, Crete, Greece now. tin i'll go dream i'm there now :P
Thursday, March 06, 2008
BAS****
my better mood for the coming weekends was spoilt by this idiot, asshole, bastard or watever u can tin of. u cun get him on the phone 4 the whole day when u nid help. tat bastard doesn't noe therez no internet access at client's place & my hp had 2 go out of batt. he doesn't wan 2 reply on issues tat u nid him 2 solve & in the end, he pushes the thing 2 u back! juz bcoz he has got a lot of jobs doesn't mean he can behave like this, throwing stuffs like nobody's business & providing no guidance or assistance at all. who the hell ask him 2 take more than he can cope! & the firm can tolerate this kind of nonsense. no wonder everyone had 2 leave. i'm thinking of throwing him this letter when i quit:
Dear BASTARD,
it was hell working with u & itz not even fair 2 describe u come frm hell bcoz u r worse than that. u r really terrible as a superior, as a co-worker & as human. no wonder no one can really sympathise wif u if u really coughs out blood. no wonder everyone tries 2 avoid u like plague, yes plague, bcoz we r afraid of the germs & not U! u r pathetic really, dun u tin so? u shall get justification 4 all these or u hav already bcoz...always remember, someone is watching & judging by ur idiotic face, u wun hav ur way forever. lastly, i hope u live well & long, away frm everyone.
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i feel better.
Dear BASTARD,
it was hell working with u & itz not even fair 2 describe u come frm hell bcoz u r worse than that. u r really terrible as a superior, as a co-worker & as human. no wonder no one can really sympathise wif u if u really coughs out blood. no wonder everyone tries 2 avoid u like plague, yes plague, bcoz we r afraid of the germs & not U! u r pathetic really, dun u tin so? u shall get justification 4 all these or u hav already bcoz...always remember, someone is watching & judging by ur idiotic face, u wun hav ur way forever. lastly, i hope u live well & long, away frm everyone.
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i feel better.
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
curry & curry...lotus root soup & lotus root soup
i'm hvg some pros wif the tummy (again). itz like stomachache & diarrhoea & i dunno wat it is. i had western med yday & po ji wan tdy. i had curry yday & tdy. great.
thy BF's mum & my mum might secretly hav some therapy thing gg. my mum cooked curry 4 my grandma's death anniversary yday & this aft, i reci a sms frm thy BF telling me his mum cooked curry tdy. 1st OMG. when i reached his place, there was lotus root soup also. FAT is off frm wk tmr & she's gonna ask mum 2 cook her 拿手 lotus root soup (baby, so u noe watz 4 dinner tmr...ha). Great. 2nd OMG. come 2 tin of it, itz quite amazing & amusing.
went 4 an interview tdy. not a bad experience but i started pondering if i shd accept if they EVER offer bcoz i've been receiving some calls frm agents lately altho there still isn't much gg on but itz still a gd sign. 2 quote thy BF: 守得云开见月...hopefully lah :)
tdy SK & i had this nice kopi & toast at this kopi stall at golden shoe. both of us reckon itz the best ard the area so far & the stall looks rather nice. i kinda miss the toast now. nvm, therez tmr which is my last day on my fave job 4 the peak. gg back 2 slave driver frm fri :(
making some more research on japan & getting pretty excited. was chatting wif SK over kopi abt travel & i juz feel so so happy tat i'm gg somewhere soon altho the trip is not booked yet. FAT juz applied 4 the dbs takashimaya card which offers discount at takashimaya japan! hopefully we hav time 2 go there. personally i'll love 2 visit mt fuji 4 the fresh air...ooh. therez quite a bit 2 look fwd 2...1st offpeak (yay!), 2nd japan (Yay!), 3rd off days & more off days (YAy!), 4th bangkok (YAY!) & oh yes, getting a burberrys blue label bag 4 my bday (!!!). someone promised this & i write it down 1st...heehee :p
k...time 2 give back the com 2 FAT so she shuts it down later...ha
thy BF's mum & my mum might secretly hav some therapy thing gg. my mum cooked curry 4 my grandma's death anniversary yday & this aft, i reci a sms frm thy BF telling me his mum cooked curry tdy. 1st OMG. when i reached his place, there was lotus root soup also. FAT is off frm wk tmr & she's gonna ask mum 2 cook her 拿手 lotus root soup (baby, so u noe watz 4 dinner tmr...ha). Great. 2nd OMG. come 2 tin of it, itz quite amazing & amusing.
went 4 an interview tdy. not a bad experience but i started pondering if i shd accept if they EVER offer bcoz i've been receiving some calls frm agents lately altho there still isn't much gg on but itz still a gd sign. 2 quote thy BF: 守得云开见月...hopefully lah :)
tdy SK & i had this nice kopi & toast at this kopi stall at golden shoe. both of us reckon itz the best ard the area so far & the stall looks rather nice. i kinda miss the toast now. nvm, therez tmr which is my last day on my fave job 4 the peak. gg back 2 slave driver frm fri :(
making some more research on japan & getting pretty excited. was chatting wif SK over kopi abt travel & i juz feel so so happy tat i'm gg somewhere soon altho the trip is not booked yet. FAT juz applied 4 the dbs takashimaya card which offers discount at takashimaya japan! hopefully we hav time 2 go there. personally i'll love 2 visit mt fuji 4 the fresh air...ooh. therez quite a bit 2 look fwd 2...1st offpeak (yay!), 2nd japan (Yay!), 3rd off days & more off days (YAy!), 4th bangkok (YAY!) & oh yes, getting a burberrys blue label bag 4 my bday (!!!). someone promised this & i write it down 1st...heehee :p
k...time 2 give back the com 2 FAT so she shuts it down later...ha
Monday, February 25, 2008
cun wait...
juz finished reading my frens' blogs 2 get some updates on their lives. sometimes we r so caught up wif life, sometimes i'm (or we) so lazy, we dun meet up as much like b4 or bcoz i'm meeting thy BF like everyday? heehee :P
i had a super slack day tdy & this shd continue 4 the nex 2 days. i cun help but kept declaring itz my fave job out of the whole damn peak. SK 'accompanied' (i tin he wans slack also...hahaha) me 2 orchard 4 the agency interview & we ended up shopping at tangs till like 3pm...OMG, no one shd noe abt this. btw, there r some pretty gd stuffs at tangs. they r hvg a sale. i wonder wat stunt r we coming up wif tmr...altho i hav another agency interview tmr. things seem 2 be looking up a bit...juz when i got a bit used 2 things...hmm, it makes me a bit happy altho i tin i will juz buang it. i literally stuttered when the lady asked me 2 describe myself...i cun stand this. y muz i describe myself everytime?! i'm so so sian...& i ended up blabbering nonsense (again). & SK was so confident i'll get the job when i'm like i will buang bah, i hope the interviewer dun asks too much. btw, SK is this damn clever guy wif like a double major & he got 1st class honours, plans 2 go 2 an ivy league 4 mba...wah lau, i felt a tad inadequate 2 him. i juz wan 2 hav time 2 slack all i wan, enough $$$ 2 tour ard the world (& if best, dun wk) & hvg my loved ones ard me...& quit this stupid job. i visited thy BF's workplace yday & i tin itz nice. No office environment can be worse than ours liao, i felt like i'm in some pig sty at times.
juz cfm will be gg bangkok wif the nua-z team in jul. will be stucked wif killer most of the time coz ZJ & SQ r gg 2 phuket 1st, so following killer who sounds like she's all ready 2 mk a kill 4 the shopping & we'll be taking tiger which i've nvr been on. shd also be concluding the japan trip this wk wif the natas fair coming up...so excited albeit wif a bit of guilt coz i had 2 go off at a crucial part of a job but well, i dun tin i'm tat irreplaceable & i'm pretty sure my junior can do a gd job :). doing some research on burberrys blue label which is only available in japan, i got FAT excited too. oh ya, we went 2 Q 2 get into LV last sat bcoz FAT's best fren, Yami (short 4 yami yoghurt, eliz might remember...hahahah) wanted 2 get a wallet. there r so many rich ppl ard man. tat we hav 2 Q in even get in. none of us got anything altho even Sister was rather tempted. i wasn't...maybe bcoz i hav the purse & wallet liao...haha but i saw a nice male wallet which i wld hav got 4 thy BF if i had seen it like 2 yrs earlier.
was watching thy BF playing his game last nite when therez this computer character wif the words 'slave driver' in the name. brings a chill 2 me. cun wait 4 march 2 be over so tat i wun hav anything 2 do wif him anymore. i'm not afraid of him. i juz detest working under him which will land me in an unhappy period which is till 31 mar.
looking thru some of the japan tours...getting excited :P
i had a super slack day tdy & this shd continue 4 the nex 2 days. i cun help but kept declaring itz my fave job out of the whole damn peak. SK 'accompanied' (i tin he wans slack also...hahaha) me 2 orchard 4 the agency interview & we ended up shopping at tangs till like 3pm...OMG, no one shd noe abt this. btw, there r some pretty gd stuffs at tangs. they r hvg a sale. i wonder wat stunt r we coming up wif tmr...altho i hav another agency interview tmr. things seem 2 be looking up a bit...juz when i got a bit used 2 things...hmm, it makes me a bit happy altho i tin i will juz buang it. i literally stuttered when the lady asked me 2 describe myself...i cun stand this. y muz i describe myself everytime?! i'm so so sian...& i ended up blabbering nonsense (again). & SK was so confident i'll get the job when i'm like i will buang bah, i hope the interviewer dun asks too much. btw, SK is this damn clever guy wif like a double major & he got 1st class honours, plans 2 go 2 an ivy league 4 mba...wah lau, i felt a tad inadequate 2 him. i juz wan 2 hav time 2 slack all i wan, enough $$$ 2 tour ard the world (& if best, dun wk) & hvg my loved ones ard me...& quit this stupid job. i visited thy BF's workplace yday & i tin itz nice. No office environment can be worse than ours liao, i felt like i'm in some pig sty at times.
juz cfm will be gg bangkok wif the nua-z team in jul. will be stucked wif killer most of the time coz ZJ & SQ r gg 2 phuket 1st, so following killer who sounds like she's all ready 2 mk a kill 4 the shopping & we'll be taking tiger which i've nvr been on. shd also be concluding the japan trip this wk wif the natas fair coming up...so excited albeit wif a bit of guilt coz i had 2 go off at a crucial part of a job but well, i dun tin i'm tat irreplaceable & i'm pretty sure my junior can do a gd job :). doing some research on burberrys blue label which is only available in japan, i got FAT excited too. oh ya, we went 2 Q 2 get into LV last sat bcoz FAT's best fren, Yami (short 4 yami yoghurt, eliz might remember...hahahah) wanted 2 get a wallet. there r so many rich ppl ard man. tat we hav 2 Q in even get in. none of us got anything altho even Sister was rather tempted. i wasn't...maybe bcoz i hav the purse & wallet liao...haha but i saw a nice male wallet which i wld hav got 4 thy BF if i had seen it like 2 yrs earlier.
was watching thy BF playing his game last nite when therez this computer character wif the words 'slave driver' in the name. brings a chill 2 me. cun wait 4 march 2 be over so tat i wun hav anything 2 do wif him anymore. i'm not afraid of him. i juz detest working under him which will land me in an unhappy period which is till 31 mar.
looking thru some of the japan tours...getting excited :P
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
irritating...
i juz wanted 2 go sleep but the damned notebook refuses 2 shut down! ##$%^&&****(%$$
itz bad enough tat i'm in an unhappy job. ki siao liao :(
at 2.01am, i accidentally restarted the com! wat am i doing 2 myself?!
sometimes i really felt like throwing the notebook on the wall 2 vent my frustrations. altho it has been wif me 4 1 & a half yrs & i probably might miss it when itz gone but itz juz irritating now.
tok abt ending monday blues :((((((((((((((((((
now it shuts down finally :x
itz bad enough tat i'm in an unhappy job. ki siao liao :(
at 2.01am, i accidentally restarted the com! wat am i doing 2 myself?!
sometimes i really felt like throwing the notebook on the wall 2 vent my frustrations. altho it has been wif me 4 1 & a half yrs & i probably might miss it when itz gone but itz juz irritating now.
tok abt ending monday blues :((((((((((((((((((
now it shuts down finally :x
Thursday, January 31, 2008
二月咯...
thk god january's over. i've crossed my 1st hurdle. tasted how the big rush can be like. i cun take 18-20 hrs days 4 long...much less than say 2 sustain it 4 a mth. i can feel my heavy eyelids trying 2 close. itz really a crazy crazy rush 2 the end. luckily Shake-Leg J is ard (Y NVR REALLY SHAKE LEG?). i was asking him this qn everyday & not a day passed by w/o us trying 2 get ZJ back & thinking how better it will be wif her ard. i enjoyed this interactive moments wif my collz. i've known ppl during this yr which i knew has become my frens (altho not much of them). sometimes i tin the current environment can be rather special. i get 2 brush my shoulders wif a lot of diff kinds of ppl. i might not c it now but i felt i hav grown more as a person, got stronger (i tin) & better knowledge. i'm still amazed at the array of knowledge i came across at times which is wat i came 4 altho itz a harsh realistic world.
speaking of the job, i'm glad i got 2 noe 3 nice 'old' ladies...sometimes u muz believe yuan fen...out of so many ppl, i juz tot i can really click wif them & there r such enjoyable moments until they left 1 by 1 & when we meet now, we came frm all directions...ha but i'm gg 2 make sure i join u gals come jul or aug...ha! missed out on the afternoon ang pau exchange session bcoz we were rushing, rushing & rushing. yes, an ang pau exchange session when only Flying Killer (or Fly Sky Kill Hand according 2 silly SQ) can distribute ang paus...so auntie & their lunch update only serves 2 remind the funny (or awkward?) times we cun decide where 2 eat, go aft eating...itz a really buang team but hanging out is fun. will always remember the monopoly at the c-thru-thing at cineleisure. some silly stuffs. others inclusive of gg all the way 2 katong 4 5* chicken rice & ended wif lo hei wif cornflakes which SQ & i r extremely sore abt. ha. S-L J & i were saying how nice if these 3 r ard tdy 2 help wif our job coz they were all on the job previously, then we can literally shake leg liao...haha. my shake-leg job nex wk has been postponed which meant i hav 2 spend my morn on CNY eve in ofc :(
HX-killer seems 2 be really sick...he's coughing all the time. i'm afraid i'll get infected. i dunno. i hav mixed feelings abt this person but i'm quite happy tat wif my current state, he's not looking 4 me. he forced me 2 unleash the low-EQ behaviour i dun like when i'm working. btw, tin he's the most hated guy in the dept now. he unites the assistants who worked under him. dun wish my time on wat scary things he can do but 2 illicit such contempt isn't easy too. wonder how he really really feels abt all these.
juz checked the hdb website...the number isn't as scary as the prev one. thy BF says he has a gd feeling abt this one. i tot it will be nice if we can move on or i tin we r kinda stucked & the current situation cun be improved 2 help. 肯 was asking abt the wedding venue but no place 2 stay, wat wedding 2 tok abt? hmm, i've been trying 2 save hard & the busy schedule is helping a bit coz i dun hav much time 2 shop, miss all the sales = lesser new clothes, shoes, bags & other accessories or is it bcoz thy BF has been paying 4 things? haha. i'm quite pleased but not satisfied coz a conversation wif S-L J strucked (i noe itz like tat lah but it juz strucks me again) me tat if we get a ready flat, my savings might be gone soon. i often ponder is it i spend too much in the past or i was already earning vy little? looking at the bursting wardrobe, i tin i noe y :P
CNY is coming which also meant 双方家人就要见面。 yes, itz 双方家人 & not only 双方家长 coz both our families r gg 2 genting tog. not literally tog bcoz we r borrowing transport. we were pondering abt how shd be it be like when the parents met. it all seems a bit weird 4 me.
i got 2 sleep. 睡是为了能走更长远的路 :)
speaking of the job, i'm glad i got 2 noe 3 nice 'old' ladies...sometimes u muz believe yuan fen...out of so many ppl, i juz tot i can really click wif them & there r such enjoyable moments until they left 1 by 1 & when we meet now, we came frm all directions...ha but i'm gg 2 make sure i join u gals come jul or aug...ha! missed out on the afternoon ang pau exchange session bcoz we were rushing, rushing & rushing. yes, an ang pau exchange session when only Flying Killer (or Fly Sky Kill Hand according 2 silly SQ) can distribute ang paus...so auntie & their lunch update only serves 2 remind the funny (or awkward?) times we cun decide where 2 eat, go aft eating...itz a really buang team but hanging out is fun. will always remember the monopoly at the c-thru-thing at cineleisure. some silly stuffs. others inclusive of gg all the way 2 katong 4 5* chicken rice & ended wif lo hei wif cornflakes which SQ & i r extremely sore abt. ha. S-L J & i were saying how nice if these 3 r ard tdy 2 help wif our job coz they were all on the job previously, then we can literally shake leg liao...haha. my shake-leg job nex wk has been postponed which meant i hav 2 spend my morn on CNY eve in ofc :(
HX-killer seems 2 be really sick...he's coughing all the time. i'm afraid i'll get infected. i dunno. i hav mixed feelings abt this person but i'm quite happy tat wif my current state, he's not looking 4 me. he forced me 2 unleash the low-EQ behaviour i dun like when i'm working. btw, tin he's the most hated guy in the dept now. he unites the assistants who worked under him. dun wish my time on wat scary things he can do but 2 illicit such contempt isn't easy too. wonder how he really really feels abt all these.
juz checked the hdb website...the number isn't as scary as the prev one. thy BF says he has a gd feeling abt this one. i tot it will be nice if we can move on or i tin we r kinda stucked & the current situation cun be improved 2 help. 肯 was asking abt the wedding venue but no place 2 stay, wat wedding 2 tok abt? hmm, i've been trying 2 save hard & the busy schedule is helping a bit coz i dun hav much time 2 shop, miss all the sales = lesser new clothes, shoes, bags & other accessories or is it bcoz thy BF has been paying 4 things? haha. i'm quite pleased but not satisfied coz a conversation wif S-L J strucked (i noe itz like tat lah but it juz strucks me again) me tat if we get a ready flat, my savings might be gone soon. i often ponder is it i spend too much in the past or i was already earning vy little? looking at the bursting wardrobe, i tin i noe y :P
CNY is coming which also meant 双方家人就要见面。 yes, itz 双方家人 & not only 双方家长 coz both our families r gg 2 genting tog. not literally tog bcoz we r borrowing transport. we were pondering abt how shd be it be like when the parents met. it all seems a bit weird 4 me.
i got 2 sleep. 睡是为了能走更长远的路 :)
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
b4 the MAD rush...
i decided 2 capture my tots b4 the mad rush begins...
in the best simulation, this shd be the worst week 4 this peak. it looks better when Jan is over. hope i'll be fine. i noe i'll prob not be. i'll be working under the most dreaded (i tin) guy in our dept.
lately i hav this craze over watching the jap version of meteor garden. i tin everyone has this fairy-tale thing in their mind. we all do fantacise a tad dun we? i'm sure every girl dun mind a tsukasa in their mind & a rui as a gd fren :P i'm contemplating buying the dvd or wat coz i keep missing the show. itz gd 2 indulge in such things once in a while. being in reality 4 a long time juz tires u out. i mean i can feel reality at wk all the time & i wk such long hrs, so itz scary. yday XY was asking me abt nice getaways & i recommended perhentian. despite not knowing wat i'm in 4 when i decided 2 go on the trip, itz 1 of my most memorable & nicest getaway ever. i tin i'll remember the hut, nice meals (altho we got sotong every meal), clear blue water, picturesque scenery, snorkelling (altho i cun swim & drank a lot salty seawater) and juz hanging out 4 a long long time. how nice.
went 2 JB over the weekend & added more items 2 thy BF's wardrobe...he got a real colourful wardrobe (*proud look on the face)...haha.
i was toking 2 ivy juz now & we were missing the gd old times at lecture again...those kinda get-old-remember-past thing. itz sometimes hard how 2 believe how fast things r gg & how things hav changed...even looking at ur surrounding tdy & tmr & finding them different. i was reading abt the interview zoe tay gave abt her being 40 & started wondering how wld it be like when i'm 40? will i be a career woman or maybe a hag then? i look at the younger ppl ard me all the time & sometimes amazed how time hav passed...even FAT is turning 21 k? OMG, it seems like yday she's doing silly stuffs (okay, she still is doing them all the time, the latest being her getting out of m'sia w/o the chop on her passport) & chubby (or fat, if u like), now she's a grown-up girl, working and can enter genting casino liao. well, my uncle loves 2 bring it up everytime. i dun understand the excitement. 2 me at times, she remains a little girl...i dunno...itz like maybe my mum watching us & thinking we r kids all the time? altho i hope she can stop liking cyndi wang, watching a show repeatedly (it reminds me of a FREN & she noes who she is) & stop complaining she is fat coz she is big (in my opinion) & not fat.
hmm, this seems like a nice post...took my mind off wk. juz finished some & starting some more again later. i support the fact tat we shd hav more life...working too much is not gd.
in the best simulation, this shd be the worst week 4 this peak. it looks better when Jan is over. hope i'll be fine. i noe i'll prob not be. i'll be working under the most dreaded (i tin) guy in our dept.
lately i hav this craze over watching the jap version of meteor garden. i tin everyone has this fairy-tale thing in their mind. we all do fantacise a tad dun we? i'm sure every girl dun mind a tsukasa in their mind & a rui as a gd fren :P i'm contemplating buying the dvd or wat coz i keep missing the show. itz gd 2 indulge in such things once in a while. being in reality 4 a long time juz tires u out. i mean i can feel reality at wk all the time & i wk such long hrs, so itz scary. yday XY was asking me abt nice getaways & i recommended perhentian. despite not knowing wat i'm in 4 when i decided 2 go on the trip, itz 1 of my most memorable & nicest getaway ever. i tin i'll remember the hut, nice meals (altho we got sotong every meal), clear blue water, picturesque scenery, snorkelling (altho i cun swim & drank a lot salty seawater) and juz hanging out 4 a long long time. how nice.
went 2 JB over the weekend & added more items 2 thy BF's wardrobe...he got a real colourful wardrobe (*proud look on the face)...haha.
i was toking 2 ivy juz now & we were missing the gd old times at lecture again...those kinda get-old-remember-past thing. itz sometimes hard how 2 believe how fast things r gg & how things hav changed...even looking at ur surrounding tdy & tmr & finding them different. i was reading abt the interview zoe tay gave abt her being 40 & started wondering how wld it be like when i'm 40? will i be a career woman or maybe a hag then? i look at the younger ppl ard me all the time & sometimes amazed how time hav passed...even FAT is turning 21 k? OMG, it seems like yday she's doing silly stuffs (okay, she still is doing them all the time, the latest being her getting out of m'sia w/o the chop on her passport) & chubby (or fat, if u like), now she's a grown-up girl, working and can enter genting casino liao. well, my uncle loves 2 bring it up everytime. i dun understand the excitement. 2 me at times, she remains a little girl...i dunno...itz like maybe my mum watching us & thinking we r kids all the time? altho i hope she can stop liking cyndi wang, watching a show repeatedly (it reminds me of a FREN & she noes who she is) & stop complaining she is fat coz she is big (in my opinion) & not fat.
hmm, this seems like a nice post...took my mind off wk. juz finished some & starting some more again later. i support the fact tat we shd hav more life...working too much is not gd.
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