the most disgusted day of my life so far...

i'm totally disgusted!! i nvr tot i'll meet someone like this in my life...mks me lose control & if i really can, i'll kick him 2 mars man. always pushing us 2 the forefront & throwing all the stuffs at us, dunno wat they paid him 4...we r so desparate 4 ppl tat any idiot can join us & get paid so much but leaves all the jobs 2 the rest...wat kinda shit is this?! & we hav 2 ensure all these shit, i hope he gets a vy long & good scolding tmr (this is bad i noe :p). i get so totally stressed...my gum ache (i keep telling everyone i tin it might be gum cancer...S said i'm exagerrating again...but y not, i hav been feeling stressed 4 a prolonged period) is back wif utter vengenace...itz hurting more than b4...my mom wld say i 发热 (tatz wat SC said too but she din discourage me 2 not hav fries this aft...bad fren). thy BF tries 2 console me by suggesting an infection but i'm not hvg a fever (we came up wif this theory of confirming that u hav an infection...tat is 2 hav fever bcoz itz the 1st sign ur body's fighting against the infection), so itz not an infection which i love 2 believe too...sob. i'm also stucked betweem seeing a doctor or dentist 4 it...y muz such things happen? bad karma? maybe laughing too much opening abt shiling & secretly abt her pri sch mate does reap its cause...i shd try 2 refrain but i'm seeing her again this fri...oops.

i juz remembered something & wan 2 use this 2 remind thy BF, yes the HK trip is less than a wk away...so where is my headphone cover & the southpark episodes tat were supposed 2 go into the hp? heehee

i wish 2 go 4 a haircut...swim again...hopefully i can do them over the weekend altho i reckon i shd be busy packing too.

i hope this wk will pass by vy fast...i wanted 2 fainted when an email told me i hav 2 rack my brains like mad 4 something like i did 2 mths ago...pls stop asking me 2 ans something i did way back...my brains nid a break too & i'm still using it now. i nid some leisure.

blabberings again...

itz supposed 2 be a nice job 2 bring into off-peak but i noe i cun be tat lucky. i passed tdy wif more disgust & irritation. i stepped into the meeting room tdy 2 c someone i'm (or rather everyone on the team) really pissed wif these days. much as he's a real eye-opener, he's the lousiest one too, everyone had 2 agree, even the In***** cun fight. the company is really operating like a charity at times or rather, 2 quote when a resource mgt staff once told me, we always nid ppl. ya, how rite. frm our new collz 2 these...great man, they reaffirm my desparate desire 2 leave. i cnt afford suffering another almost-attack hvg 2 wk wif/under them again. maybe wking wif the former is better now tho, i hav 2 chk wif U again. itz off-peak & also the time 4 a lot of ppl 2 start counting their time down wif the co. looking back, i nvr wan go thru the peak again but i've worked wif some impressive ppl & earned some friendship out of it...seen some real lousy stuffs. itz a rewarding experience aft all...i like 2 tin i've matured more wif this experience. i got 2 experience diverse working styles, stretching the tolerance level, getting nonchalant abt ppl's sarcasim, nagging, scolding, accusing & fingers pointing frm all fronts. there were times i was close 2 bursting into tears on the job bcoz i really really dun tin or wan 2 do it anymore. i like 2 tin i shd be stronger than i am previously.

haha...my sis was telling us tat her hp's spoilt. it muz be the aftermath of trying 2 decide if she wans 2 buy the same phone as mine since yday, so in her illusion, her hp's spoilt. turns out itz juz a case of no batt...haiz, my sis is juz capable of gaffes like this.

12 days 2 the break! & i was thinking i cld actually bring it fwd! cun wait...altho i heard hk's vy hot now...fat's already vy excited (only left she hvn really started packing yet altho she kept saying she shd...).

juliet has submitted her resignation last wk & i dunno if she's gg thru tat 'nobody-cares' feeling. itz dramatic. how did the ex-workplace be like wat it is now? still remember how we were like a family in the past...altho juliet & i can be as diverse as we r yet she can actually influence me & my working style & attitude now is partly attributed 2 her. much as i seem (feel) myself closer wif doris & kelly, therez this unexplainable therapy wif her when we wk tog. itz juz strange how everyone is gg everywhere now...it always seem like yesterday tat we shared our laughter, grudges against the bosses & plotted our nex meal frm the bosses. itz an unbelievable feeling. how nice if we were all still tog...hated 2 hear how unhappy everyone is...we shd really consider setting up the co tog. i find it amazing at times, we came frm different ages groups yet they r 1 bunch whom i feel really close 2 even tho we can dun meet up 4 sometime. we will feel like meeting up & updating each other abt life lately. i've always tot will it continue now tat everyone's moving on? there r some things tat might be inevitable but i had great memories. mac anyone soon? hee.

went JB wif thy BF's mom & bro on sat...new experience...& wif their help i din spend at all except at watsons & a pack of cuttlefish 4 dad. it was mother's day celebration the day was spoilt tho wif the incessant Q at the customs, not 2 mention the thk-u-vy-much non-existent aircon & a little tummyache at the end of the day. i had my butter crayfish...YAY!! i wonder if this trip did add pts...sometimes i wonder how his parents tot of me...like is their son gg 2 be in gd hands altho everyone (my family) wld tin itz the other way round. my parents seem okay wif him but then again they r simple folks (so it doesn't mean u r vy gd, hav 2 be more hardworking...haha...buy more things 4 me!)
ppl seem 2 hav this image of me not being 2 take care of myself, frail, spendthrift & spoilt so on. am i like wat they tin? so i tot sometimes ppl dun really understand me vy well also...sometimes i'm really not like wat u might tin of me. i'm blabbering again...i shd rest.

off-peak loh...

YAY...itz supposed 2 be the 1st day of official off-peak tdy!! altho i'm still on a job but it juz feels so gd...even tho therez an email circulated asking us 2 submit our timesheet on time 4 appraisal. i pondered 4 a while & heck care again, bcoz one, i've submitted & secondly i dun tin i'll hav anything gd 2 come out of it, so juz dun care lah, juz give me back my $$$.

i'm supposed 2 be quite sick tdy. i woke up wif a sore throat aft the durian yday. thy BF's family love durian, & the 1st time i noe dogs like durian too & they can even be selective over it. later in the aft, i got feverish. i envision myself seeing the doc tmr...NO!! i'll survive coz i'm watching Spiderman 3 tmr! YAY!! i juz had curry & quite a bit so too...hmm, not gd 4 myself huh...getting naUSEOUS again...haiz. tin i'll take a rest frm the com...

26 more days 2 my break!! cun wait...