花儿般的坚强

爱在孤独中绝望 在绝望中坚强

忽然喜欢上这句歌词。。。就这么简单 ;)

blabberings...

the 1st thing i wan say in this post is:

I PASSED MY FINAL PAPERS!!!

yes, so i'm officially an ACCA affliate now...finally...aft 3 yrs which isn't bad at all...keke. i'm amazed even at myself...heard how bad the exams can get & i can tell u itz REALLY VY BAD, i cleared all w/o repeating! i tin i'm so lucky & muz thk the following ppl:

1. Family: everyone's cooperation & care helps a lot...mum's amulet water, sis' 爱心water, honey's SUPER late nites blah blah blah...my family ties r strong & tat says all.
2. My lovely Jap ex-boss: if not 4 the study leaves, i might not hav made it. despite all my whinings, he's still a nice boss...well, my home com, $500 brisbane allowance & other miscellaneous stuffs. i shd hav been nicer but tat was a younger me. lesson learnt & reminded.
3. Juliet: during my study leaves, she had 2 'tong' alone...thks! this is a friendship tat will bring us 2 greater heights =)
4. Johnny: THKS THKS THKS! a big part in me clearing my final papers...lessons in life & my counsellor too...this is something 4 life too.
5. acca kakis: thks 4 the support given all thru the period...u guys r great!
6. Mr Driver: thks 4 the rides but u got ur rewards liao so ya...hee
7. Friends: thks 4 all the gd luck msgs, prayers blah blah blah...it wks...haha

anyone i left out is purely incidental & not intentional...wahaha.

in the light of happiness, i hav more pimples popping out...ARGH!!! itz real frustrating but also gave me a chance 2 c how photoshop is used...amazing too. i decided...i'll c a doc 2 fix it if it continues...i cnt live wif it anymore...almost!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

but i was given a nokia 7600 (the look like a leaf one) 2 try out...ya, my once-lovely samsung x430 is peeling like mad but i'm still a samsung mobile phone supporter...i'm so used 2 its functions tat i tried using them on the 7600. not 2 say of coz i was cursing at how bad it is *i miss my samsung!!!* but i tin the phone is vy cute, so i shall bear wif it 1st lah & pls bear wif me 4 the SLow replies too...i hav 2 get used 2 the phone which obviously i'm hvg pros now.

so i can put off buying a hp 4 a while (yes, a while coz i still miss samsung u c...) but when's the metro 20% storewide discount thing coming again? my kose black mask is almost out...wonder if it can last me this sun...sob. been looking at masks nowadays...i'm interested in a cold mask which i can apply aft my own facial & other types of miscellaneous masks. oh ya, & those pimple plasters where u sticked overnite & the nex day it disappears...i NID tat too & urgently. i'm quite sure i did tin of getting something else too but dun remember now. oh, i wan a shawl...a nice golden yellowish one. yes, i love things yellow & green nowadays.

i'm gg 2 brisbane again...yes, i'm still thinking if i shd get the Maxfactor stuffs...i quite like this brand but itz not available in s'pore & i still hav the lip gloss i bought last yr which i used like once or twice? but the nail polish was nice. oh, i'll get 2 go 2 harbourtown this time...YAY!!! & it will be autumn when i go over...sounds vy nice...hee. hoping 2 c yellowish leaves & trees...u c them in autumn rite? *fingers crossed*

watched brokeback mountain last nite. i wld call it a nice show but itz so weird seeing 2 guys in love & them kissing & even sexual scenes, it was juz hard 2 get emotionally involved in the show...hmm & it doesn't help tat shiling cracked something abt the guys beside her & i tot of the guys ARD us...ya, u noe who lah...haha. no offence meant tho.

lately i had 2 say quite a lot in 1 post...they juz came 2 my mind...ha.

Happy V-Day!

phew, juz finished wif my NEW resume & sent it 2 edwin 4 some reviews. it sure seems better now...hope it wks...*winks*

watched 'i not stupid too', itz nicer than i expected altho i find things getting dramatic twds the end & the ladies beside was laughing every possible moment, even the sad parts...wat a direct contrast 2 my 'lovely' younger sis who suffered frm swollen eyes aft tat...haha. on the way back on the bus, sis (elder one) & i were discussing abt parenting, parents & child issues...hmm, making me tin a bit.

i finally sort-of mapped out my future career plan but still subject 2 my results. oh ya, judgement day's nex mon...still pondering if shd take leave tat day coz in my best imagination, i tin i'll cry either way of the results. speaking of it really mks me nervy...sian.

Happy Valentines DAy! i'll be spending my evening wif 2 lovely ladies but we reckon itz gonna be super crowded everywhere & each yr, we complained abt the same old things...haha.

To: Mr U-noe-who-u-r-&-i-noe-U-r-reading,
nex yr, i tin i will love somewhere quiet & peaceful...keke & oh ya, something my sistas wld love 2 hear...the bill's on u 4 this yr too?

PS: pls dun drop any comments, u might well offend the ladies & i hav 2 spend tdy alone...=P

oh oh oh, INZAGHI scored a hat-trick yday & the other goal was scored by Gilardino. shucks, a match i wld relish watching but i decided 2 be more peaceful. wanted 2 upload a pic of them tog but itz not working...nvm, i shall save up 2 c them in person soon ;D

care care CARE!!!

juz watched 霍元甲...itz fab. the movie was vy fast-paced which was gd coz we wun fall asleep but it has a sort-of sad ending...soppy. we din wan 2 leave when the credits came coz jay's song hav not came out...wahaha & when it did, we REALLY dun feel like leaving...=P

i shd get the jay dvd soon but i'm planning my money vy carefully nowadays. not tat it wks most of the time...got myself a black turtleneck when i was waiting 4 shiling 2 reach juz now. ya, excuses...i tot itz suitable 4 my nex job...keke. this is watz happening...seriously, when i get a job, itz gg 2 pay 4 many things:

1) insurance (due in mar...my heart is bleeding...)
2) taiwan in aug/sep (my poor parents...the trip juz keep getting delayed due 2 me...sorry)

& other stuffs like:

3) new set of comestics
some of my stuffs were bought like yons ago...not even sure if itz safe 2 continue using...haha. i saw this brochure frm isetan abt paul & joe...sounds interesting (okay, i'm more interested in the free bag once u spend $120...itz really nice =P). stila is another interesting brand. so i decided: bodyshop's not bad & itz price will allow me 2 splurge on lancome & stila. anyone has any idea on gd WATERPROOF mascara? i dun wan 2 look like i've been punched everytime i use the current maybelline one but it sure lengthens the eyelashes...amazing. oh, i nid concealer too...the current mac one is not bad but shall c if therez any nicer ones...keke. too bad, prescriptives's not available now...juz when i decided 2 use it...sad. lately, i tin the face shop's not bad...i like their $2.50 nail polishes. i shd get a blue one since i hav pink, yellow, green...so little? oh, then i wan black, white, maroon...aiyoyo, so many stuffs & no money...SAD!

4) skincare products
okay, my 神奇水's running out...my fave lancome moisturiser's out yons ago...i'm vy sad! not tat the current loreal one is bad...itz gd too but the lancome one was fabulous. u can feel the moisture on ur face aft application. itz super absorbent & i can apply the sunblock rite aft. well, the price matters too. Sis juz bought the lancome SPF50 sunblock (2 my relief...dun wan freckles...) & the price has risen, so i tin itz the same 4 the moisturiser. if u even nid a long lasting eye serum, try clarins...my current one muz hav lasted me at least more than a yr...gulp & itz stopping me frm trying out my new SK-II eye treatment film...still new bcoz itz there lying 4 so many mths & i cun use it =( i quite like my current pdts but the acne lotion frm my facial place wld be vy nice coz it wks. hmm, origins & shu uemura seems nice but i'm sticking wif my lancome, clarins & SK-II 4 now. dun be mistaken, i also use ginvera cleanser & marvel gel, eversoft toner (swears by it!), loreal moisturiser & pore refiner, za nose peel, blotters & exfoliator. too bad, i'm not a convincing spokesman of all the above pdts mentioned coz of my pimply face...i'm quite prone 2 them...SAD! tin i'll get the acne lotion once i can...dun wan 2 risk gg 4 facial now, i'm sure i'll spend more than i cld there.

so i'm a typical woman aft all. i find it vy scary aft writing out the stuffs but at least now i hav a clearer mind on wat i'm using...haha. this entry's basically a recollection so tat i'm not leaving anything out & not using. oh, i forgot the ever trusty & useful lip balm...like david tao, i bring them everywhere & apply anywhere coz u really feel the difference aft using them. hmm, i'm lacking care on my body, shall look into tat...OMG!!! am i sure i'm gg 2 spend almost all my $$$ on all this? itz worthed it...i hope i look 20 when i'm 30 =P

5) a bday prez 4 Small Fat...she wun give up the chance 2 'chop' me...hoho

6) bags...i promised i wld consider carefully b4 juz getting any bags...no impulse buys! bro juz came back frm bangkok w/o anything (YES, not even the bags i requested 4!) 4 me...had 2 pretend i din mind while Small Fat get like 2 FAKE adidas bags (hahaha...so u noe she's carrying a fake one if u c her...wahaha), 2 jackets, some necklaces. wait till i get there myself...hehe.

7) shoes...how can any outfit be complete w/o shoes? waiting 4 the m)phosis sale tho...their shoes r quite comfy & itz vy CHEAP during their sales & did i mention i saw this lovely dress there the other day & decided against splurging?

8) handphone...actually i shd ignore the rest & do something abt this 1st. my once-lovely samsung X430 is peeling & the phone juz looks like it really wans me 2 give up using it coz it was all vy well aft a few mths back...well, i'm eyeing another samsung phone, panasonic's fine too. samsung E770...seems not bad but shiling was telling me abt E760...tempting.

aft toking so much...i realised i shd get a job aft all. tat might solve all of the above...slowly but at least solving...hey, therez the $10m toto draw on fri...hope mum has bought 4 me...WISHING =)

远远在一起...

shiling was telling me abt this song last nite...

多一秒世界就会被淹没
你还像个巨人紧紧拥抱找
离开你变得渺小的自我
很想从此就卑微的渡过

失去真爱
只剩快乐残骸
已感觉不到任何的存在

还是爱着你
只是我们之间有了距离
远远爱着你
就算不能够在靠近
同样的天空下总会有你

站在时间面前没法撤退
我们像两颗告别的尘灰
记得拥抱时天地有多美
记得没有谁能将这摧毁

寻觅真爱
跌进人山人海
才发现没有线索可倚赖
不管我们之间什么距离
就算不能够再靠近
ha……
就算在不同国度里 有你

this was composed by david but i still prefer 再一次拥有 by the same singer but oh well...ya...=)