Thursday, January 31, 2008

二月咯...

thk god january's over. i've crossed my 1st hurdle. tasted how the big rush can be like. i cun take 18-20 hrs days 4 long...much less than say 2 sustain it 4 a mth. i can feel my heavy eyelids trying 2 close. itz really a crazy crazy rush 2 the end. luckily Shake-Leg J is ard (Y NVR REALLY SHAKE LEG?). i was asking him this qn everyday & not a day passed by w/o us trying 2 get ZJ back & thinking how better it will be wif her ard. i enjoyed this interactive moments wif my collz. i've known ppl during this yr which i knew has become my frens (altho not much of them). sometimes i tin the current environment can be rather special. i get 2 brush my shoulders wif a lot of diff kinds of ppl. i might not c it now but i felt i hav grown more as a person, got stronger (i tin) & better knowledge. i'm still amazed at the array of knowledge i came across at times which is wat i came 4 altho itz a harsh realistic world.

speaking of the job, i'm glad i got 2 noe 3 nice 'old' ladies...sometimes u muz believe yuan fen...out of so many ppl, i juz tot i can really click wif them & there r such enjoyable moments until they left 1 by 1 & when we meet now, we came frm all directions...ha but i'm gg 2 make sure i join u gals come jul or aug...ha! missed out on the afternoon ang pau exchange session bcoz we were rushing, rushing & rushing. yes, an ang pau exchange session when only Flying Killer (or Fly Sky Kill Hand according 2 silly SQ) can distribute ang paus...so auntie & their lunch update only serves 2 remind the funny (or awkward?) times we cun decide where 2 eat, go aft eating...itz a really buang team but hanging out is fun. will always remember the monopoly at the c-thru-thing at cineleisure. some silly stuffs. others inclusive of gg all the way 2 katong 4 5* chicken rice & ended wif lo hei wif cornflakes which SQ & i r extremely sore abt. ha. S-L J & i were saying how nice if these 3 r ard tdy 2 help wif our job coz they were all on the job previously, then we can literally shake leg liao...haha. my shake-leg job nex wk has been postponed which meant i hav 2 spend my morn on CNY eve in ofc :(

HX-killer seems 2 be really sick...he's coughing all the time. i'm afraid i'll get infected. i dunno. i hav mixed feelings abt this person but i'm quite happy tat wif my current state, he's not looking 4 me. he forced me 2 unleash the low-EQ behaviour i dun like when i'm working. btw, tin he's the most hated guy in the dept now. he unites the assistants who worked under him. dun wish my time on wat scary things he can do but 2 illicit such contempt isn't easy too. wonder how he really really feels abt all these.

juz checked the hdb website...the number isn't as scary as the prev one. thy BF says he has a gd feeling abt this one. i tot it will be nice if we can move on or i tin we r kinda stucked & the current situation cun be improved 2 help. 肯 was asking abt the wedding venue but no place 2 stay, wat wedding 2 tok abt? hmm, i've been trying 2 save hard & the busy schedule is helping a bit coz i dun hav much time 2 shop, miss all the sales = lesser new clothes, shoes, bags & other accessories or is it bcoz thy BF has been paying 4 things? haha. i'm quite pleased but not satisfied coz a conversation wif S-L J strucked (i noe itz like tat lah but it juz strucks me again) me tat if we get a ready flat, my savings might be gone soon. i often ponder is it i spend too much in the past or i was already earning vy little? looking at the bursting wardrobe, i tin i noe y :P

CNY is coming which also meant 双方家人就要见面。 yes, itz 双方家人 & not only 双方家长 coz both our families r gg 2 genting tog. not literally tog bcoz we r borrowing transport. we were pondering abt how shd be it be like when the parents met. it all seems a bit weird 4 me.

i got 2 sleep. 睡是为了能走更长远的路 :)

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