NEW...

oh, gd morn! juz went 2 chk on my financial status & wat a sigh i had 2 give...seems tat i can only start saving frm jul...HAI HAI HAI! itz so so sad 2 c ur saving dwindling 2 the lowest point & realise my aim this yr wun be reached =(

other than the above which is actually a serious pro in my mind...i FINALLY got into where i wan 2 be & FINALLY i'm getting started on wat i've planned 4 & FINALLY leaving a place where the human factors r threatening 2 jeopardise serious wk...where ppl r rewarded 4 wat they hav not done...where some of the ridiculous stuffs unfold b4 ur eyes or ears...but itz a vy gd lesson on office politics...a real eye-opener. i muz say itz a relief when i got the call of offer...now anticipating the new job challenges & wat i noe my stint there will bring. itz gd 2 be 2 be anticipating a new phrase in life. u get more optimistic & suddenly everything seems so so bright & u hav an incredible amt of drive 2 achieve. gd gd...this is indeed gd.
while there were countless disappointments, the ending is still vy sweet...juz tat it wasn't easy & i'll treasure it more. i've learnt a lot of stuffs during this period & the support i've reci is so sweet & touching despite my constant whines & groans (i really whine a lot can...haha). the support frm the odeon gang is esp dear 2 the heart. frm them, i noe there can be genuinity among frens at wk, unlike the OP i heard abt in & hav 2 face in wk everyday now, i can sense the genuine happiness, wishes & support which re-affirms the fact tat frens r not by quantity but quality. i dun nid much frens juz a few who can share ups & downs will do. glad 2 say frens (& i dun mean acquaintances) ard me hav been patient in listening 2 my grouses...ha. oh, FAT & Da JIE too...sharing part of my 'miserable sufferings'...they suffer more bah...wahaha. finally, thy BF who suffered the worst, every tiny bit of complaints goes 2 him. so gd lah, itz over...4 now...until the new job starts...wahaha.

meeting pauline 2 SHOP later...i shd keep a hold on myself...juz get the shoes i wan & tatz enough. maybe suits since itz GSS & things r on sale...ARGH...u c, this is how it goes & the list juz grows...

7 mths 2 go...a lot of things 2 anticipate. when i tot i wun be so much affected again, there will always be stuffs 2 remind me tat i am...i noe y is tat so.

过敏

你消失的一百天
我没了笑脸 怕别人看见
我敏感的神经线
一点一点 没知觉

泛红双眼 不成眠
它跟着我一整夜
麻痹的脸 特效药也 无解
才发现 我正搁浅在爱情过敏的季节
OH过敏源 是对你的思念

我想我 才了解
我正停格在爱情过敏的季节
季节没改变
是想念 没断线

泛红双眼 不成眠
它跟着我一整夜
麻痹的脸 特效药也 无解
才发现 我正搁浅在爱情过敏的季节
OH过敏源 是对你的思念

我想我 才了解
我正停格在爱情过敏的季节
季节没改变 是想念 没断线

我想我 才发现
感情尘蹒已布满了我的世界
OH过敏源 是为你流的泪

我想我 才了解
就算用尽了力气也未必如愿
季节没改变
是眼泪 弄湿脸

我想我 才了解
我正停格在爱情过敏的季节
季节没改变 是想念 没断线
季节一直变
但我的心 没有变

你消失的一百天
我没了笑脸 没知觉

still at wk...tin i'm falling sick soon...normally my throat will give way 1st. my poor body, tin i've been giving it too much pressure. i shd take better care of myself =P