i felt i had 2 blog...

i was surfing the asiaone website when ya, i saw australia again. i've said 4 the umpteenth time i wan go tasmania & adelaide & i managed 2 convince Sister tat nex yr's big trip wld be aus but SCC wld prob be bored out in tasmania? i have beautiful memories there & in my own selfish tots, i do wan visit brisbane again altho it'll be my 4th time there but therez something tat will stay etched in ur memories again. So nex, i'll convince everyone 2 start the trip at bris...they wld wan go gold coast bah which means i can go surfers' paradise again! haha.

we finally settled on the japan trip! we r gg osaka/kyoto/mt fuji/tokyo. all in 5 days.

excited:

have been researching on the places we'll be visiting...i tin i'm dying 4 a break (& a new job too). have been researching on where can i get burberrys blue label (thks baby!). been researching on wat universal studios & disneyland has. told FAT we will surely overspend & she seems afraid coz i tin we will lose ctrl. the trip has dented a hole in my savings, so i hav 2 wk harder 2 curb spending frm now till even the bangkok trip or i'll be broke till the end of the yr. oh, i shd research on the hot spring thingy at mt fuji, i tin we r all quite anticipative of this. woo...cun wait till may...

i finally broke down in office last fri. it was unexpected but i wasn't really happy abt it coz news really travelled fast. ppl can tin wat they wan regarding this but they dunno the real reason 4 it happening & i prob cun explain it tat well. so i really wait till seeing thy BF b4 unleashing all the tears the minute i got on the car. sorry baby, i noe it was hard 4 u...2 c me this way again & again over wk ever since u came back. u dun deserve this. it will be over soon. i feel vy tired suddenly...like i've aged overnite. i wish i can go back 2 my old corner where i'm only surrounded by ppl i wan 2 c & tok 2. i miss being surrounded by familiarity. i feel more comfortable wif thy BF's dogs than most ppl. i will find myself missing esp Ah Girl (MY dog) not seeing her 4 a while but there r a lot of ppl i rather i dun hav 2 socialise wif. missed the nhss days where altho i was hanging wif the same old ppl like everyday but i nvr felt tat uncomfortable. slowly i tin i understand myself, wat i really wan. i nvr felt comfortable in my current surroundings. how can it be healthy when u juz felt like hiding whenever wk is mentioned. thks 2 tat i hate sundays.

toking abt lighter stuffs...thy BF's dad's family business might be gg public. i was shocked. the shock is those kinda if-u-look-at-him-i-nvr-felt-like-he's-a-director's-son & now he's gonna be the son-of-a-director-of-a-public-listed-co. i juz felt quite weird. will always remember eliz's director joke...how we had 2 plot vy hard 2 mk him dump his vy horrible schoolbag & i simply wun be able 2 associate his dad is a director. ha. maybe itz my own family fortunes...my dad has been in the same position like all his life & when young, we din hav the luxury like anyone else. when everyone was playing sega, my bro (he's vy whiny & idiotic then, keeping asking 4 one) got a lousy TV games console which hung all the time & other sucky stuffs. maybe tatz y my aunts looked down on us then (yes, deep in my heart, i tin they used 2 look down on us, like how my dad is gg 2 remain poor forever & mum nvr went 2 sch, so i nvr liked entertaining them. thks 4 planting the desire 2 excel tho). so watching too much tv serials, i tin directors (not the shoot film one) r like big shots & when thy BF's belongings look like they hav been wif him like 4 as long as dad stayed in his position, i just cun put the father & son together. i tot a director's son wld behave the way they do on tv shows. i tin the job as more glamourous than it ever was. baby, i tin u'll understand wat i mean?

david tao is coming 2 town again but i hav no $$$ 2 watch him 4 a 3rd time liao. hav i really aged overnite? where hav all the excitement of seeing my fave singers experienced previously gone? is it bcoz i've been seeing less of shiling 2 be affected? or maybe i'll be gg wif her 2 genting 2 c mayday soon? haha...sounds quite unlike me altho they r gd. i hvn even been seeing francis the magician online. his absence is felt as he used 2 be online during this kinda hrs in the past, so i can find someone 2 tok 2 at this wee hrs when i'm bored out by the wk. wk is boring enough & i'm further bored out, can imagine the gratitude when someone toks 2 me...haha. it seems like only a while ago we were meeting week in week out & shiling's psm loves speculating abt us all the time...haha. i tin i do really miss these buncha frens. i shd mk the effort 2 sleep less & meet them more often. or gals, if u c this, meet me k? haha. wld anyone still be interested in a chalet?

saw this frm a website: meaning of chanea: oak wood

huh? at least itz an elegant substance? maybe i shd drop cherie and name my daughter tat in future but i dunno the pronounciation exactly.

itz 8.23am & 12 degrees Celsius in Chanea, Crete, Greece now. tin i'll go dream i'm there now :P