标准情人应该怎么样，
你说要懂浪漫
虚寒问暧不能忘 还要有烛光和鲜花
标准情人应该怎么样
是否和电影一样
吹风淋雨晒太阳 来证明爱的比人强
可是我 没想过那么多
决定爱你以后只盼望真心会让你感动
你说是说我不够温柔
不懂幽墨爱不常说出口 ，
我却只相给你 没有秘密 没有面具 真实的自己
请你相信标准情人只能活在想像世界里
感觉我的真心陪你欢笑 陪你叹息 陪你风和雨 永远没有距离
wat is ur kinda perfect lover? mine chgs fm time 2 time...when i'm sad, he will be someone who cn mk me laugh. when i'm eyeing tat LV, he will be the one who buy it 4 me (this is rubbish, i prefer buying it myself...tat satisfaction is priceless)...basically, someone who i'm happy 2 be wif (of coz wif all other realistic concerns). 幸福最终的定义还是要开心吧。 & dun tin being happy is vy simple...it cn be complicated too. 开心不只是要快乐， 快乐不一定代表开心。 我要开心，也祝你开心！
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
daily thots
waiting 4 my hair 2 dry...was surfing acmilan.com juz now & realised tat my fave did a webchat...imagine he replying 2 my qn...damn it...hw cld i miss it?! he wld bring tat so much needed happiness in my life. i'm nt exagerrating. left office at 11 juz now & i'm dead tired, only mng 2 close till Jul 04 for Z & my boss told me the worst things i wan 2 hear: close HL by Fri. i noe wat he meant. i'm too slow? his excuse abt me losing some papers aft the shifting is real ///...come 2 tin of it, my boss cn really get 2 nick's std sometimes & i really dread 2 entertain him on tat. anyway, he shd hav killed me rite away. i dun wan 2 die fm closing a/cs...& things hav nt been so smooth-flow...huh...hope all these will go off soon.
was toking 2 johnny (btw, thks 4 the treat!) this aft & he was telling me abt much worst stuffs outside. i understand. hw wld i nt noe? but i'm really dead tired at this juncture, on the verge of collapse. Is it worthwhile 2 sacrifice my health? i understand there r ppl worse than me but everyone has their own thinkings. i'm only 22 & i wan 2 do so much more & i nid a healthy body & mind. wws was toking abt his trip to Sunshine Coast (woo...Eumundi Mkt & btw, thks 4 tat sleazy pic!)...& i'm envious...wish i cld go now...or perhaps anywhere. my collz juz got back fm tioman, reminds me of the time in Perhentian where u cld really relax...tat was really heavenly...miss the boat rides...really drove all the worries away.
finally got started on da vinci code...bought the book last oct & i finally pick it up 2 read yday...my type of book altho i reckon i cn go faster but i dun wan 2 strain my eyes...i reckon my austism & short-sightedness is getting worse...of coz when u face the com 4 almost every min u wk...poor eyes...i will treat u soon...oh ya, i saw the original happy fren on mrt tdy but he din reply 2 my msg until a bit later. he said he was sleeping...nt bad...while he was standing & he ridiculed me again, saying i'm like an auntie bcoz i was sitting...well, u dun reject seats...dun u? i bet he will act like an uncle if he c 1...but at least he brought me some laughter on a boring & tense (Big boss' here) morning. so tat wenwei was dumb as usual...watz new fm him...haha...at least i'm laughing at the end of this blog =)
was toking 2 johnny (btw, thks 4 the treat!) this aft & he was telling me abt much worst stuffs outside. i understand. hw wld i nt noe? but i'm really dead tired at this juncture, on the verge of collapse. Is it worthwhile 2 sacrifice my health? i understand there r ppl worse than me but everyone has their own thinkings. i'm only 22 & i wan 2 do so much more & i nid a healthy body & mind. wws was toking abt his trip to Sunshine Coast (woo...Eumundi Mkt & btw, thks 4 tat sleazy pic!)...& i'm envious...wish i cld go now...or perhaps anywhere. my collz juz got back fm tioman, reminds me of the time in Perhentian where u cld really relax...tat was really heavenly...miss the boat rides...really drove all the worries away.
finally got started on da vinci code...bought the book last oct & i finally pick it up 2 read yday...my type of book altho i reckon i cn go faster but i dun wan 2 strain my eyes...i reckon my austism & short-sightedness is getting worse...of coz when u face the com 4 almost every min u wk...poor eyes...i will treat u soon...oh ya, i saw the original happy fren on mrt tdy but he din reply 2 my msg until a bit later. he said he was sleeping...nt bad...while he was standing & he ridiculed me again, saying i'm like an auntie bcoz i was sitting...well, u dun reject seats...dun u? i bet he will act like an uncle if he c 1...but at least he brought me some laughter on a boring & tense (Big boss' here) morning. so tat wenwei was dumb as usual...watz new fm him...haha...at least i'm laughing at the end of this blog =)
Sunday, March 27, 2005
personal tots
was watching a documentary on Animal Planet juz now...a koala bear was stricken wif kidney failure deemed so serious it has 2 be put 2 sleep...i was nearly in tears hearing tat. Personally i felt 4 the issue bcoz i tin i will always remember the cute koala bear (Harris) i saw at Dreamworld, it was real cute. i cldn't bear thinking another had 2 die. y? this is juz pondering abt life & death. y did life hav 2 end? 4 the start of another? this is a vast topic...u cn nvr stop discussing abt it. watched another documentary abt predators on National Geographic this aft...itz abt the predators in the dog family. i dinno therez so many of them & there were bloody scenes...all in the name 2 survive. i tot itz like us too...eg working environment...u hav 2 outshine someone else 2 get the job, promoted blah blah blah...eliminate ur opponents 2 survive...we r juz like the animals...but 4 them, itz an absolutely no-choice in order 2 survive but 4 us, sometimes we cn choose bcoz it might nt be a matter of life & death & i'm nt sure abt stepping on others 2 get wat u wan.
back 2 happier stuffs...the series of unfortunate events movie is really nice...baby sunny is real cute...i wld love 2 hav such a baby in future...hmm, stirring the motherly instincts in me...ha. everything is like wat u wld c in children's books juz tat during our times...dark places like those in the movie wld only be castles & forests...children's stories nowadays r so varied...i wonder if i will like harry potter or the Baudelaire orphans if i read them as a kid.
treated my parents 2 sm 拉面 at west mall...cn c their proud face abt their daughter able 2 do it now...all parents always tin their kids 2 be the best. hmm, i wld wan my parents 2 be proud too & i will wk hard 2 provide a gd life 4 them...a life they dun wan 2 lead 4 the sake of us in the earlier parts of their life. i hope i will be able 2 achieve tat.
back 2 happier stuffs...the series of unfortunate events movie is really nice...baby sunny is real cute...i wld love 2 hav such a baby in future...hmm, stirring the motherly instincts in me...ha. everything is like wat u wld c in children's books juz tat during our times...dark places like those in the movie wld only be castles & forests...children's stories nowadays r so varied...i wonder if i will like harry potter or the Baudelaire orphans if i read them as a kid.
treated my parents 2 sm 拉面 at west mall...cn c their proud face abt their daughter able 2 do it now...all parents always tin their kids 2 be the best. hmm, i wld wan my parents 2 be proud too & i will wk hard 2 provide a gd life 4 them...a life they dun wan 2 lead 4 the sake of us in the earlier parts of their life. i hope i will be able 2 achieve tat.
Saturday, March 26, 2005
FLY AWAY
hvn been posting lyrics 4 sometime...was playing this song...knew Mark Owen thru Eliz who's a big Take That fan...tot he was ugly & this song wasn't nice until i heard it again by chance...itz nice...i hope i cn be like the Child depicted inside...fly away...i hope i do...fm everything...everything tat i dun wish 2 tin abt...or they go away fm me.
Sleep peacefully now my child
I hope that you go away
To a place where your dreams can play
Wipe all the tears from your eyes
There is a sky of blue
This is your time of truth
Like a bird high on the wind
May you fly away
Like a snowfall in the spring
may you cares melt away
CHILD, innocent child
our hope lies inside
your starry eyes
my innocent child
Hero, now that you are free
You have no need to fear
so go out and find your smile
Like a candle in the stream
May you float away
Like a feather on the breeze
May you blow away
Like a candle,
Like a snowfall
Like a feather
like a bird:fly away
Like a candle,
like a snowfall
like a feather
like a bird..fly away
Sleep peacefully now my child
I hope that you go away
to a place where you dreams can play
从来没想过工作会让自己如此感觉压力，一向都以为自己会承受得了，原来每个人都有个顶限， 到了那里，也许就己是极限， 无论你如何尝试说服自己， 都显得牵强。。。你必须了解几时该放手以及奇迹就是奇迹， 它不一定发生在自己身上， 执著有时只会伤了自己。 有些东西失去了就真的不会再回来。
Sleep peacefully now my child
I hope that you go away
To a place where your dreams can play
Wipe all the tears from your eyes
There is a sky of blue
This is your time of truth
Like a bird high on the wind
May you fly away
Like a snowfall in the spring
may you cares melt away
CHILD, innocent child
our hope lies inside
your starry eyes
my innocent child
Hero, now that you are free
You have no need to fear
so go out and find your smile
Like a candle in the stream
May you float away
Like a feather on the breeze
May you blow away
Like a candle,
Like a snowfall
Like a feather
like a bird:fly away
Like a candle,
like a snowfall
like a feather
like a bird..fly away
Sleep peacefully now my child
I hope that you go away
to a place where you dreams can play
从来没想过工作会让自己如此感觉压力，一向都以为自己会承受得了，原来每个人都有个顶限， 到了那里，也许就己是极限， 无论你如何尝试说服自己， 都显得牵强。。。你必须了解几时该放手以及奇迹就是奇迹， 它不一定发生在自己身上， 执著有时只会伤了自己。 有些东西失去了就真的不会再回来。
wish i get well soon.
wanted 2 blog earlier but forgot wat was i gg 2 say...hmm...
i guess the stress has really gotten 2 me...was on mc 4 headache on thurs, then i started hvg diarrhoea yday...i dunno wat word 2 use 4 describing all these. so i decided 2 stay at home 2 rest further tmr, i tin my body nid all these...or itz an excuse 4 being lazy...maybe...i am & i noe it. i wldn't even wan 2 step out the hse 2 pick up the drycleanings...erm, a nicer excuse wld be i dun wan 2 sweat but itz true i dun wan 2...i absolutely detest getting all sweaty & sticky unless itz 4 exercise. btw, Singapore is infested wif these haze & burning smell like the entire island is hvg a mass bbq. this is terrible & 2 top it up...itz really HOT!!! really nid 2 get away fm all this but we wun be gg taiwan nex mth...SAD!!! it will be most likely postponed 2 the end of the yr, was trying 2 think of somewhere else i cn go...then came up wif none. Sis suggested a chalet..erm, nt bad...at least we r gg 2 pasir ris...& coz she will be employed soon which is gd 4 her...she shd be but at least something gd came tdy...she agreed 2 installing aircons! YEAH!!! seeing hw her pampered sis is sweating, she cldn't reject anymore...great...hope i dun hav 2 sweat during make-up every morning now...itz bad tat ur day is spolit even b4 it started.
went 2 Boon Lay 4 dinner juz now...the food wasn't great & sis decided we will boycott the stall fm now. anyway, itz a treat fm uncle fm his prev winnings...i do hope he hav more luck...he doesn't win often...huh...someone up there pls grant him more luck. saw the distant relative i previously blogged abt, he looks so jovial which is vy gd & he said something vy pleasing 2 the ear, i look younger than my younger sis...tatz nice...hee.
will someone develop a device 2 stop my boss fm signing wrongly? i dun wan 2 miss the compensation. wif it nt in our hands 4 1 day, itz unsafe since the big boss is coming nex wk, he might decide there is 2 be none. tat will be horrifying.
catching 'Lemony Snickett's series of unfortunate events' later, typing the show's full name 4 the 1st time, hope i spelt correctly. basically, i hope my fren will be punctual but anyway, we hav time. itz a 12.10am show at great world city. tho we tin itz a bit boliao but no choice...itz the only place showing aft 8. so itz 'go there, eat something, watch movie, come back' & as usual, he suggested something silly 2 do aft tat but we shd be sleeping at tat hr & there will be no one else 2 entertain him on tat. i wun. toking abt my gd fren, itz a pure by-chance thing tat we got close. we were nvr in the same class in sec sch...guess u cn say somethings r unexplainable. i certainly nvr tot i will be pouring my heart out 2 him 1 day but i did. i dunno hw he feels abt the friendship but i treasure it vy much & thk u so much 4 lending a ear everytime i got started. it meant a lot 2 me, so i guess other than an entertainer, maybe u cn consider counselling? he probably wun get 2 read this bah bcoz i din give him the address...haha...maybe soon.
i guess the stress has really gotten 2 me...was on mc 4 headache on thurs, then i started hvg diarrhoea yday...i dunno wat word 2 use 4 describing all these. so i decided 2 stay at home 2 rest further tmr, i tin my body nid all these...or itz an excuse 4 being lazy...maybe...i am & i noe it. i wldn't even wan 2 step out the hse 2 pick up the drycleanings...erm, a nicer excuse wld be i dun wan 2 sweat but itz true i dun wan 2...i absolutely detest getting all sweaty & sticky unless itz 4 exercise. btw, Singapore is infested wif these haze & burning smell like the entire island is hvg a mass bbq. this is terrible & 2 top it up...itz really HOT!!! really nid 2 get away fm all this but we wun be gg taiwan nex mth...SAD!!! it will be most likely postponed 2 the end of the yr, was trying 2 think of somewhere else i cn go...then came up wif none. Sis suggested a chalet..erm, nt bad...at least we r gg 2 pasir ris...& coz she will be employed soon which is gd 4 her...she shd be but at least something gd came tdy...she agreed 2 installing aircons! YEAH!!! seeing hw her pampered sis is sweating, she cldn't reject anymore...great...hope i dun hav 2 sweat during make-up every morning now...itz bad tat ur day is spolit even b4 it started.
went 2 Boon Lay 4 dinner juz now...the food wasn't great & sis decided we will boycott the stall fm now. anyway, itz a treat fm uncle fm his prev winnings...i do hope he hav more luck...he doesn't win often...huh...someone up there pls grant him more luck. saw the distant relative i previously blogged abt, he looks so jovial which is vy gd & he said something vy pleasing 2 the ear, i look younger than my younger sis...tatz nice...hee.
will someone develop a device 2 stop my boss fm signing wrongly? i dun wan 2 miss the compensation. wif it nt in our hands 4 1 day, itz unsafe since the big boss is coming nex wk, he might decide there is 2 be none. tat will be horrifying.
catching 'Lemony Snickett's series of unfortunate events' later, typing the show's full name 4 the 1st time, hope i spelt correctly. basically, i hope my fren will be punctual but anyway, we hav time. itz a 12.10am show at great world city. tho we tin itz a bit boliao but no choice...itz the only place showing aft 8. so itz 'go there, eat something, watch movie, come back' & as usual, he suggested something silly 2 do aft tat but we shd be sleeping at tat hr & there will be no one else 2 entertain him on tat. i wun. toking abt my gd fren, itz a pure by-chance thing tat we got close. we were nvr in the same class in sec sch...guess u cn say somethings r unexplainable. i certainly nvr tot i will be pouring my heart out 2 him 1 day but i did. i dunno hw he feels abt the friendship but i treasure it vy much & thk u so much 4 lending a ear everytime i got started. it meant a lot 2 me, so i guess other than an entertainer, maybe u cn consider counselling? he probably wun get 2 read this bah bcoz i din give him the address...haha...maybe soon.
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
so many things r true...
here i am, sneaking in the middle of wk 2 blog a bit...hee...juz reci a call fm an agent in China & realised my mandarin sux aft all...i am so used 2 singlish...i cldn't even maintain a proper conversation in Mandarin w/o blurting out some ang moh...oops...i got 2 wk on tat...aft all, i'm known as knowledgable in Chinese...hee =P
was toking 2 my insurance agent yday & realised i'm actually in a dangerous position 2 contract some illness bcoz it seems like i'm terribly stressed out...i also dun understand y so much things 2 do juz like others nt understanding wat r we being busy abt...sad case...bcoz u hv done nothing 2 solve the old pile & new stuffs keep coming in...i'm quite lost also...so many things happening & we always noe a bit here & there & hope others noe enough 2 piece up other...well, everything...as i will sum up...is juz a mess. i feel so tired & i hope my body cn last...i will treat u soon...pls hang on...
shd i say thks 2 Sleazy who was at 1st toking 2 me on msn...then calling me...hmm, i guess he muz be vy bored while waiting 2 c the doc...well, he's a 'nice' guy isn't it? haha...but juz like i told him, sometimes if u aren't in the situation, u wun understand...no matter hw hard u try 2 empathise or tot u wld understand...itz nt juz u perceive...so itz true, the adult world is complicated & a web of messy relationships.
i tin i'm quite unhappy...affected by things happening ard me...wat i saw...i shd try 2 clear off those stuffs & nt let them affect me but even i can hardly convince myself 2 be as unaffecting as possible. i believe i'm at the beginning of the end already.
was toking 2 my insurance agent yday & realised i'm actually in a dangerous position 2 contract some illness bcoz it seems like i'm terribly stressed out...i also dun understand y so much things 2 do juz like others nt understanding wat r we being busy abt...sad case...bcoz u hv done nothing 2 solve the old pile & new stuffs keep coming in...i'm quite lost also...so many things happening & we always noe a bit here & there & hope others noe enough 2 piece up other...well, everything...as i will sum up...is juz a mess. i feel so tired & i hope my body cn last...i will treat u soon...pls hang on...
shd i say thks 2 Sleazy who was at 1st toking 2 me on msn...then calling me...hmm, i guess he muz be vy bored while waiting 2 c the doc...well, he's a 'nice' guy isn't it? haha...but juz like i told him, sometimes if u aren't in the situation, u wun understand...no matter hw hard u try 2 empathise or tot u wld understand...itz nt juz u perceive...so itz true, the adult world is complicated & a web of messy relationships.
i tin i'm quite unhappy...affected by things happening ard me...wat i saw...i shd try 2 clear off those stuffs & nt let them affect me but even i can hardly convince myself 2 be as unaffecting as possible. i believe i'm at the beginning of the end already.
Sunday, March 20, 2005
at the end of of a tired week & start of another...
was pondering over i shd write an entry...hmm...decided 2 in the end bcoz i might hv something 2 write aft all.
itz a vy HOT day as usual. my day started at 7.30am (yawns...). forced myself 2 wake up 2 go 拜外婆。。。time really flies...isn't it? she had actually left us 4 3 yrs yet i still remember the pain of tat loss. i dunno if i'm close 2 her but i will always remember her as the only grandparent i hv seen in my life and spending Saturdays at her hse when i was younger. gosh, tat is like so long ago...& i suddenly realise tat my cousin's daughter is now in Pri 3. i cld still remember the 1st time i saw her, she's in childcare. i'm really getting old...or rather everyone is. got 2 c all my aunties at the same place tdy, if i cld recall, this hardly happens unless therez some fortunate wedding which manages 2 have all 4 (incldg mum) free & of coz, Grandma's funeral. as 4 my uncles, well, the turf club will be a place 2 catch them all...the last (& only) time i went, i was surprised wif the no. of relatives i saw, itz better than staying at any hse during CNY...ppl on my mum's side r juz well, so 'talented' in gambling, they cn gamble on all sorts of stuffs but they lack the luck tho...OOPs...manage 2 satisfy my craving 4 chay tau kueh...i tin i am really stressed out...my breakfast items come up 2 the following:
- 3/4 plate of chay tau kueh
- a bowl of fishball noodles (finish the fishballs but nt the noodles)
- 1 boiled egg
- a cup of tea
- a cup of coffee
i guess well, i was deprived of such menus 4 real long...heehee...sinful man...
toking abt me starting my day at 7.30am, itz more admirable (on my part) since my day ended ard 4 this morn...but i forced myself 2 wake up as i missed the last praying session. things r getting routine now isn't it? we went 2 JB 2 once again, satisfy some piracy actions...haha...we bought abt 20 dvds...wonder hw cm always got shows we wan 2 watch...anyway, i was delighted 2 find 'ChungKing Express' there...itz my all-time fave movie, shd hv watched at least 20 times until the videotape almost cun mk it liao...will discuss the show when i watched it. aft tat, we went 2 大马花园 4 dinner. it was cheap & nice tho the sugarcane juice cn hav a smaller serving...u cn die (either drinking or laughing) at the cup & of coz i cun finish it. anyway, on our way back, we had 2 endure some human jam at the checkpoint...hmm, Singapore is always so much more orderly & efficient. & we went 4 ktv (again)...left at 3...then the rest is Zzzzz...hate 2 tin hw the dark circles r invading the skin ard my eyes...i'm totally lacking sleep this week...i muz REBEL...HOPE.
gg 4 a grooming course tmr...guess i nid it...esp my hair...it cn get real messy (dun wan 2 end up like 太阳牌茄汁。。。hee) & i suspect itz the reason y i'm always feeling hot.
& the dumb internet was down again juz now. DAMN THE ISP!!! they will blame on anything else except themselves.
itz a vy HOT day as usual. my day started at 7.30am (yawns...). forced myself 2 wake up 2 go 拜外婆。。。time really flies...isn't it? she had actually left us 4 3 yrs yet i still remember the pain of tat loss. i dunno if i'm close 2 her but i will always remember her as the only grandparent i hv seen in my life and spending Saturdays at her hse when i was younger. gosh, tat is like so long ago...& i suddenly realise tat my cousin's daughter is now in Pri 3. i cld still remember the 1st time i saw her, she's in childcare. i'm really getting old...or rather everyone is. got 2 c all my aunties at the same place tdy, if i cld recall, this hardly happens unless therez some fortunate wedding which manages 2 have all 4 (incldg mum) free & of coz, Grandma's funeral. as 4 my uncles, well, the turf club will be a place 2 catch them all...the last (& only) time i went, i was surprised wif the no. of relatives i saw, itz better than staying at any hse during CNY...ppl on my mum's side r juz well, so 'talented' in gambling, they cn gamble on all sorts of stuffs but they lack the luck tho...OOPs...manage 2 satisfy my craving 4 chay tau kueh...i tin i am really stressed out...my breakfast items come up 2 the following:
- 3/4 plate of chay tau kueh
- a bowl of fishball noodles (finish the fishballs but nt the noodles)
- 1 boiled egg
- a cup of tea
- a cup of coffee
i guess well, i was deprived of such menus 4 real long...heehee...sinful man...
toking abt me starting my day at 7.30am, itz more admirable (on my part) since my day ended ard 4 this morn...but i forced myself 2 wake up as i missed the last praying session. things r getting routine now isn't it? we went 2 JB 2 once again, satisfy some piracy actions...haha...we bought abt 20 dvds...wonder hw cm always got shows we wan 2 watch...anyway, i was delighted 2 find 'ChungKing Express' there...itz my all-time fave movie, shd hv watched at least 20 times until the videotape almost cun mk it liao...will discuss the show when i watched it. aft tat, we went 2 大马花园 4 dinner. it was cheap & nice tho the sugarcane juice cn hav a smaller serving...u cn die (either drinking or laughing) at the cup & of coz i cun finish it. anyway, on our way back, we had 2 endure some human jam at the checkpoint...hmm, Singapore is always so much more orderly & efficient. & we went 4 ktv (again)...left at 3...then the rest is Zzzzz...hate 2 tin hw the dark circles r invading the skin ard my eyes...i'm totally lacking sleep this week...i muz REBEL...HOPE.
gg 4 a grooming course tmr...guess i nid it...esp my hair...it cn get real messy (dun wan 2 end up like 太阳牌茄汁。。。hee) & i suspect itz the reason y i'm always feeling hot.
& the dumb internet was down again juz now. DAMN THE ISP!!! they will blame on anything else except themselves.
Saturday, March 19, 2005
& i did it AGAIN
broke down yday in front of my sis...guess everything has come 2 a boiling point where i was tired of all the misunderstandings ppl had. had a tok wif boss over pay raise & it ended up him telling me i'm the worst type of negotiator coz i keep pushing him & nt 2 mention, i almost cldn't ctrl the emotional myself...sometimes i detest this part of myself, so vulnerable & i hate the part when the tears almost rolled down...tat wld be so embarrassing...but end up he still agreed 2 some compensation. sometimes i dunno wat they r gg 2 do 2 us...he prob tin i am demanding & even comparing my salary 2 his incoming secretary...hmm, hw nt 2...? & if u dun speak up 4 urself here, they wun bother anyway, so might as well say...i tot i will be sacked anyway coz he got worked up & his words got harsher...i figured there will be awkward moments. hmm...but my sis told me if i really cnt take it, i shd leave bcoz ultimately, if itz affecting my health, then itz definitely nt gd. i dunno...i told her, altho i wan a break but sometimes u really hv 2 bow down 2 reality, isn't it? dunno...there r qn marks everywhere waiting 2 be solved...1st i shd solve the emotional pt...JK told me i was boiling red...erm, i figured, like a cooked crab bah...nt gd...
anyway, will be mtg the same old ppl 2 go JB later...guess i will be able 2 relax since erm, Sleazy & his pri sch mate will be there...raining now...is it gd or bad...
anyway, will be mtg the same old ppl 2 go JB later...guess i will be able 2 relax since erm, Sleazy & his pri sch mate will be there...raining now...is it gd or bad...
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
dun get too HIGH
nt too sure if i shd blog...i shd wk...but heck care man...hv u ever wondered abt relationships between ppl? it takes time 2 warm up...despite the fact tat we hv warmed up 2 each other, we still hv our separate lunches...but 4 me & JK, we always mk it a point 2 ask ard when we buying back but nt them...itz alrite...juz a bit weird...cn they dun mk it so obvious or something...ppl might tin itz us when itz nt us...nt too sure if u understand but i do...well, of coz...haha
been asking ppl who read my blog if i hv the potential 2 be an author...always looking 4 hidden talent abt myself...u nvr noe but so far the response is mixed...thks 2 my No. 1 loyal 'fan' who told me she will read tonite...but is it true i hv the potential? tell me tmr okay?
been fighting so many deadlines when the boss came up & asked abt the HK assignment...actually i'm nt too sure hw 2 continue wif tat...itz messy...like i am now...& he asked abt the hotel...dun tell me we r gg again...biz trips r tiring! itz nt as nice as ppl tin! but i do wan 2 visit the Esprit outlet again 2 find bargains...oops! shd go find a pic 4 the JAL appln 1st but nt too sure if i wan 2 waste the photo...erm, like last time...but itz always nice 2 try...i might go 2 italy 4 free (INZAGHI!!!). tat reminds me, i better chk if i hv paid Starhub...altho i'm so grudged tat i din even catch a glimpse of him last weekend...oh my fave, do u noe wat u mean 2 me?! getting a tad gross here...heehee...but itz Pippo...my sis wld tell u i cn get worse...hehe
gg 4 eve's bday party later...hope i dun get too high...as itz always shown...a suppressed person gets real crazy aft getting high...i hope i will nt...i still wan 2 preserve my image.
been asking ppl who read my blog if i hv the potential 2 be an author...always looking 4 hidden talent abt myself...u nvr noe but so far the response is mixed...thks 2 my No. 1 loyal 'fan' who told me she will read tonite...but is it true i hv the potential? tell me tmr okay?
been fighting so many deadlines when the boss came up & asked abt the HK assignment...actually i'm nt too sure hw 2 continue wif tat...itz messy...like i am now...& he asked abt the hotel...dun tell me we r gg again...biz trips r tiring! itz nt as nice as ppl tin! but i do wan 2 visit the Esprit outlet again 2 find bargains...oops! shd go find a pic 4 the JAL appln 1st but nt too sure if i wan 2 waste the photo...erm, like last time...but itz always nice 2 try...i might go 2 italy 4 free (INZAGHI!!!). tat reminds me, i better chk if i hv paid Starhub...altho i'm so grudged tat i din even catch a glimpse of him last weekend...oh my fave, do u noe wat u mean 2 me?! getting a tad gross here...heehee...but itz Pippo...my sis wld tell u i cn get worse...hehe
gg 4 eve's bday party later...hope i dun get too high...as itz always shown...a suppressed person gets real crazy aft getting high...i hope i will nt...i still wan 2 preserve my image.
wat it takes 2 be happier?
oh...i'm in again...nt feeling tat upbeat...watz new? nothing's new & i might hv disclose my desires 2 leave 2 everyone who heard...i'm getting so open huh...but i'm nt too sure if i wan ppl 2 noe...heck care...i dun even noe wat i really really wan 2 do...guess i really nid some divine intervention 2 give me a guidance...i'm unhappy wif the pay, wif me being chucked aside only if i'm needed...i'm nt a puppet...i dun hv 2 accept all these nonsense...by grumbling so much, y am i still here? & damn it, i got agitated again...i feel like letting loose of all kinda vulgarities 2 express my suppressed emotions...when is enough enough? i tin either i sit down & really think or i hv 2 tok 2 someone...if nt i will be gone case soon but i dun wan 2 whine...dun wan 2 be reminded of all unhappy stuffs yet i hv 2...in order 2 mk a decision...each time i tot it got better...it din...i shd hv known it & stop being tat silly...
nothing's progressing in my life at the moment & i'm nt even sure i wan them 2...this sounds contradicting & i noe...i'm really at a loss on the nex step...or i simply dun wan 2 decide.
nothing's progressing in my life at the moment & i'm nt even sure i wan them 2...this sounds contradicting & i noe...i'm really at a loss on the nex step...or i simply dun wan 2 decide.
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
i cldn't STAND it!!!
was reading shiling's blog 2 try amuse myself...getting a bit down but hw nt 2...? itz the same old problems...when will i get out of this misery? i wonder if my gd fren will be willing 2 perform some magic 2 maybe, erm get me out of here? okay, i noe he's nt at tat stage yet & he will once AGAIN...ignore my requests at showing a trick or 2...as usual. i felt cheated, y did i bear wif all this & y muz i continue bearing? i dunno...4 the $$$ time being? maybe...sometimes nt even gg 2 HK will salvage all this...DAMN THEM & i wan 2 curse them!!! woo...i'm really irritated huh...wat the hell man!!! they shd be punished 4 keep torturing us wif their idiotic actions...well, idiotic isn't even an apt word...itz some ****ing word i hvn tot of yet...***holes...eh, still nt used 2 using vulgarities, so using asterisks...hee.
do u tin itz nice 2 hv a fickle-minded boss? he chgs his mind regularly...tells u things in his positions which u cun execute bcoz u r nt in his position...wat the ****!!! trying 2 get me into trouble by asking 2 say those dumbass stuffs...i pray u live happily ever aft...(i tin the opposite...)
do i sound like an angst youth here? this is a gd venting channel huh...is there any guidance fm anywhere on wat my nex step shd be? nex step...twds happiness.
do u like lunching alone? like the same theory wif singlehood, itz nt a pro but there r always circumstances tat leave u thinking it might...wat the **** again...i really hate this...someone pls get me out of this misery.
do u tin itz nice 2 hv a fickle-minded boss? he chgs his mind regularly...tells u things in his positions which u cun execute bcoz u r nt in his position...wat the ****!!! trying 2 get me into trouble by asking 2 say those dumbass stuffs...i pray u live happily ever aft...(i tin the opposite...)
do i sound like an angst youth here? this is a gd venting channel huh...is there any guidance fm anywhere on wat my nex step shd be? nex step...twds happiness.
do u like lunching alone? like the same theory wif singlehood, itz nt a pro but there r always circumstances tat leave u thinking it might...wat the **** again...i really hate this...someone pls get me out of this misery.
Sunday, March 13, 2005
hair faster dry pls...
Sitting in Starbucks at Harbour City on a cold morning...
how pathetic tat i've checked in my notebook also, now i only have 1 vy small piece of paper 2 write on. reached Tsimshatsui earlier than expected, so hvg a cuppa Starbucks as i waited 4 the shops 2 open. HK is a city of LOTS of ppl. i wonder if they feel lonely? as i'm alone now, i find this quite an experience but i felt lonely & i guess this is when u start 2 miss everything abt home, yet in a way, i enjoyed this feeling of being away as when u r back, u still face the same old problems. maybe itz escaping fm reality but itz gd 2 indulge in it once in a while isn't it? realised i hardly hv a chance 2 sit like tis in s'pore. sitting ard...watching ppl pass by...seems like we r always rushing ard a lot, so itz only foreigners who will really sit down & c the point in enjoying life by slowing the pace. i guess itz the same theory wif them nt visiting the Peak & us Sentosa often. Those r tourist attractions.
getting out of point? maybe...got 2 start shopping, afraid there isn't enough time...got 2 leave here at 4...
Back in SIN...
wrote the above on my last day in HK, actually i had quite a lot of tots & things 2 write abt this trip...nt sure if i will be able 2...& i took a lot of photos...mostly of the place coz i was alone...got a bit of stuffs 4 everyone...erm, at least ppl closest 2 me...sorry 2 pals who's nt getting any coz i ran out of ideas & was on tight budget altho i still spend quite a bit...oops! shucks...saw a lot of bills when i come back...i better remember 2 pay singnet 1st or they will chrg me 50c 4 sending me a reminder...how ridiculous...cun stand all these ppl who r making use of our forgetfulness & busy schedule 2 mk $$$ like tis...damn them! & my insurance is due again, there goes this mth's pay...huh...my savings r real slow, maybe i shd moonlight...but where got time?! so tired...when i cn take a break & dun wk? soon?
how pathetic tat i've checked in my notebook also, now i only have 1 vy small piece of paper 2 write on. reached Tsimshatsui earlier than expected, so hvg a cuppa Starbucks as i waited 4 the shops 2 open. HK is a city of LOTS of ppl. i wonder if they feel lonely? as i'm alone now, i find this quite an experience but i felt lonely & i guess this is when u start 2 miss everything abt home, yet in a way, i enjoyed this feeling of being away as when u r back, u still face the same old problems. maybe itz escaping fm reality but itz gd 2 indulge in it once in a while isn't it? realised i hardly hv a chance 2 sit like tis in s'pore. sitting ard...watching ppl pass by...seems like we r always rushing ard a lot, so itz only foreigners who will really sit down & c the point in enjoying life by slowing the pace. i guess itz the same theory wif them nt visiting the Peak & us Sentosa often. Those r tourist attractions.
getting out of point? maybe...got 2 start shopping, afraid there isn't enough time...got 2 leave here at 4...
Back in SIN...
wrote the above on my last day in HK, actually i had quite a lot of tots & things 2 write abt this trip...nt sure if i will be able 2...& i took a lot of photos...mostly of the place coz i was alone...got a bit of stuffs 4 everyone...erm, at least ppl closest 2 me...sorry 2 pals who's nt getting any coz i ran out of ideas & was on tight budget altho i still spend quite a bit...oops! shucks...saw a lot of bills when i come back...i better remember 2 pay singnet 1st or they will chrg me 50c 4 sending me a reminder...how ridiculous...cun stand all these ppl who r making use of our forgetfulness & busy schedule 2 mk $$$ like tis...damn them! & my insurance is due again, there goes this mth's pay...huh...my savings r real slow, maybe i shd moonlight...but where got time?! so tired...when i cn take a break & dun wk? soon?
Friday, March 11, 2005
Day 4 in HK...
oh gosh...i tin it seems like everyone is being so erm, excited abt my whereabouts tmr...i felt like a child...if therez no eliz, therez always others...guess i'm destinied 2 be taken care of...hee...i was juz asking abt where is nice 2 shop at tsim sha tsui & it got everyone into a frenzy on wat shd i do wif my luggage & poor IN (tatz the shuai ge & his initials...2 mk it easier) was 'forced' 2 accompany me 4 chk-in at HK stn, then i cn go enjoy my shopping...& i got 2 noe he actually wakes up at 6 everyday...gosh...i cun even do so at 7...i wished i cld always sleep longer...i'm forcing myself 2 wake up every morn...nt gd...but i was dead tired yday aft shopping & my legs juz hurt. goes 2 show u shd nt shop wif heels...no choice, i went straight 2 causeway bay aft dining wif the bosses...had jap fd 4 entire day...bento in the morn & sapporo ramen in the nite...btw, now i noe sapporo ramen got tau gay in HK...
nice weather so far...felt like genting...altho i tin itz really crowded here...therez ppl everywhere anytime...scary...even at 10+ when it wld hv been clear at orchard, the hongkongers r still walking ard & shopping like on holiday...amazing...& it seems tat they r well-off...every lady's almost carrying a LV, CD or Gucci...wonder if itz real...if it is, they r so much richer than us, poor Singaporeans...
will be leaving 4 home tmr...YAY!!! altho i've sort of got used 2 it but therez nowhere like home...so far aus is the only place i dun mind staying longer...but i still wan 2 go back 2 S'pore bcoz therez no place like home...i miss Honey now...
nice weather so far...felt like genting...altho i tin itz really crowded here...therez ppl everywhere anytime...scary...even at 10+ when it wld hv been clear at orchard, the hongkongers r still walking ard & shopping like on holiday...amazing...& it seems tat they r well-off...every lady's almost carrying a LV, CD or Gucci...wonder if itz real...if it is, they r so much richer than us, poor Singaporeans...
will be leaving 4 home tmr...YAY!!! altho i've sort of got used 2 it but therez nowhere like home...so far aus is the only place i dun mind staying longer...but i still wan 2 go back 2 S'pore bcoz therez no place like home...i miss Honey now...
Thursday, March 10, 2005
Day 3 in HK...
cun believe i got a com 4 tdy & i'm blogging a bit..heehee...nw still at office...hoping 2 go off at 7, then i cn rush down 2 causeway bay 4 a look...wish me luck on tat...gg back 2 wk...tata
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
waiting 2 go airport...
blogging b4 leaving 4 the airport...my boss is still busy wif some guests...hope will be able 2 chk in time...we hv been discussing on hw 2 get my Economy class tix upgraded 4 free & tat is 2 be really late since we figure they will wait 4 my boss who's a krisflyer member anyway & he's on biz class...they better also, he might complain the hell out of them...
& the pet really came 4 an interview tdy...huh...i totally understand wat kinda co we r...garbage dump? we take in anything...despite being announced no more positions available...waiting 4 the owner 2 come out any minute as we mk a mad dash 4 the airport. chk wif HK side tat therez spare com there which means usage which means internet which means msn & blogging...YEAH!!! dunno wat 2 do abt the hotel tho...nt 2 mention my collz even asked if i dare 2 bath...i hv 2 anyway...maybe a quick one...hee. did i mention i'm working wif the most handsome guy (top 3 at least) in our group...woo, extra bonus...heehee...& it seems only we r assisting each other on this assignment...haha...
tin i better go off 4 nw 2 prepare 4 tat race...altho it doesn't seem gd...my diarrhoea's nt off & i cun find my medicine 4 it which i tot i brought...damn.
& the pet really came 4 an interview tdy...huh...i totally understand wat kinda co we r...garbage dump? we take in anything...despite being announced no more positions available...waiting 4 the owner 2 come out any minute as we mk a mad dash 4 the airport. chk wif HK side tat therez spare com there which means usage which means internet which means msn & blogging...YEAH!!! dunno wat 2 do abt the hotel tho...nt 2 mention my collz even asked if i dare 2 bath...i hv 2 anyway...maybe a quick one...hee. did i mention i'm working wif the most handsome guy (top 3 at least) in our group...woo, extra bonus...heehee...& it seems only we r assisting each other on this assignment...haha...
tin i better go off 4 nw 2 prepare 4 tat race...altho it doesn't seem gd...my diarrhoea's nt off & i cun find my medicine 4 it which i tot i brought...damn.
Monday, March 07, 2005
HK Here I come...
i absolutely muz blog tdy...well, gd things did come tdy...i'm gg 2 HK on a biz trip tmr! & itz true tat wat was said at the interview came almost 3 yrs later but better than nv...i'm quite excited coz basically i will be alone...staying alone in a hotel (shudders), tkg plane alone (on sat) & spending sat alone...nt bad...itz a rare chance...everyone who knew were envious & kept telling me hw lucky i am & hw such a job is nice...but i'm there 2 wk in the 1st place...extracting sm info & fm wat i saw, erm, itz nt gg 2 be easy...even hv 2 do homework b4 arrival...sure aren't easy...& i dun wan 2 speculate on the reason y i'm sent...juz cherish the chance & is it fate? this had 2 come at such a moment, mking me 三心两意 again...if i'm gg 2 continue, it might nt be bad at all but shd i stay 4 so long? this is something i got 2 consider...maybe aft the trip...hee...my collz hv been telling where where where wat wat wat...hmm, i'm juz thankful if therez time 2 explore ard since itz my 1st time & somehow i feel, nt my last time...=) & i was busy packing juz nw...nearly had 2 buy a new luggage & bought a pair of court shoes...heard itz too cold 2 wear slip-ons...& thks 2 DaMa who found her winter jacket & scarf...sorry 2 everyone who i mafan...but THKS!!! tdy was really smooth-flowing...had a free company lunch...seems tat the relationship between us is getting better which mks wk more bearable...tho the wk seems 2 be piling & i dunno when cn i really finish closing the a/cs...but go 2 HK 1st...hee
hope i remember 2 bring all i'm supposed 2...tata 4 nw...will be back soon.
hope i remember 2 bring all i'm supposed 2...tata 4 nw...will be back soon.
Sunday, March 06, 2005
finally the scv subscription is paying off...
& i'm up again...waiting 4 hair 2 dry so tat i cn sleep...wanting 2 extend my list of wants if nt i will forget again...
1) Court shoes for impending interviews
2) Nail polish...most hv dried up...shd hv stocked up the MaxFactor in aus...it was gd...if nt Za then, itz nt bad & nt tat EX...
3) shawl? juz watched kang xi lai le & saw tis socialite wif nice shawls...hmm...i hv one but itz unsuitable 4 everyday use...
anyway, my nail-polishing skills juz sucks...ask my sis on tat...but if u look from afar (which i do), itz okay...
was watching a travel program abt Turkey on Discovery juz nw...got me thinking abt whether i wld visit a place 4 its arts? being such a shopper, seems tat it might bored me but hmm, i guess i will be in awe of those arts bah...& being in an artistic environment, u tend 2 be affected rite? shd be.
oh ya...saw on AC Milan's website tat PIPPO is BACK!!! YAY!!! i'm so happy & anticipating seeing him again...at least i feel better paying 4 the scv subscription again...2 c the object of my affection BACK!!! hope this is the start of many gd things 2 come...sounds exagerrating...haha...while i gush a lot abt this object, i dun fantasise abt him...itz a vy clean form of idolising...PIPPO, WELCOME BACK!!!
1) Court shoes for impending interviews
2) Nail polish...most hv dried up...shd hv stocked up the MaxFactor in aus...it was gd...if nt Za then, itz nt bad & nt tat EX...
3) shawl? juz watched kang xi lai le & saw tis socialite wif nice shawls...hmm...i hv one but itz unsuitable 4 everyday use...
anyway, my nail-polishing skills juz sucks...ask my sis on tat...but if u look from afar (which i do), itz okay...
was watching a travel program abt Turkey on Discovery juz nw...got me thinking abt whether i wld visit a place 4 its arts? being such a shopper, seems tat it might bored me but hmm, i guess i will be in awe of those arts bah...& being in an artistic environment, u tend 2 be affected rite? shd be.
oh ya...saw on AC Milan's website tat PIPPO is BACK!!! YAY!!! i'm so happy & anticipating seeing him again...at least i feel better paying 4 the scv subscription again...2 c the object of my affection BACK!!! hope this is the start of many gd things 2 come...sounds exagerrating...haha...while i gush a lot abt this object, i dun fantasise abt him...itz a vy clean form of idolising...PIPPO, WELCOME BACK!!!
when will i strike it?
wonder wat happened 2 the internet juz nw again...my blogging was almost completed when i was made offline...nt again...sometimes, these internet stuffs r juz so unreliable...
manage 2 upload my pics tho the quality left much 2 be desired & i was a tad disappointed...posted only 2 out of quite many...my odeon kakis & my cousin's dog (shows tat honey's replaceable...oops...oh no!) which was my entertainment 4 tat visit.
manage 2 finish my resume which is basically sm copy & paste fm my sis' + some of mine, so it was a shorter affair than i tin except i forgot when was i 'promoted' 2 my current title. hmm, dunno watz wrong wif me nowadays. had a sleep full of dreams yday & it got me so tired...i was so stoned tis morn...tin i muz hv stoned 4 at least half hr until brunch arrives...hee. i guess this is nt gd, i still feel exhausted aft ample rest & it mks me feel vy lazy doing anything. nt 2 mention itz also making me grouchy (tin the weather is also contributing 2 all this)...i get pissed again yday, by my fren who din call/msg abt dinner. i was so hungry & feeling so irritated...& i ate b4 mtg him which had me being ridiculed on every occasion he could...erm, i juz cun resist food at tat moment (i was tat hungry okay) & he was commenting on the fact tat i dun like some food bcoz i tin itz nt nice & i din try them 2 disregard tat. erm, at least the food shd look gd rite & if itz food u hvn been touching ur whole life, u nid some convincing & encouraging 2 try rite? i wld say i'm already so much more receptive than b4 but some food, erm maybe nex time bah.
caught 'closer' last nite but was hvg a terrible headache which prevents me fm thoroughly enjoying the show. it was as nice as i tot it 2 be...a vy true portrayal of watz really happening nowadays, esp the ending...does it mean u only cherish some things bcoz u hv lost something else or itz juz norm 2 go back 2 as b4 at the end of it all? i dunno wat i'm writing abt, cun express really wat i'm thinking...guess the headache was really destructive & i had 2 wait 15mins 4 the feeder bus aft tat...i guess i had the blackest face by the time it came...cun be bothered also...
itz quite cooling tdy...saw a news report tat itz 3.9 degrees in taiwan...the contrast...altho it will be real cold, i wld like 2 try tat...winterwear is always so nice...hee...& i had a new item on my to-buy list: a cardholder...saw this LV one tat i fancy but erm, it costs at least $400+...tatz too ex...will hv 2 look 4 something else or unless i strike lottery...hmm
manage 2 upload my pics tho the quality left much 2 be desired & i was a tad disappointed...posted only 2 out of quite many...my odeon kakis & my cousin's dog (shows tat honey's replaceable...oops...oh no!) which was my entertainment 4 tat visit.
manage 2 finish my resume which is basically sm copy & paste fm my sis' + some of mine, so it was a shorter affair than i tin except i forgot when was i 'promoted' 2 my current title. hmm, dunno watz wrong wif me nowadays. had a sleep full of dreams yday & it got me so tired...i was so stoned tis morn...tin i muz hv stoned 4 at least half hr until brunch arrives...hee. i guess this is nt gd, i still feel exhausted aft ample rest & it mks me feel vy lazy doing anything. nt 2 mention itz also making me grouchy (tin the weather is also contributing 2 all this)...i get pissed again yday, by my fren who din call/msg abt dinner. i was so hungry & feeling so irritated...& i ate b4 mtg him which had me being ridiculed on every occasion he could...erm, i juz cun resist food at tat moment (i was tat hungry okay) & he was commenting on the fact tat i dun like some food bcoz i tin itz nt nice & i din try them 2 disregard tat. erm, at least the food shd look gd rite & if itz food u hvn been touching ur whole life, u nid some convincing & encouraging 2 try rite? i wld say i'm already so much more receptive than b4 but some food, erm maybe nex time bah.
caught 'closer' last nite but was hvg a terrible headache which prevents me fm thoroughly enjoying the show. it was as nice as i tot it 2 be...a vy true portrayal of watz really happening nowadays, esp the ending...does it mean u only cherish some things bcoz u hv lost something else or itz juz norm 2 go back 2 as b4 at the end of it all? i dunno wat i'm writing abt, cun express really wat i'm thinking...guess the headache was really destructive & i had 2 wait 15mins 4 the feeder bus aft tat...i guess i had the blackest face by the time it came...cun be bothered also...
itz quite cooling tdy...saw a news report tat itz 3.9 degrees in taiwan...the contrast...altho it will be real cold, i wld like 2 try tat...winterwear is always so nice...hee...& i had a new item on my to-buy list: a cardholder...saw this LV one tat i fancy but erm, it costs at least $400+...tatz too ex...will hv 2 look 4 something else or unless i strike lottery...hmm
Saturday, March 05, 2005
back...Back...BACK
my com is back!!! Yay!!! 太开心了！！！ & it seems better than ever...so i'm blogging again (i manage 2 add something!!! so proud of myself...hee)...nw i believe in miracles, we actually had lunch wif all collz & had a vy enjoyable chat! shows tat at the rite time & wif rite topics (thks BIG boss!!!), we cn actually click, guess boss will be real happy 2 c tis...hope he wun clown ard aft tis but our biggest wish is 2 nv c his pet again, much less as a collz...toking abt my boss, recently he raised a qn (tin he's too rich & too free 2 tin of all tis): y muz traffic lights be in red & green, y nt black & red? erm, i dunno & i dun hv the time 2 tin abt it...nid 2 close my a/cs...everyone wans a piece of it...auditors, Japan side...thks!!! at least wk is more bearable nw wif some communication as we wonder wat is really really left 4 us...so it cn really be gd working overseas...the perks r juz well, wat else do u wan...unlike us LOCAL staffs...
i muz remember 2 do my resume...got a recommendation fm a fren...gd chance 2 磨练 4 interviews altho it will be nice 2 get the job...rite timing tho nt sure if it will affect the taiwan trip...tin i really nid a break fm tis hectic life...therez 1 bad thing abt the job tho, i will c lily everyday...oops...haha...shd get her 2 read tis...tat ki siao gal...since last yr, nv study tog, nv ki siao twice a week liao...so we better do it on wed but i tin i will concuss 1st...haha
got a vy strange msg from Sleazy yday, seems tat he seems 2 do things i deem as weird but i noe i noe...his frens will tell me he is a nice guy...ya, i'm nt protesting abt tat part but tat doesn't mean he cun be weird...OOPS...messaging me 2 hv someone share his misery over OT...thks 4 making me the 1st person u tin of when u tin of OT..THKS!!! & he even called juz now & asked if chalet got xbox but i dun work in costa sands...hw i noe?! 2 clarify things here, i'm nt a workaholic...juz being responsible 2 TRY finishing my wk. funniest joke tdy: he & my good fren cun c each other on msn...hw cld tat happen?! shd be user pro coz i hv nv heard of tat...some of the funny jokes tat happens 2 my frens & itz nt the funniest tho itz definitely up there...
my current resolution: SAVE MONEY!!!
for the following (no more big bonus liao):
1) Taiwan
2) Insurance (wif the transferred)
3) Studies
but i nd tis:
1) Bag 4 work
2) Foundation (finishing...aiming at Prescriptives...hope my Isetan credit card comes soon...cn get 5% discount then...hee)
3) cardigans (i lack pro-looking ones...)
really wish someone up there cn drop some cash in front of me...maybe lottery...or TOTO...i nid $$$...gv me some inspiration...
i muz remember 2 do my resume...got a recommendation fm a fren...gd chance 2 磨练 4 interviews altho it will be nice 2 get the job...rite timing tho nt sure if it will affect the taiwan trip...tin i really nid a break fm tis hectic life...therez 1 bad thing abt the job tho, i will c lily everyday...oops...haha...shd get her 2 read tis...tat ki siao gal...since last yr, nv study tog, nv ki siao twice a week liao...so we better do it on wed but i tin i will concuss 1st...haha
got a vy strange msg from Sleazy yday, seems tat he seems 2 do things i deem as weird but i noe i noe...his frens will tell me he is a nice guy...ya, i'm nt protesting abt tat part but tat doesn't mean he cun be weird...OOPS...messaging me 2 hv someone share his misery over OT...thks 4 making me the 1st person u tin of when u tin of OT..THKS!!! & he even called juz now & asked if chalet got xbox but i dun work in costa sands...hw i noe?! 2 clarify things here, i'm nt a workaholic...juz being responsible 2 TRY finishing my wk. funniest joke tdy: he & my good fren cun c each other on msn...hw cld tat happen?! shd be user pro coz i hv nv heard of tat...some of the funny jokes tat happens 2 my frens & itz nt the funniest tho itz definitely up there...
my current resolution: SAVE MONEY!!!
for the following (no more big bonus liao):
1) Taiwan
2) Insurance (wif the transferred)
3) Studies
but i nd tis:
1) Bag 4 work
2) Foundation (finishing...aiming at Prescriptives...hope my Isetan credit card comes soon...cn get 5% discount then...hee)
3) cardigans (i lack pro-looking ones...)
really wish someone up there cn drop some cash in front of me...maybe lottery...or TOTO...i nid $$$...gv me some inspiration...
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
Hardware failed...me too soon...
i dunno if i'm addicted 2 this blogging or i'm simply bored...i reckon the latter is more likely...since i'm still in the office trying 2 close tat a/cs...nw the auditors will come in a wk later...any earlier, itz vy likely they hv nothing 2 wk on...& i realised tat however u try 2 set targets 2 achieve tis & tat, itz rather likely u cun achieve it at all due 2 certain factors...hmm, but itz nt gd nt setting 1 as u tend 2 let it drag on...
tis morn while walking 2 mrt, i tried 2 tin of something 2 tin & realised i had none! the main thing i shd be thinking abt nowadays is wk...oops...as a result, i sweated like buckets again...seriously, i shd consider seeing a doctor 4 my sweating...nt too sure if itz normal...maybe i had too much fats in me...my sis calls me a microwave...i tot this ailment isn't gd 4 someone like me who absolutely DETESTS sweating...it always spoils my day!!! & i dun dare wear turtlenecks which i like...blah...
finally knew wat happened 2 my com...itz a hardware failure & repairing it will cost me abt 200 bucks...as if i'm nt broke enough & it had 2 do it 2 me also...realised i'm whining quite a lot...muz be due to PMS (mine is post tho...). itz a small incident tat happened yday but it goes 2 show hw i'm heading twds the never-turning-back-road of auntism...was a tad pissed wif a fren over his comments tat i always asked him the same qn (had dinner yet?) & hw it always lead 2 the same old conversation...& he wonders if the whole thing will last 4 his entire stay abroad...erm, wat do u expect me 2 say then? itz a normal qn 2 ask during HIS dinnertime isn't it? so i decided i shan't waste much of my time toking 2 him then, since we will be toking abt more or less the same things...sign of massive PMS? dunno...at least it was enough 4 me last nite...& the situation continued tdy...we shall only commute on better topics then. so actually i'm experiencing some failure too...hmm...hope itz juz software, nt hardware...tat wld be terrible.
& i love reading my own blog over & over again, maybe i admired my own writing...a sign of self-indulgence...as well 2 recapture wat happened in my life...& i chg the template...like pink currently...a vy sweet colour...hope i will be able 2 add other things soon also...hmm...hope.
tis morn while walking 2 mrt, i tried 2 tin of something 2 tin & realised i had none! the main thing i shd be thinking abt nowadays is wk...oops...as a result, i sweated like buckets again...seriously, i shd consider seeing a doctor 4 my sweating...nt too sure if itz normal...maybe i had too much fats in me...my sis calls me a microwave...i tot this ailment isn't gd 4 someone like me who absolutely DETESTS sweating...it always spoils my day!!! & i dun dare wear turtlenecks which i like...blah...
finally knew wat happened 2 my com...itz a hardware failure & repairing it will cost me abt 200 bucks...as if i'm nt broke enough & it had 2 do it 2 me also...realised i'm whining quite a lot...muz be due to PMS (mine is post tho...). itz a small incident tat happened yday but it goes 2 show hw i'm heading twds the never-turning-back-road of auntism...was a tad pissed wif a fren over his comments tat i always asked him the same qn (had dinner yet?) & hw it always lead 2 the same old conversation...& he wonders if the whole thing will last 4 his entire stay abroad...erm, wat do u expect me 2 say then? itz a normal qn 2 ask during HIS dinnertime isn't it? so i decided i shan't waste much of my time toking 2 him then, since we will be toking abt more or less the same things...sign of massive PMS? dunno...at least it was enough 4 me last nite...& the situation continued tdy...we shall only commute on better topics then. so actually i'm experiencing some failure too...hmm...hope itz juz software, nt hardware...tat wld be terrible.
& i love reading my own blog over & over again, maybe i admired my own writing...a sign of self-indulgence...as well 2 recapture wat happened in my life...& i chg the template...like pink currently...a vy sweet colour...hope i will be able 2 add other things soon also...hmm...hope.
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