i shd sleep...itz the time 2 but i juz picked up something unexpected. i dunno how long it has been laying there...suggests i shd look thru tat pile of letters more frequently. if i din tin of settling my debts tonite, i might hav juz missed it.
tdy's the 25th, wld hav been payday if i'm still at the old place...ya, missed my prev pay...hav 2 but in a way, i've learnt 2 be thrifty altho still spending tho. hence, all the bills & debts & i'm still thinking abt gg bangkok early jan, i really hav 2 do some serious planning. i worry abt not getting a job tho, then bangkok how? so many ppl hav gone there this yr & they all came back wif so much 战利品。how can a shopaholic not go there? i shuddered 2 tin wat eliz & i can tin of during our study period...we decide on the aus trip while studying tog a yr ago...hmm...we (at least me) dun hav enough 2 go further this yr.
i'm reminded of the ex-workplace bcoz i actually reci a postcard frm Funayama-san. i was vy vy surprised! i nvr tot i wld reci such a gesture frm him & he bothers 2 keep my address...oh dear, i was so touched. he still remembers me. i tin i will return the gesture wif a x'mas card...yes, i juz tot of it. luckily he wrote his add...hmm, does tat mean he's expecting something in return? sometimes when i tin back of some things at wk during the past 3 yrs, i will cringe & be a bit grudgy abt their treatment but surprisingly, itz always KF whom we hav much complaints abt, making me realise not all things r so bad.
the card mks my day. itz tat amazing sometimes. juliet was telling me abt the vacancy they r finally offering. i tin it will take a lot 4 me 2 convince myself abt gg back. i cun dun mind the shabby treatment given during the notice period & later part of my service 2 the co. but when it flashes back, it still hurts. something u given so much, wk so hard & yet this is all u get. i will also hav 2 learn frm my mistakes. i did commit quite a lot & wld only do well 4 myself 2 reflect on them.
2 quote my current boss:
it is all in ur head. U believe u can, u will
i will. 4 my exams & future. looking forward.
btw, Super Pippo scored last nite. how wonderful! tho sad i cun c it, at least i saw the repeat telecast last thurs. brightens my day. pls cut ur hair tho, Pippo. itz too long. =P
Monday, October 24, 2005
Sunday, October 16, 2005
天气冷冷的。。。
十月十六日 雨天
今天下了一整天的雨。好冷，我想好久没下这么冷的雨了，那种冷得直打颤，恨不得马上冲进温暧。
天气是否会影响心情？ 雨天冷冷的， 是不是更容易想起伤心事？ 有些事真想永远记不起，记忆却一再唤起它。 有些事你还真很想记着，却怎么也想不起。 是因为悲伤一定比其他情绪深刻吗？ 就因为伤过，尝到痛的感觉，在告诉自己不会再重蹈覆撤的同时， 却己让此事烙印在心上。 每当遇上伤心事，就会用此事来提醒自己不会更糟了吧。
忘记哪有如此容易？ 如果真这么容易， 应该是因为不够刻苦铭心或爱的没那么的深吧。 也许我觉得是一个曾经几乎等于自己生命的人，何堪就此忘了？ 时间或许能冲淡感觉，但有些记忆却怎么也退不了。
发觉自己好久没用华文，所以才会写出此篇东西。。。有种语无伦次的感觉。。。哈哈。
今天下了一整天的雨。好冷，我想好久没下这么冷的雨了，那种冷得直打颤，恨不得马上冲进温暧。
天气是否会影响心情？ 雨天冷冷的， 是不是更容易想起伤心事？ 有些事真想永远记不起，记忆却一再唤起它。 有些事你还真很想记着，却怎么也想不起。 是因为悲伤一定比其他情绪深刻吗？ 就因为伤过，尝到痛的感觉，在告诉自己不会再重蹈覆撤的同时， 却己让此事烙印在心上。 每当遇上伤心事，就会用此事来提醒自己不会更糟了吧。
忘记哪有如此容易？ 如果真这么容易， 应该是因为不够刻苦铭心或爱的没那么的深吧。 也许我觉得是一个曾经几乎等于自己生命的人，何堪就此忘了？ 时间或许能冲淡感觉，但有些记忆却怎么也退不了。
发觉自己好久没用华文，所以才会写出此篇东西。。。有种语无伦次的感觉。。。哈哈。
Monday, October 10, 2005
Pippo oh Pippo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i shdn't be blogging now but i had 2 c this off the AC Milan website:
SUPERPIPPO WARMS UP
Pippo Inzaghi is ready to return. After a long injury, the striker of the 252 goals is set to take the pitch again in a ’real’ game. The official test for his return to competition will be the game against Legnano that the youth team coached by Franco Baresi will face on Saturday afternoon at home in Settimo Milanese for the second day of their championship. The training on Friday at Milanello gave the green light to the player who, if the weather is not bad, will wear again the Rossoneri shirt, even though that of the second team. The event is part of a consolidated tradition: it has often happened, and not only at Milan, that stars returning from long injuries have restarted from a game with the youngsters.
oh my gosh! oh my gosh! Pippo's coming back!
but damn oh damn, scv's not showing the Serie A this season. i hope he will be well enough 2 represent his national team at the World Cup nex yr.
Other than Pippo, we got the tix 4 david's upcoming Nov concert liao...wat an exciting morning! we r sitting at Row 11...tatz the most front i've ever sat at a concert. oh my gosh! oh my gosh!
i hope i can maintain my composure when it comes 2 them but i dun care!!! haha
Coundown to seeing Pippo: ... =(
Countdown to seeing David: 47 days =D
PS: the above in orange is extracted frm acmilan.com...in total excitement...keke
SUPERPIPPO WARMS UP
Pippo Inzaghi is ready to return. After a long injury, the striker of the 252 goals is set to take the pitch again in a ’real’ game. The official test for his return to competition will be the game against Legnano that the youth team coached by Franco Baresi will face on Saturday afternoon at home in Settimo Milanese for the second day of their championship. The training on Friday at Milanello gave the green light to the player who, if the weather is not bad, will wear again the Rossoneri shirt, even though that of the second team. The event is part of a consolidated tradition: it has often happened, and not only at Milan, that stars returning from long injuries have restarted from a game with the youngsters.
oh my gosh! oh my gosh! Pippo's coming back!
but damn oh damn, scv's not showing the Serie A this season. i hope he will be well enough 2 represent his national team at the World Cup nex yr.
Other than Pippo, we got the tix 4 david's upcoming Nov concert liao...wat an exciting morning! we r sitting at Row 11...tatz the most front i've ever sat at a concert. oh my gosh! oh my gosh!
i hope i can maintain my composure when it comes 2 them but i dun care!!! haha
Coundown to seeing Pippo: ... =(
Countdown to seeing David: 47 days =D
PS: the above in orange is extracted frm acmilan.com...in total excitement...keke
Saturday, October 08, 2005
momo peach is better
i shd be sleeping...i feel vy sleepy, yet i muz wait 4 my hair 2 dry =(
juz back frm club momo. i wonder if therez a curse on clubs opened at tat place. went 2 sos yrs ago, it wasn't fun. it was the same tonite. i felt i wasted my time & money. i cld hav been at somewhere else where i felt my money & time well spent. in the end, i got more shacked out. it was so crowded i was scrambling 4 breath at times...bad...ppl keep knocking into me while dancing...worse...music u can hardly dance 2 or noe...worst. those raps juz completely zapped out my energy & i dun tin i will ever visit the club again.
not a fruitful trip esp aft i'm knocked off by the options, money mkts, futures...oh my gosh, there juz seem so much things needed 2 be known 4 the exams...if i'm already stressed, i am even more now. no gd at all. oh, & it brings 2 my visit 2 the specialist. well, itz juz a medical trainee i tin who attended 2 me who kept insisting i'm okay...i noe i'm better nowadays but cun i insist on the scan since i'm paying? i juz wan 2 mk sure i'm okay...quite irritated by her attitude tho, anyway, the scan is scheduled nex mth & there r quite a few procedures i hav 2 observe & poor mom hav 2 stay throughout wif me. she is trying 2 get my sis 2 accompany & sis was saying she can take leave...woo, all these is really getting a bit exagerrated.
i dinno i can still hear something quite depressing at this hr. i shd be happy. i'm gg 4 a ktv session wif my siblings...looking fwd 2 it =)
juz back frm club momo. i wonder if therez a curse on clubs opened at tat place. went 2 sos yrs ago, it wasn't fun. it was the same tonite. i felt i wasted my time & money. i cld hav been at somewhere else where i felt my money & time well spent. in the end, i got more shacked out. it was so crowded i was scrambling 4 breath at times...bad...ppl keep knocking into me while dancing...worse...music u can hardly dance 2 or noe...worst. those raps juz completely zapped out my energy & i dun tin i will ever visit the club again.
not a fruitful trip esp aft i'm knocked off by the options, money mkts, futures...oh my gosh, there juz seem so much things needed 2 be known 4 the exams...if i'm already stressed, i am even more now. no gd at all. oh, & it brings 2 my visit 2 the specialist. well, itz juz a medical trainee i tin who attended 2 me who kept insisting i'm okay...i noe i'm better nowadays but cun i insist on the scan since i'm paying? i juz wan 2 mk sure i'm okay...quite irritated by her attitude tho, anyway, the scan is scheduled nex mth & there r quite a few procedures i hav 2 observe & poor mom hav 2 stay throughout wif me. she is trying 2 get my sis 2 accompany & sis was saying she can take leave...woo, all these is really getting a bit exagerrated.
i dinno i can still hear something quite depressing at this hr. i shd be happy. i'm gg 4 a ktv session wif my siblings...looking fwd 2 it =)
Monday, October 03, 2005
bluish mon...
something seems wrong wif the blogging screen...huh, everything seems 2 be gg crazy, the com, the weather, the ppl & everything else worthed mentioning.
there was another terrorist attack again & in Bali again. tot indonesia has the largest muslim population in the world & this is happening in their backyard. juz wat r ppl thinking? taking innocent lives 2 prove a point? they shd take it against ppl whom they r aft. when is this war gg 2 end? never. so long we r still bent on fulfilling our own selfish wishes & ignoring other ppl, never! this is a more dreadful disease than sars, aids, dengue fever, bird flu watever combined. look at wat our own kind can do 2 us. can someone help us? things r juz getting ridiculous.
next, the weather, i dun tin s'pore hav been this hot in oct b4...ya, itz oct now, i keep hvg this illusion we r only somewhere in may or jun which r the hottest mths. the weather chg is juz amazing...u hav the worst sunshine in 1 min & nex dark clouds start 2 gather & it rains, then the rain stops & the sunshine is back, all in the space of maybe half a hr? therez nature coming back 2 haunt us...we hav done too much evil, tatz y we r bestowed wif even more evil ard us...sighz...dun we always say there r better things & ways 2 live?
& i'm feeling lethargic as usual. when can i perk myself up? our taiwan trip seems postponed yet again & i started worrying abt not being able 2 find a job soon aft my exams. i nid 2 brush up my interaction skills, get ready 4 interviews & blah blah blah, there r so many things i nid 2 improve on. will i get a job? i nid coz i'm feeling broker than ever =(
itz mon again, tatz y i'm here nagging a bit b4 starting wk bcoz i'm suffering frm the post-weekend blues (i nvr fail 2 not get it tho). everyone shd leave me alone at least until the evening when i might feel slightly better. the heat has help make the blues worse :/ & oh, the tot of class, itz another 12hrs b4 i can reach home =(((((((
& i noe: a trip 2 italy where i will c my beloved footie player & i can hav authentic gelato & slack at the same time while looking at hunks walking past but i wonder if i might feel they r too over. well, 1st i hav 2 save up & get there, then i'll noe =D
there was another terrorist attack again & in Bali again. tot indonesia has the largest muslim population in the world & this is happening in their backyard. juz wat r ppl thinking? taking innocent lives 2 prove a point? they shd take it against ppl whom they r aft. when is this war gg 2 end? never. so long we r still bent on fulfilling our own selfish wishes & ignoring other ppl, never! this is a more dreadful disease than sars, aids, dengue fever, bird flu watever combined. look at wat our own kind can do 2 us. can someone help us? things r juz getting ridiculous.
next, the weather, i dun tin s'pore hav been this hot in oct b4...ya, itz oct now, i keep hvg this illusion we r only somewhere in may or jun which r the hottest mths. the weather chg is juz amazing...u hav the worst sunshine in 1 min & nex dark clouds start 2 gather & it rains, then the rain stops & the sunshine is back, all in the space of maybe half a hr? therez nature coming back 2 haunt us...we hav done too much evil, tatz y we r bestowed wif even more evil ard us...sighz...dun we always say there r better things & ways 2 live?
& i'm feeling lethargic as usual. when can i perk myself up? our taiwan trip seems postponed yet again & i started worrying abt not being able 2 find a job soon aft my exams. i nid 2 brush up my interaction skills, get ready 4 interviews & blah blah blah, there r so many things i nid 2 improve on. will i get a job? i nid coz i'm feeling broker than ever =(
itz mon again, tatz y i'm here nagging a bit b4 starting wk bcoz i'm suffering frm the post-weekend blues (i nvr fail 2 not get it tho). everyone shd leave me alone at least until the evening when i might feel slightly better. the heat has help make the blues worse :/ & oh, the tot of class, itz another 12hrs b4 i can reach home =(((((((
wat can perk me up? holiday? inzaghi? (YES YES YES!!!) food? (maybe...craving 4 gelato) slack?
& i noe: a trip 2 italy where i will c my beloved footie player & i can hav authentic gelato & slack at the same time while looking at hunks walking past but i wonder if i might feel they r too over. well, 1st i hav 2 save up & get there, then i'll noe =D
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