& i muz start this entry by complaining abt the weather...itz too hot 2 carry on any activities (even at hm)...is something up there trying 2 bbq us all? pls dun do it...i'm terribly afraid of heat..& all tat sweating is killing me. they always spoil my day b4 it started...i hate SWEATING!!! hope rain will come soon...& i miss the aus winds again...
mt ivy juz nw...as usual we chatted...erm quite a lot...wonder when's the nex time we mt up (4 her if she reads tis...) & it was real appropriate 2 be mtg her tdy...she ended up being the model 4 the sweaters as i tried 2 gauge the size but in the end, we had 2 scrutinise sm guys & she picked the size 4 me...erm, was totally unsure of the size...juz learnt tat zara hv a 1-mth exchange policy...tatz real long & nice of them...
i muz say tis CNY is quite fruitful 4 me...actually i accumulated most of the $$$ fm office ang paus but my boss' has shrunk (oOps...huh)...& relatives r well, getting a bit generous...nt bad...but the heat & hrs spent r well, nt too worthed altho i get 2 c my cousin's vy cute daughter & played wif tat vy cute dog (reminds me of my precious Honey...hee)...but itz new yr & everyone's doing tat. learnt tat 2 of my cousins will be getting married tis yr, wonder when's my turn...sis & i were toking abt it, she tins she will marry late & i hate 2 tin abt tat...since well, i wan 2 do so early but i hvn even found someone...sianz...anyway, tis new yr, tat QN is asked again...luckily therez sis & bro 2 block it...ha
& i'm triggered by other tots...hw precious is ur life? i dunno hw precious is mine & whether there will be such a vulnerable moment tat i will tin of nt keeping it...even in my hardest moments, i hv nv tot of ending my life 2 end it all. maybe i'm too cowardly 2 do so but i tot hw sorry i will be twds my parents...they r old enough 2 nt take tis kinda blow & i owe them 4 the 22 yrs i've spent so far on earth...well, my relative (distant cousin i tin...) went missing since tues & everyone (i heard so) was frantically looking 4 him yday...& i was so afraid each time my uncle called, it wld be bad news...even he feared the worst...luckily, they found him eventually & early too. wonder wat wld happen if they find him a day later...goes 2 show hw looks cn deceive...he always looks so cheerful & they wld joke abt him but tat was really shocking...i'm really glad everything's fine 4 the time being (at least) & everyone shd show concern 4 ppl ard them...i hope 2 be able 2 do tat. sometimes, when such things happen, i tin my whiny stuffs & pros r so insignificant...therez so much more 2 life than wat i tot & guess i will be tat philosophical 4 a while...hope ppl will find tat bearable...i'm always eager 2 share wat i've learnt wif ppl....hee
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