dun mistook tis as eating snake...i'm juz capturing my current tots

& i decided 2 spend a bit of time 2 blog nw since i wun be able 2 do it tonite...com's still down...hw sian...& the diarrhoea is still there...tin i got 2 c doc sooner or later...huh...gg 4 some shopping later...i am in shopping mood, hope i wun spend my entire pay (i cun anyway)...finally payday arrives, i'm still suffering fm the aftermath of the aus trip but i'm glad i went, itz a really nice place & i dun mind living there (maybe 4 a while...i dun wan the freckles & therez too much fish & chips...). it has always been my wish 2 live overseas, at least 4 a while, altho italy (forza inzaghi!!!) wld be vy far nw but isn't it great 2 hv a chance 2 experience the lives of others...i believe it wld so much broaden my narrow horizons and wld definitely enhance my life resume...i believe therez something 2 learn fm everything...isn't life itself a learning cycle everyday? i'm so glad of the lessons life has taught me & i shall continue 2 absorb as much knowledge as i could...if my memory does nt fail me...i tin i wld try initiaing a trf 2 the business dept where i tin i cld learn even more things...wish me gd luck on tat! & there will be a legitimate excuse 2 dress up everytime...hee...which means revamping the wardrobe...haha

lately i found tat there r quite a no. of movies tat i wan 2 watch, wonder if i will get 2 watch them all...hv 2 close a/cs within 2 wks, auditors will be in 14 mar...gd, i nt even halfway there...i might hv 2 stay overnite again. wun be able 2 go 4 the grooming course on mon, better concentrate on closing a/cs...it seems tat there r so many happenings nw tat the best thing is 2 do my own wk & ignore everything else...nw i cn plan my time at my own discreet since i will only start classes in jul...finally, only 3 core papers, hope i cn graduate nex yr & i will finally be able 2 do my own stuffs...

y is it when something u hope dun happen really dun happen, yet u feel a tad disappointed...is this human nature? does tat mean u actually wan it 2 happen or u expect so it wld happen? does tat spell something quite clear...maybe we shd heed twds tat direction 2 relieve ourselves a bit...aft all, when u learn nt 2 take things so hard, u will learn hw 2 relax & slowly u will let go & u will forget abt it then...if all done is easier than said.