Departures

finally dethrone everyone else 2 get a seat here 2 start blogging...wanted 2 do it tis aft but diarrhoea (again...) & big boss prevented me fm completing tat entry...was rather busy tdy seeing 2 his needs but tatz all part & parcel of wk isn't it?

toking abt my big or rather, my future boss, something 2 do wif condolescence happened again tdy...boss read in the papers tat 1 of his associates is in hospital due 2 stroke, decided 2 send sm flowers...i arranged. the florist called back in the aft 2 say the patient has been discharged, so i called up his secretary, attempting 2 find out wat happened. imagine my shock when the reply was tat he had passed away. i was simply lost 4 words even when informing my boss abt the news. so tis life? my collz was shocked the friendly person she met at our opening party is gone, juz like tat. sometimes life is nt exactly within ur ctrl, sometimes u r dragged along by situations tat wasn't decided by u. makes me wonder wat is it in this world i would regret nt achieving or fight for when i had the ability 2...some tots 2 trigger...maybe tat will help me mk some decisions, priortise wat's impt & wat i really really wan...

departures...is tat the most painful thing in life? nobody likes tat feeling, i'm sure. i dunno y sometimes i'm so free & tin too much 2 go imagine the day where everyone starts leaving me...i wld get afraid & start crying & realised i cn actually be so dependent. on the other hand, i'm someone who believes in distance makes the heart fonder. i believe tat distance makes a vy gd test of hw impt somethings r 2 u & humans r like tis, isn't it? we always go 4 things tat r nt there, neglecting watz ard us, gg aft wat we believe is gd 4 us when sometimes itz actually nt...

so wws finally left 4 bris tis early morn...wonder hw itz like being there alone...& tatz another departure but guess the mood was lighter. well, time will fly & he will be back soon...& we r already chatting on msn like almost the whole aft but sounds like he has nothing much 2 do at the mo. glad 4 the company tho as it tides me over those long working hrs...nowadays i also msn quite a lot wif tat PAIR of pri sch mates (haha) & my 'only' poly fren (too bad din c 'Ai De' yday, ur fave huh...hee) too, i reckon i might be the most active MSN-ser (maybe slacker) in the office, coincidentally, all 3 used 2 be jobless...oops...but nw 2 hv found jobs...if shiling finds a job (but i hope she does, she nds 1) & wws starts sch...hmm, luckily my kakis will still be ard...speaking abt my kakis, we r trying 2 organise a 'lao yu sheng' thing b4 CNY ends...erm, hope it will really happen as we hv 2 keep chging dates...tin it will be fun & we all nd tat happiness 2 brush away tat unhappiness hovering over us nw...

hope i will find time soon 2 upload sm pics...hope (fingers crossed)...got 2 get my much needed sleep. oops, tat means skipping the praying later...erm, which doesn't seem tat gd...c hw lah...