i got facebook ><

nothing has changed. i still feel vy tired every morning. i still ask myself if i can dun go 2 wk every morning. i still wake up 4 wk in the end every morning. gd thing is, i'm still getting paid & $$$ still comes into my a/c every mth & i can continue 2 have a shopping list tho i scrapped them now & then 4 the nex trip.

i was hoping tat someone wld improve the aircon ventilation system on mrts. i cannot allow myself 2 be on the brink of breaking out in sweat when i'm cramming near the door & got so cold i feel i'm at mt fuji again when i'm standing at the right place. this is absurd. a mrt ride deciding how my day will go. i dun like 2 start the day sweaty & sticky :(

i was poking at my nose again yday & i tin i saw uneven skin surfaces & larger pores...em, will i go pauline's way soon? tat crazy woman is spending 2.1k on a 3-session laser 2 get better skin. gosh. & she shopped for 7 days 6 nites non-stop in taiwan. i'm amazed. she's still as funny. itz nice seeing her again. even tho i was trying vy hard 2 not say 'i wan go sleep le' during our hk cafe session. unlike anti-social-i-need-to-sleep-at-11-ivy tho i kept pestering her 2 turn up 4 my wedding...lol.

i kept feeling tat the feb aus trip is like such a long time ago. i cun believe japan was only last yr. oh, while day-to-day life flies past but they well, r juz so-so normal days & not tat significant i guess. if thy BF cannot find a caretaker 4 his 4 dogs 4 his family trip 2 take place, maybe i can go bangkok again. cheaper & i can spend w/o so much guilt.

thy collz kept saying i love wk coz i kept smiling at the com. i'm like 'duh', i prob smiled coz i saw something lighter eg. S-L-J's silly emails...SQ's equally silly replies...LOL. i'm not the friendliest person ard k?!! DUH :s

here's a leg for tat duh-ness.

a former best fren is getting married. most of my close frens r involved & i'm definitely out of the picture. tot of the time when we said we'll be each other's sister 4 our weddings. now tat it will nvr happen, u realise things dun stay the same way u wish they will be forever sometimes. i got myself a facebook a/c. i figure i shd be more active in socialising wif my frens & keeping in touch, so there i am. i even uploaded my pic can *proud look on the face* even tho i was vy unfamiliar wif the interface. i sometimes ponder: am i even a gd fren 2 be wif in the start? i realised how i've kinda drifted apart even from my long-time pals but i suppose this is wat we shd expect as we grow older. it would be great if we could grow old tog & still continue 2 laugh at the same old stuffs then...lol. now tat is something tat facebook wun even be able 2 save me from even...ha.

if only i could wake up to this for a consecutive 2 wks of my life...haha...i dun dare say too long coz being the city ppl, we might not be used to it. shit, i'm missing aus again.