Imagine...

i shd be sleeping by now but cun seem 2 bear 2 sleep...maybe itz the freecell game or rather the songs...as i said b4, i will listen 2 all the sad songs once in a while 2 try releasing some suppressed emotions. something is still wrong wif my tummy...i'm experiencing some pain but also constipating a bit at the mo. when i tin on the bad side, i really start scaring myself...gg 2 c a chinese physician tmr...hope everything will be fine aft tat. this is affecting a lot of things, esp wk & studies r clashing due 2 it...off again on mon 4 make-up class, cun afford 2 miss again. i felt so lost juz aft missing 1 lesson, yes juz 1.

i once heard tat most ppl r only using less than 5% of our brains & geniuses r those who apparently used than tat...hmm...is it bcoz most of us use it 4 needless tots, tots which well, we might as well not tin abt it bcoz it nvr got sorted anyway & u ended up more confused aft tat. worse still, we imagine a lot. when we imagine abt the rite stuffs, itz call creativity but otherwise, it juz create a lot of other emotions which we dun nid. i actually do imagine a lot, imagine how things will be in future, imagine how ppl will react blah blah blah...imagine how i will react in certain situations in case i shd even met up wif them. some imaginations do turn up 2 be true tho...& some, sadly, doesn't or maybe it hasn't happen yet or it will nvr happen & shd stop imagining tat it ever will.

lately, i tried 2 be adamant in giving up certain things & realised tat old habits die hard, like i'm trying 2 eat healthily due 2 my stomach pros & am experiencing keeping a strict diet. altho i din abide by it sometimes (i'm juz human aft all...excuses!), generally still quite gd =). & my face, i shd stop my itchy hands frm doing anything 2 it unnecessary but sometimes i still do...no gd, no amt of beauty pdts will help if i cun curb it.

k...tin i really got 2 sleep liao. me, my body & skin nids the rest, so i shall give it now...ya & honey too..still sitting beside me, poor thing.