EQ

i realised my EQ is not as high as i like it 2 be. i do panic easily. much as i love 2 believe i'm a calm person, some incidents hav shown me i'm not as calm as tot 2 be. take this incident, my dear sister got some virus frm her fren thru msn, i nagged as i tried 2 solve the pro & it ended up wif wws solving the pro. i was totally lost & relied on anything he fed me & 2 a certain stage, i was hot, flustered bcoz i cun go & bath, eyes also gg blurry & a sudden exhaustion overcame me. i juz lost it. i was louder 2 my sis & i cun carry on the phonecall wif shunqing. ended up itz juz a 3rd party addon which is harmless...huh. is it low EQ or a combination of multiple factors? btw, i hav 2 thk wws, he is vy helpful as usual. i tin i delayed his sleeping time again....real paiseh.

i am sick of the way my tummy hav been gg 2 itz same old ways. i wish 2 reject all treatments & c how it goes, yet i cun help being worried abt it. i noe i shd go 4 a scan but i admit i do get afraid at the tot of wat they will find. oh well, i guess i will go 4 1 nex mth, i cun let this drag on...the exams r coming & i hav 2 be well 4 it & i do appreciate vy much the concern frm frens...thk u!

i hav no sch nex week...so happy...YAYEEE!!! finally, a long-awaited break & a vy precious one bcoz aft tat, got 2 chong all the way till exams liao. hope my body will be able 2 take it.

oh, i hvn got my white dress & matching shoes. the day is closing & therez a metro sale. i shd take some action but shopping is almost the last thing on my mind nowadays since i'm perpetually broke most of the time. i hav 2 pay 4 the exam fees, daily expenses, living expenses, entertainment fees (i entertain my frens & they entertain me...haha) & david tao's concert (hope he dun come during my exams bcoz it will the 2nd time he does & the 4th time my idols r doing this 2 me). i wish i cld moonlight...kidding...i shd rest =)