Wednesday, March 16, 2005

wat it takes 2 be happier?

oh...i'm in again...nt feeling tat upbeat...watz new? nothing's new & i might hv disclose my desires 2 leave 2 everyone who heard...i'm getting so open huh...but i'm nt too sure if i wan ppl 2 noe...heck care...i dun even noe wat i really really wan 2 do...guess i really nid some divine intervention 2 give me a guidance...i'm unhappy wif the pay, wif me being chucked aside only if i'm needed...i'm nt a puppet...i dun hv 2 accept all these nonsense...by grumbling so much, y am i still here? & damn it, i got agitated again...i feel like letting loose of all kinda vulgarities 2 express my suppressed emotions...when is enough enough? i tin either i sit down & really think or i hv 2 tok 2 someone...if nt i will be gone case soon but i dun wan 2 whine...dun wan 2 be reminded of all unhappy stuffs yet i hv 2...in order 2 mk a decision...each time i tot it got better...it din...i shd hv known it & stop being tat silly...

nothing's progressing in my life at the moment & i'm nt even sure i wan them 2...this sounds contradicting & i noe...i'm really at a loss on the nex step...or i simply dun wan 2 decide.

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