getting busy soon...

hmm, my wk schedule is starting 2 c some additions...i'm gg 2 banks...as i wld hav liked altho i dun mind some variety...juz dun put me mainly in insurance. itz kinda scary when a collz starts showing me my schedule when i came back frm lunch bcoz it was still empty when i chk my staff trak in the morn...starting 2 anticipate how it'll be like...hope i meet a nice senior like sherly. she said i'm the nicest person she met in the co so far...blimey...but itz a compliment anyway...ha & i'll consider visiting jakarta since i'll hav a guide...haha . 1 gd thing i got being in this co is tat i get 2 mix wif ppl of diff nationalities & races...i felt multi-national & itz nice 2 noe multi-cultures =) btw, therez a nice fish soup stall at amoy fd centre...long Q tho but then, there seems like Qs everywhere there. lunch is normally a sweaty affair which urs truly definitely hates, esp when the weather is vy hot now.

met pauline last nite...we went 4 the crystal jade porridge as usual...wondered if she noticed it...we went 4 tat almost everytime we met. enjoyed the chat as usual...we r both talkative...haha...reminds me of poly days...the group is vy scattered now. i hav mainly acquaintances frm tat now.

i'm craving 4 fd now!!! i keep feeling i nid fd...haha...yet i dunno wat i wan 2 eat...a plate of fried vege wld be nice =P

so my family is gg 2 taiwan in 2 wks' time...i hav nvr sort been alone in the hse 4 so many days b4...really gg 2 feel weird bah...but i'll be on a job 4 the 1st few days of their trip, so i guess prob i wun feel tat much lonely & i'll be seeing the gals during the weekend...always nice seeing them...can tok abt anything under the sun...wif no restrictions too...oh ya, shiling, ur tarot cards...haha =D

T-I-R-E-D E-Y-E-S

itz sure is damn tiring 2 be staring at computer screens 4 8 hrs a day & i already did tat 4 2 days...i can feel my eyeballs getting all starry & i'm now quite afraid of computer screens. i dunno y i'm blogging here then...another day & it will be the weekends!!! YAY!!

true love prevails all

my sis was telling us how her poly fren has broken off wif her bf of 9 yrs due 2 religious differences, she had refused 2 convert 2 his religion. tat is so sad...while it remains 2 be seen if they will still be together in the end. so itz not true love will prevail all...this world can be vy realistic aft all...ppl fell out wif each other due 2 $$$ & the smallest thing u can tin of.

so thy bf might be coming back in nov instead. hmm, i'm actually vy happy tat the days r shortened again. being apart is vy tough aft all, i hav 2 admit but true love prevails all =)

everything is fine...

was at friendster juz now trying 2 add langyi & decided 2 look thru other ppl's profiles...got reminded of the past & realised how time flew & things changed...scary at times. sometimes i tin of my age & find the rate of growth horrible. i went 2 new job 2 find most new-joiners younger than me. hmm, there were once when i was the youngest among all but slowly slowly i'm not anymore...AHHHHHHH...i wan my youth!!! tat also meant my energy, drive & heck-care attitude. i hav became a slacker, lost some drive & worst, became a worrier. i tin i worry a lot, tin a lot & sometimes i hate myself 4 tat. it wasn't like this in the past...sighz...

david tao's releasing his album tmr...& i only knew when i read i-weekly...how un-updated...i tin i'm so detached frm current affairs nowadays, so in my own world.

heard frm FAT tat 恶作剧之吻 is gg 2 be shown on channel 56 soon...how nice...another idol drama 2 go aft aft 恶魔在身边, a vy nice & sweet show. oh, shiling is gonna meet he jun xiang in her job...hope she wun drool too much...haha & dun forget our pic!!

itz fri tmr!!! working is so tiring...ha...i wan 2 travel! i wan 2 go back 2 australia!! i wan 2 travel ard the world!!! i wan a clean clean break frm everything...sometimes i tot it wld be nice if i can go somewhere where absolutely no one noes me & i dun hav 2 get 2 noe them. c...i wan 2 live in my own world...i sure itz not 自闭症...dunno y i dun like crowds nowadays...i juz wan 2 be at somewhere quiet, hvg some peace of the mind. i muz be tired. i tin too much. everything is still fine. meeting the acca gang later...hope i wun fall sick...ha.

oh ya, david david...but the 1st single sounds a bit weird altho he's vy gd as usual...btw, his new hairstyle a bit weird =P

Harbourtown!!

ooh, Harbourtown 4 today!! dunno itz a coincidence or wat...i visited the same place on my last thurs here 4 last trip too...blimey...anyway, i'm gg there 4 a walk (hope & tin so...) BUT hope 2 get some cheap officewear...a CHEAP blazer suit wld be vy vy nice man...keke.

currently on a show called 'my name is earl' which is recommended by eliz to thy BF aka her stranger. 4 some strange (or silly) reasons, thy BF likes calling it 'a man called earl'...i guess he's too infatuated wif the story 'a man called Horse'...too many yrs of slavery 2 daph maybe...haha or Mr Carry's sleep-inducing literature class. anyway, tat show is nice...kinda different...hmm, perhaps the 1st english serial thing i tin i will be watching all episodes. itz basically abt this guy called earl gg wif a list 2 start making up 4 all the bad things he tin he did...hmm, how long wld my list be if i hav 1? maybe i shd ask angela abt it...i'm sure she will come up wif many of mine...oops =P

tdy i'm quite inspired BUT i hav 2 go bath now...thy BF will be back in another half an hr or so...there will be no Harbourtown if i continue nua-ing...

3 days b4 gg back sg...haiz.

time FReeZe....

i'm sure everyone hav moments when they wished time can be stopped in this spectrum. juz here, neither less nor more, juz here...if time stops at this moment, i will be in brisbane in 1 of my many lazy mornings...sometimes i'm surprised at how much i wan 2 stay here & not go back 2 s'pore (at least 4 a while). i feel vy relaxed here & it helps a lot tat itz winter now (cold tho...brrr...) while i hav 2 go back 2 face a new job & the HEAT...sian sian sian!! a week has passed w/o much notice...will someone give me the power 2 freeze time?

itz officially 6 mths!!

okay...time 2 tidy the room...hee =P

blabberin's,,,

i'm hvg a break...flying off tmr...Wooooh...how nice!!! sometimes i tot itz incredible tat this is the 3rd time i'm gg back (mum sure hopes therez no 4th time...wahaha). itz winter there! nvr experienced winter all my life...except genting & tat bit of wintry feeling in HK. I wan my red rooster, pancakes, pancakes, coles, woolsworth...& many more...whahahaahah. i already told someone tat many many times...hahaha.

listening to The Calling's Wherever You Go...i dun remember the full lyrics but listening 2 the chorus brought out a bit of the emotional me (again)...itz almost 6 mths...yet it always seems like itz still 6 mths ago sometimes.

missing eliz...

hmm, eliz muz be so busy in melb...juz wan 2 tell her TAT woman shifted out liao...but still @@#$$%$^$. sometimes it nvr pays 2 be kind & considerate, ppl juz take advantage of tat. @@##$%#^^ again...haha.

missing eliz (a little...hahaha)...wait till u r back...babe.

**~~^friday^~~**

so itz supposed 2 be lunchtime now...dunno where 2 lunch...u c how gd life is...u actually dunno wat 2 eat, where 2 eat while some ppl simply hav nothing 2 eat. i shall take my morn breakfast muffin 1st then...

i finally feel tired aft almost a wk of staying late...broke the record last nite: leaving the office at 12am...while i've stayed overnite 4 prev job b4, if i remembered correctly, i nvr stayed 4 consecutive this long 4 overtime. testing my mettle...coz nex job will be worse. spent most of my $$$ on cabfares...nvr taken so much cab all my life. hvg puffy eyes tho...dunno y...i juz woke up in the morn wif them & my concealer is finally proving itz worth again...trying hard 2 cover the eye problems...haha.

so the world cup has started & i hvn been able 2 catch my fave italy (actually 2 be more precise, it shd be Mr Filippo Inzaghi of the Italian team...wahaha) in action. i agree wif eliz tat Starhub (i hope a certain employee is reading this) shd dedicate a channel 2 filming the bench...wahaha. i watched some matches hoping in vain tat they will shoot the bench. of coz they did...giving us the coach...oh pls...give the other benchwarmers some credit can? give them some screentime...in this case, give Inzaghi more screentime i mean...wahaha. my fave player got into his team despite only coming back frm injury a while ago, tat prob deserve a mention somewhere? i better stop or in this semi-unconscious state of mind, i'm sure i can come up wif something sillier of ways 2 c Inzaghi. lately, i was telling my sisters tat Inzaghi prob cun wait 4 me 2 save up enough 2 go watch him...quite sad actually...it wld be some dream 2 c him in real person, in a way, we r growing old tog...oops...ha. the most ideal final shd involve italy & vy vy ideally, inzaghi 2 score the winner! hahaha...Fat can tell u i say this vy often...bcoz when this happens, inzaghi will hog the limelights & can c a lot of him everywhere! yay...haha

flying off 2 aus again nex mth...hope the travel agent got everything rite...this lady is quite funny but nice...hee. i had 2 explain watz an underscore 2 her & i still dun get my email...wahaha. itz winter season over there now...woh, 1st time experiencing winter...so exciting...keke.

itz fri...YAY!!! another week has passed! jun is turning out 2 be passing so fast, perhaps bcoz of the rain...itz so weird 2 c grey skies most of the time in this mth...mks u feel like u r already at the end of the yr =)

FRI FRI FRI...yay!

itz fri tmr...YAY!!!

when u r working, u remember when all the public holidays r & look fwd 2 weekends all the time...haha.

i was trying 2 look 4 an old pair of specs...cldn't find it & as usual, i noe itz somewhere in my hse, juz dunno where...hee. letting Fat c my specs...u c...she's a budding optometrist so we r all vy gd practice material 4 her but my mum is proving vy tough 4 her bcoz she's giving ans tat well, u really wunno how 2 diagnose her...wahaha.

met wif 2 absurd matters at wk these 2 days. i cun help but feel relieved tat i'm leaving the place soon. i would like 2 clarify tat being quiet at wk doesn't mean i'm always tat quiet, not sociable & worst of all, hav no frens! OMG!!! i juz dun wan 2 socialise wif certain ppl when i dun c the need 2. ya, i noe these kinda ppl might be everywhere & even in new workplace but ppl here r so extreme i juz wan 2 stay away frm them. therez 1 thing tho, i shd brush up on my communication skills...will be taking this challenge 4 new job & looking fwd 2 it.

oh, i wish ppl wun say i'm rich when i speak abt plans of visiting aus again. u dun hav 2 empathise wif me & i'm not expecting everyone 2 understand but i'm not gg over bcoz i hav excess $$$ which i dunno where 2 spend on.

i'm interested in the new samsung E870...interested (only) bcoz i hav no budget 4 it...wahaha. actually the real thing doesn't look as nice or sleek as on the brochure...keke.

GSS is on & i'm proud 2 say i hav bought almost nothing yet...but soon (i feel itz soon) i'll be contributing 2 the economy...i wan a black working bag, covered shoes, suits, shirts, in general formal wear...when will there always be enough $$$ 4 all these?

oh ya, i donated blood 4 the 1st time last sun. the feeling of giving is gd. i'll be doing it again. how cld ppl not wan be kind & nice? doesn't doing a gd deed mks u so much happier than always thinking of ways 2 triumph over ur rivals? maybe itz bcoz we r human aft all.

NEW...

oh, gd morn! juz went 2 chk on my financial status & wat a sigh i had 2 give...seems tat i can only start saving frm jul...HAI HAI HAI! itz so so sad 2 c ur saving dwindling 2 the lowest point & realise my aim this yr wun be reached =(

other than the above which is actually a serious pro in my mind...i FINALLY got into where i wan 2 be & FINALLY i'm getting started on wat i've planned 4 & FINALLY leaving a place where the human factors r threatening 2 jeopardise serious wk...where ppl r rewarded 4 wat they hav not done...where some of the ridiculous stuffs unfold b4 ur eyes or ears...but itz a vy gd lesson on office politics...a real eye-opener. i muz say itz a relief when i got the call of offer...now anticipating the new job challenges & wat i noe my stint there will bring. itz gd 2 be 2 be anticipating a new phrase in life. u get more optimistic & suddenly everything seems so so bright & u hav an incredible amt of drive 2 achieve. gd gd...this is indeed gd.
while there were countless disappointments, the ending is still vy sweet...juz tat it wasn't easy & i'll treasure it more. i've learnt a lot of stuffs during this period & the support i've reci is so sweet & touching despite my constant whines & groans (i really whine a lot can...haha). the support frm the odeon gang is esp dear 2 the heart. frm them, i noe there can be genuinity among frens at wk, unlike the OP i heard abt in & hav 2 face in wk everyday now, i can sense the genuine happiness, wishes & support which re-affirms the fact tat frens r not by quantity but quality. i dun nid much frens juz a few who can share ups & downs will do. glad 2 say frens (& i dun mean acquaintances) ard me hav been patient in listening 2 my grouses...ha. oh, FAT & Da JIE too...sharing part of my 'miserable sufferings'...they suffer more bah...wahaha. finally, thy BF who suffered the worst, every tiny bit of complaints goes 2 him. so gd lah, itz over...4 now...until the new job starts...wahaha.

meeting pauline 2 SHOP later...i shd keep a hold on myself...juz get the shoes i wan & tatz enough. maybe suits since itz GSS & things r on sale...ARGH...u c, this is how it goes & the list juz grows...

7 mths 2 go...a lot of things 2 anticipate. when i tot i wun be so much affected again, there will always be stuffs 2 remind me tat i am...i noe y is tat so.

过敏

你消失的一百天
我没了笑脸 怕别人看见
我敏感的神经线
一点一点 没知觉

泛红双眼 不成眠
它跟着我一整夜
麻痹的脸 特效药也 无解
才发现 我正搁浅在爱情过敏的季节
OH过敏源 是对你的思念

我想我 才了解
我正停格在爱情过敏的季节
季节没改变
是想念 没断线

泛红双眼 不成眠
它跟着我一整夜
麻痹的脸 特效药也 无解
才发现 我正搁浅在爱情过敏的季节
OH过敏源 是对你的思念

我想我 才了解
我正停格在爱情过敏的季节
季节没改变 是想念 没断线

我想我 才发现
感情尘蹒已布满了我的世界
OH过敏源 是为你流的泪

我想我 才了解
就算用尽了力气也未必如愿
季节没改变
是眼泪 弄湿脸

我想我 才了解
我正停格在爱情过敏的季节
季节没改变 是想念 没断线
季节一直变
但我的心 没有变

你消失的一百天
我没了笑脸 没知觉

still at wk...tin i'm falling sick soon...normally my throat will give way 1st. my poor body, tin i've been giving it too much pressure. i shd take better care of myself =P

***+++***

here i am...finally at home aft a long day...

went 4 an interview at ex-co...went back 2 a familiar yet unfamiliar environment & it might be an environment i hav 2 face everyday soon. & the SAME old ppl it seems...cun exactly describe the feeling...but i agree wif wat johnny said, i shd concentrate on earning some keep. when i'm lost on my career choices now, it is made worse when ppl attempt 2 give me advices...well, i do appreciate the fact tat they tried 2 give some opinions but they r not me & they dunno wat is gg thru me now, dunno how i'm feeling now, dunno wat is it i really really wan, so it gets tiring explaining y am i taking the path i am taking & the reaction u got when u told y am i doing all these. i'm really appreciative abt the concern & there might come a day i regret not taking the path i shd but every cloud has its silver lining & u nvr noe wat life has in store 4 u. most imptly, i understand tat itz prob hard 4 ppl 2 understand wat i'm gg thru when they hvn been thru it.

enough of heavy stuffs...sharing some pics taken in melb...


some demonstration thing outside the melb library...nvr seen tat b4 u c...suagu so take pic lor...anyway not i take...ha

the touristy Queen Victoria market...vy much like our pasar malams...a so-so place in my opinion. the wet market was nice tho...but i love the supermarkets in aus i guess...shd hav taken pics of coles & woolsworth...wahaha

the lovely clouds taken on board the flight 2 melb...we flew on jetstar btw & the cabin crew were showing the life-saving instructions live...eye-opener 4 the vy suagu me again...keke

weird...cun upload the other pics...another day liao...

got the academic dress 4 this sat's graduation...the hat looks so kuku & as usual, bcoz i hav a big head, so i nid a bigger one but the worst shock was when Fat said i shd take a bigger one...OMG! we were discussing tat we r not excited abt the ceremony at all. maybe the excitement will come on the day itself bah. went 2 thai express 4 dinner juz now, it was not bad...i tin thai desserts r so yummy albeit a bit too sweet...it will suit thy BF tho...Giant Coconut has a sweet tooth, unfortunately his gf is gd at cooking bland fd, so he better enjoys all tat he can now...haha. hmm, but at least i cook, altho nid more improvements...hee.

i shd Zzz soon...or i might end up sleeping at wk tmr...btw, wld u ever stay at a job 4 a LONG LONG time even tho u tin ur collz sucks? sometimes, ppl really amazed me...amazing.

P.I.M.P.L.E.S.

wif the aftermath of visiting a fabulous place & a wonderful trip came OMG...PIMPLES!!! tin the face is trying 2 adjust back 2 the surroundings & climate, so quite a few has popped up...SAD!!! hopefully itz only 4 the moment now...=S

aft 3rd day of wk, i still seem 2 hav no feelings twds new job. bad...haha. hopefully my ideal situation will happen. there r no jap shuai ges in the co...discussing it wif kelly this aft reminds me of IN of ex-co & of coz SY. now i appreciate them better...wahaha. well, the MD is not bad-looking but he sure has a fiery temper...he seems 2 wan blow up everyday...wonder when will i c the volcano erupting...heard itz quite scary...oh well. i c a diff working style in new co which is not bad at all...i can learn 2 c which r efficient & which r needless. new co has so many procedures tat i'm trying 2 adjust 2 & oh, so many undercurrents...nobody seems 2 like anybody...& everyone seem 2 hav worked there 4 long or VY long...佩服，佩服。

enough of wk. i nid shoes...i cun find shoes 4 wk. 2 pairs of slip-ons. itz time 2 get 2 back 2 heels. maybe i shd get suits also or a blazer jacket will do. hmm, when is iora hvg their sale?

oh ya, disclaimer, i hope my 'loyal' readers hav noticed tat i weren't the author 2 the last entry. itz not too me rite? i dun openly praise my bf & tin all my frens shd like him (2 pacify my frens) altho he's great, sweet, attentive...blah blah blah (not listing all in case my frens anti this blog but actually, itz mainly 2 pacify him) =P

大小姐日记 （2）

Time: 1850 (Brisbane time)

Time to departure: 5 more hours

心情： 好想哭

原因：can't bear to leave wws

The past 18 days

The past 18 days have been wonderful...spent most of my time on the bed...sleeping...and not to mention using computer...stupid wws...always go to school or sleep...no time for me :( BUT...he has been such a wonderful boyfriend to me. To all my female friends...get someone who is at least half as gd as him...and yah...you ppl must be blind not to go after him... :P

What can i say....breakfast in bed...no need to do anything...free driver...someone to ill-treat...in short, everything a woman can ask for...sigh...why do i have to leave so soon...*sob...

That sob reminded me...i've been crying for the past few nights...eyes swollen...if u see me, DO NOT ASK ME WHY!! i'll bite...

Oh well...time to enjoy his company once again...Cya back in spore!!

ps: think i will regret putting in this post (boost his ego) so i might remove or add in a disclaimer later...enjoy it while u can!!

大小姐日记 （1）

itz 9.06am brisbane time now which means itz only 7.06am in sg now, tat tells the pathetic state of msn.

ms 大小姐 aka myself actually noes how 2 use the microwave 2 heat up some donuts 4 breakfast but seeing the state the topping melts...hmm, sighz. wws aka Daddy or Giant Coconut has gone out till the aft, so his pathetic gf has 2 fend 4 herself during these hrs. wonder if i'll be able 2 sleep again later =P

juz came back here frm melb last nite. itz a COLD COLD place...wat a new experience. melb is more cosmopolitan & crowded & so confusing. we spent quite sometime finding our way ard: 2 hrs finding our accomodation, gg round the city countless times 2 find a destination...the street signs r so BIG u prob get ready a bino & it doesn't help tat sometimes we only hav a map which shows the main roads & streets & i still cnt recognise the streets w/o seeing the signs. despite all those minor hiccups, melb seems a great place, a mixture of modern cosmopolitan wif nature. their natural scenaries r breathtaking altho the wow factor dies down aft a while...therez lotsa amazing views starting frm bells beach, great ocean road where u can c the 12 apostles & london bridge. in my opinion, i was more awestruck wif london bridge...i juz tot the structure is majestic but the camera sadly cld only survive 1 pic there. it was mostly raining during our trip on the great ocean road & itz so freezingly cold, luckily i bought tat $3.90 gloves, it was so much used thru-out the melb trip. the nex day, we drove out 2 philip island by ourselves 2 watch the penguin parade. frankly speaking, i tot the walk back aft the parade was so much more interesting than the parade itself. u can c the penguins more upclose, they r so CUTE!!! had 2 resist 2 smuggle one back...haha. it was also freezingly cold there. & oh ya, i tin melb has better shopping, they hav some streets 4 budget shopping but i tot we were quite curbed, din exactly spend a lot...tin so...haha. now tat we r back here, i'm actually missing it a little...the weather bah...i dun wan go back sg liao...keke.

juz tot of some stuffs ms 大小姐 cld actually do...unpacking all the stuffs but cun wash the dirty clothes coz she amazingly doesn't noe how 2 use the washing machine. yes, she's tat spoilt & clueless. she prob spoilt the microwave 4 all she noes. or i cld upload the photos too...get ready 4 our supermarket shopping later...we r cooking in tonite! =b

ending here...doing something...dunno wat tho...sleep the most likely...haha =]

Same side of the moon

Same side of the moon

I'm looking out the window
Where we sat to watch the stars
There's a chill within the air
It makes my heart long for your touch
You may be miles away
But as I kneel to pray

I see the same side of the moon
That we'll be looking on when the world turns blue
And know that time and space can't come between me and you
We share the same side of the moon
And though you'll never see all the tears shine through
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon

I picture you across the ocean
In your corner of the world
I pray the wind will blow my voice
And gently whisper in your ear
Your night may be my day
And though the seasons change

It's still the same side of the moon
That we'll be looking on when the world turns blue
And know that time and space can't come between me and you
We share the same side of the moon
And though you'll never see all the tears shine through
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon

all courtesy of shiling...thks gal, my great buddy! sad 2 be missing the sex & the city 'party' during gd fri but we'll mk it up another day, i will pluck u some lavanders & give u a NEW koala bear keychain...haha.

1st heard this song when i was watching a taiwanese serial...tot it was vy nice...then caught it live at esplanade during 1 NY eve, listening 2 this song under the stars juz brings out the whole atmosphere...corrine may's voice is so so soothing...now i can totally relate 2 the lyrics. 2 only say itz nice wld be an understatement 2 the song. addicted 2 it now...=]

itz 7 days 2 THE trip...i anticipate yet dread...maybe i shdn't tin so much of when it ends. it dampens the mood a little. i shd start packing soon, judging by it seems tat i'll be bringing quite a bit of stuffs...hee.

一分钱，一分货

i believe in 一分钱，一分货. i bought 2 $5 items frm chinatown yday aft signing the appt letter (YES, i FINALLY get a job...). The bag's button already fell off this morn & i spent half of my bus journey trying 2 get it back, luckily i succeeded. i heard the colour will stick onto clothes too...so basically u spend $5, u get quality of $5. hope the shawl will at least last me 3 mths? oh ya, & itz YELLOW...hee. went shopping wif lily (we din wan 2 shop at 1st :P) ynite & i managed 2 curb myself quite a bit. here r my 'adventures':

1. i told myself i shd be able 2 get a decent pair of slippers frm my home collection, so i put back the one at m)phosis & decided 2 give my bag 2 my sis, then i dun hav 2 buy one 4 her...ha
2. i tin i dun hav a nice back, so i decided against the spaghetti straps & tubes at mango...keke
3. the Q was too long 4 a trial at Zara & dun hav my size, so ya nex time lah...
4. DKNY aft sale is still too ex...wahaha
5. din find the YELLOW cardigan i wanted at isetan or rather, i had wanted 2 go isetan scotts where there r more stuffs...maybe i'll find my YELLOW stuffs then...hee
6. i did not get the privilege card frm sis 4 shoes at charles & keith...hoho

i finally succumbed at forever 21 where i bought a turtleneck top again...it was really nice lah. i nearly bought somemore...& realised yday tat this shop has got nice clothes aft all...hmm, ya...haha! had the lettuce-wrap-meat 'burger' at mos again yday & it was such a mess...too much sauce...haha. had some fun wif tat ki siao woman too...haha...kinda missing sch days where all of us can ki siao tog...sadly, 4 the graduation ceremony nex mth, only half of the gang will be there...missed dancing Q esp...the 3 of us were supposed 2 be tog.

i realised i din get anything done mentioned in my last blog...i'm quite gd at gg out-of-point huh...no gd ne.

jetting off 2 brisbane in 2 wks' time...so excited & happy! =b we might be gg 2 melbourne, therez this great ocean road which seems vy nice...woo...i tin i might really wan stay there & not come back...which mom will surely not allow. my mommy is so afraid of her daughter getting into trouble wif the authorities wif the tax filing deadline & election coming up...had 2 keep reassuring her & made sure i settled all possible b4 moving off.

gossip can be so harmful yet entertaining at the same time...we can get hurt by it yet thrive on it. circle of life perhaps.

14 more days...woohoo!

itz 三八妇女节...

i tin i'm so capable of stressing myself all up. stressed over life, over being sort-of jobless...career blah blah blah. y do we like thinking so much sometimes? 4 a better future? bcoz every decision we make now might well affect wat might be a great future? so wat is a GREAT future? i attempt 2 lead my life my own way, then found tat sometimes i hav 2 succumb 2 reality. am i happy? do i wan things this way? i convinced myself accepting things the way it is & always nvr believe the surface of things but is it working? am i happy at the end of the day? Is ALL these seriously wat i really really wan? so wat is it tat i wan then? do i really really nid 2 noe wat is it tat i wan or i cld juz take things as they come, maybe i'll be happier tat way. serious. some ppl r wasting their lives away in other ppl's opinions but they r happy, so watz the balance here? so many ppl out there might not really noe they wan...like me, i hav chg my ideas & plans how many times since i ever came up wif one? so hvg a goal in life is like a guideline but 2 succeed, things hav 2 wk at the rite time, ppl & place wif an amt of luck.

so i got an job offer yday & i'm still asking myself: wat is it tat is holding me back frm working there? i find an inside force so strong within apparently telling me 2 hold back but reality tells me 2 go ahead. & wat is it i really wan? i also cun come up wif a certain ans: banking, finance or auditing? hopefully sy can really help lah. oh ya, this cute (wahaha) ex-boss gave us a treat at Keyaki last thurs. we chatted wif no restrains, it was a vy nice feeling, brings back fond memories of odeon towers. missing the lunch sessions, mad rush 4 sales, noisy office, bk breakfasts, birthday celebrations wif cakes frm furama, tokyo bananas, bitching together, mac meetings, eerie office, secrets sharing in the toilet, jap collz wif their funny english...& many else but sy asked me 2 go somewhere wif better salary, prospects blah blah blah. juliet was the most pitiful, it muz be terrible hearing the way 1 of the shareholders of the co tok abt itz pros & it reaffirms the fact tat he's really a businessman. wonder if he has vacancies in HK...hmm. btw, the sashimi at Keyaki rocks. it was so fresh, so sweet, so tasty i tin i do take sashimi now. cun wait 4 the jun treat now, if it ever happens...haha.

oh, speaking of wat i wan now:

1) saw 2 vy nice YELLOW knitwear & sweater at esprit yday.
2) a hair trim...shd be gg 4 it this sat.
3) get 2 more ear-holes (is tat wat u call tat? i forgot.).

ya, 4 now, these 3 shd suffice. i cun buy any skincare or comestic pdts coz my face is undergoing treatment. vy soon, i will look as nice as the photoshop pic...haha. oh, got somemore, the $5 bag & shawl which i can get frm chinatown. i shd chk those out...haha

meeting ivy later...hvn seen her pretty face 4 like...a yr? shd be since last cny. she's ALWAYS rejecting my dates...sob. i shd take a gd look at her later, if not it will be another yr soon...haha.

oh ya, Happy 三八妇女节! shiling reminded me of it juz now...we shd celebrate this day together...wahaha...OUR day...wahaha +eliz & kim...haha. btw gal, i do feel vy entertained reading ur blog but u seldom update it nowadays...so sad...when shall we go 4 the tea thing at seah st?

花儿般的坚强

爱在孤独中绝望 在绝望中坚强

忽然喜欢上这句歌词。。。就这么简单 ;)