i tin i'm so capable of stressing myself all up. stressed over life, over being sort-of jobless...career blah blah blah. y do we like thinking so much sometimes? 4 a better future? bcoz every decision we make now might well affect wat might be a great future? so wat is a GREAT future? i attempt 2 lead my life my own way, then found tat sometimes i hav 2 succumb 2 reality. am i happy? do i wan things this way? i convinced myself accepting things the way it is & always nvr believe the surface of things but is it working? am i happy at the end of the day? Is ALL these seriously wat i really really wan? so wat is it tat i wan then? do i really really nid 2 noe wat is it tat i wan or i cld juz take things as they come, maybe i'll be happier tat way. serious. some ppl r wasting their lives away in other ppl's opinions but they r happy, so watz the balance here? so many ppl out there might not really noe they wan...like me, i hav chg my ideas & plans how many times since i ever came up wif one? so hvg a goal in life is like a guideline but 2 succeed, things hav 2 wk at the rite time, ppl & place wif an amt of luck.
so i got an job offer yday & i'm still asking myself: wat is it tat is holding me back frm working there? i find an inside force so strong within apparently telling me 2 hold back but reality tells me 2 go ahead. & wat is it i really wan? i also cun come up wif a certain ans: banking, finance or auditing? hopefully sy can really help lah. oh ya, this cute (wahaha) ex-boss gave us a treat at Keyaki last thurs. we chatted wif no restrains, it was a vy nice feeling, brings back fond memories of odeon towers. missing the lunch sessions, mad rush 4 sales, noisy office, bk breakfasts, birthday celebrations wif cakes frm furama, tokyo bananas, bitching together, mac meetings, eerie office, secrets sharing in the toilet, jap collz wif their funny english...& many else but sy asked me 2 go somewhere wif better salary, prospects blah blah blah. juliet was the most pitiful, it muz be terrible hearing the way 1 of the shareholders of the co tok abt itz pros & it reaffirms the fact tat he's really a businessman. wonder if he has vacancies in HK...hmm. btw, the sashimi at Keyaki rocks. it was so fresh, so sweet, so tasty i tin i do take sashimi now. cun wait 4 the jun treat now, if it ever happens...haha.
oh, speaking of wat i wan now:
1) saw 2 vy nice YELLOW knitwear & sweater at esprit yday.
2) a hair trim...shd be gg 4 it this sat.
3) get 2 more ear-holes (is tat wat u call tat? i forgot.).
ya, 4 now, these 3 shd suffice. i cun buy any skincare or comestic pdts coz my face is undergoing treatment. vy soon, i will look as nice as the photoshop pic...haha. oh, got somemore, the $5 bag & shawl which i can get frm chinatown. i shd chk those out...haha
meeting ivy later...hvn seen her pretty face 4 like...a yr? shd be since last cny. she's ALWAYS rejecting my dates...sob. i shd take a gd look at her later, if not it will be another yr soon...haha.
oh ya, Happy 三八妇女节! shiling reminded me of it juz now...we shd celebrate this day together...wahaha...OUR day...wahaha +eliz & kim...haha. btw gal, i do feel vy entertained reading ur blog but u seldom update it nowadays...so sad...when shall we go 4 the tea thing at seah st?
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