survivor

itz really nice 2 hear updates abt ur frens. counting, i hvn seen the odeon gang 4 sometime lo. ever since kelly & juliet left their respective places, everyone seems 2 be busier. somehow somewhere in my mind, the gd old days r playing. i started missing those days when i needed a fax machine. this wun be a pro in the gd old days. & i wun hate gg 2 wk...haiz. the gang seems so so busy these days i hardly get an update abt them, maybe i was real busy. i tot i will die during the past 2 wks where i worked 16hrs days almost everyday thru saturdays & public hols. i woke up 2 wk, came home only 2 sleep & i can dun c my sisters 4 a whole week & they SHARE a room wif me! tat was real exagerrating. i slept thru my sundays like a mad hog. i almost broke my record reaching home at 3.45am. i really wish i dun hav 2 go thru the torture of trying 2 sustain things the nex day or the nex nex days when u slept at 4am, then knowing u'll be lucky 2 reach home at 2am the nex. & damn, itz not even the peak & this is not even a big job. i can feel my brains sleeping even when i'm awake. i hope i can get thru this physical & mental torture came jan. i tin TAT job shd be the toughest one working wif a super slave driver. itz tough stucked in the middle wif NO authority at times. ur subordinate's suffering & looking 2 u & u tried ur best in toking 2 the top, yet no solution came out of it. ppl tin we shd complain but deep down inside, we all wonder if any actions will be taken. ended up we juz wan 2 get it over & done wif. sometimes i wished i had more guts, maybe life will be better. maybe i'm expecting too much of myself at times too, maybe tat is the best way? i dunno, no one can provide a gd answer.

spent the day trying 2 reflect & hide...haiz, $$$ are really hard 2 earn these days. u really hav 2 wk till vomit blood & worst, they might not let u off then. there were times when i tot itz the same as last yr & i shd relax a bit but things r even tougher this yr, yet i tot i wan hold on 4 tat pay increment, so i'm biting nails & tooth 2 hold on. it will be worthed. i can look fwd 2 the cny genting trip 4 middle of peak, & THE trip 4 the end of it. cun wait.

something perkier: Ann keeps wanting 2 go st james powerstation 4 some reasons...but S & i tot we more suited 4 family-friendly games & K! YAY! i reckon ZJ will agree too. maybe we shd all practise mj, so we hav excuses 2 meet up when we r real old...hee :P

i finally saw the movie promo 4 Chipmunks...SC kept saying Shake-Leg J (dun shake until cnt-stop hor) looked like one of them & i totally can only recall 3 squirrels. She was like S-L J looked like this one & i was totally 'huh?'. quite funny too...oh, tat also reminds me of funny 'mickey mouse' incident...haha. the job is fun at times. at times only. wif the rite ppl.

lastly, hope i survive this wk fine.

2 update my wishlist:

1) The Creative player doesn't hav a 'hold' function, so i'm pondering again. i tin i'll drop it in the end :) saves $$$
2) The wristlet. S's fren cun find one tat fitted my budget (which i tin might be quite ridiculous...haha), so i tot i'll get it online.
3) New job. i sent my CV somewhere again. i hvn sent it 2 S!!! but then again, i tin her organisation might be flooded by my CVs...haha.