NEW...

oh, gd morn! juz went 2 chk on my financial status & wat a sigh i had 2 give...seems tat i can only start saving frm jul...HAI HAI HAI! itz so so sad 2 c ur saving dwindling 2 the lowest point & realise my aim this yr wun be reached =(

other than the above which is actually a serious pro in my mind...i FINALLY got into where i wan 2 be & FINALLY i'm getting started on wat i've planned 4 & FINALLY leaving a place where the human factors r threatening 2 jeopardise serious wk...where ppl r rewarded 4 wat they hav not done...where some of the ridiculous stuffs unfold b4 ur eyes or ears...but itz a vy gd lesson on office politics...a real eye-opener. i muz say itz a relief when i got the call of offer...now anticipating the new job challenges & wat i noe my stint there will bring. itz gd 2 be 2 be anticipating a new phrase in life. u get more optimistic & suddenly everything seems so so bright & u hav an incredible amt of drive 2 achieve. gd gd...this is indeed gd.
while there were countless disappointments, the ending is still vy sweet...juz tat it wasn't easy & i'll treasure it more. i've learnt a lot of stuffs during this period & the support i've reci is so sweet & touching despite my constant whines & groans (i really whine a lot can...haha). the support frm the odeon gang is esp dear 2 the heart. frm them, i noe there can be genuinity among frens at wk, unlike the OP i heard abt in & hav 2 face in wk everyday now, i can sense the genuine happiness, wishes & support which re-affirms the fact tat frens r not by quantity but quality. i dun nid much frens juz a few who can share ups & downs will do. glad 2 say frens (& i dun mean acquaintances) ard me hav been patient in listening 2 my grouses...ha. oh, FAT & Da JIE too...sharing part of my 'miserable sufferings'...they suffer more bah...wahaha. finally, thy BF who suffered the worst, every tiny bit of complaints goes 2 him. so gd lah, itz over...4 now...until the new job starts...wahaha.

meeting pauline 2 SHOP later...i shd keep a hold on myself...juz get the shoes i wan & tatz enough. maybe suits since itz GSS & things r on sale...ARGH...u c, this is how it goes & the list juz grows...

7 mths 2 go...a lot of things 2 anticipate. when i tot i wun be so much affected again, there will always be stuffs 2 remind me tat i am...i noe y is tat so.