往前飞

我只想要往前飞
能飞多远也无所谓
我讨厌在这里徘徊
我厌倦我流眼泪
只管闭上眼往前追
若错过太多就有所谓
我害怕了后悔
那种遗憾的滋味

放开那些事与愿违
放开那些是是非非
转过身已走远
请留住我的美

忘掉那些曾经依偎
忘掉那些温柔相随
回过头已终结
只能给自己一个
你曾给的安慰

我害怕了后悔
那种遗憾的滋味

like this song vy much...perhaps bcoz of the title. i am looking fwd 2 doing tat. lately, i did tarots & drew lots on my career. both say itz not gd...hmm...but ppl were telling me itz only 4 the present...hopefully...or else my future career had 2 be a taitai. as i dwell on my bills & oncoming school, my heart starts 2 ache on the amount i had 2 fork out & ideas on how 2 scringe & save juz came...I HAV 2 BE THRIFTY!!! or i will use up too much savings until i hav none...horrible tot. okay, tat will be my resolution. all this will end at the end of the year, looking forward 2 a new lease of life (as if i juz came out of jail or wat). the way the present job is ending has left a sour taste in the mouth...is it juz me? everyone tells me i wun care aft i leave but erm, i'm still there, watever it is, it still doesn't feel gd. i really wish THE DAY will arrive soon, then my misery will end. if someone who's there 4 only half a yr & messes up the a/c can...huh...how sad things can get? so i'm doing my own comforting at the moment.

eh, on happier (not exactly) things, i'm not sure if our JB trip is still on since nobody has actually cfm their attendance. hmm & i hate organising this. i guess itz still fine if we cun go coz i'm gg 2 KL nex wk...at least something 2 look fwd 2.

Countdown to 24 May (chg liao): 12 days 2 go...it will be over soon...asap better.