thk god itz fri...the week has been real exhausting tat i tin i am collasping on the way home juz now. i scrambled like an auntie 4 a seat on the mrt...& realised the extent of the exhaustion when i sat down. i cld only stare into space & do nothing...i was basically stoning.
some of the jap staff arrived 4 their 1st day at wk tdy...new collz...but erm, JK & i hav nt even reci our employment ltr, nor hav we hav submitted our resignation ltr & now, thy ex-boss is refusing 2 sign the internal ltr of trf bcoz we cited related co...fickle-minded as usual...gg back on his words AGAIN...& our dept welcomed the most unpopular jap staff ever...he seems cocky, unfriendly & looks down on us...local staffs...so far, no one has given a favourable opinion of him...y our dept? & the ever-lucky urs truly has juz been trf 2 do the new cos' a/cs ie. getting myself into deep shit...there r so many things over there, seems messy...i tin they really hav no other choice (pls dun try 2 convince wif the ur-boss-看得起-u thing...itz bcoz therez no one else...like the HK trip). i hav 2 COPE wif tat guy & C's accountant. wat the hell they mean by COPING? it means i will be doing all the shitty wk, tat all juniors will do...& i'm supposed 2 be more snr having worked in the co 4 3 yrs...**** them!!! 2 top it all, the accountant has tendered her resignation! BEST!!! now they r frantically looking 4 a replacement which i reckon will be another vase...huh...we r so envious of her...she's gg 4 better prospects. i feel so inspired 2 well, quit. i tin i hav almost reached the peak of my tolerance level 4 the job...i hav lost the interest...i wish i cld tender straight away also but i hav 2 time it correctly. i tin the entire dept is under so much stress 2 complete the a/cs but our hard wk hav been overlooked & unjustified (as usual). a simple request 4 an attachment student was rejected...siting the admin staff...ya rite...our dept is the only dept nt expanding despite the massive workload...like JK said: 这里真的不是人做的。therez no gd leader in the co...like my HK 'assignment', till now i still dunno wat the hell i'm supposed 2 do, who do i rpt 2, who gives me the info (nobody tells me anything...thy boss really tins vy much of me...coming out wif something out of nothing...another reason i shdn't be staying since i'm so 厉害, i shd be plying my trade somewhere else.) & watz up nex...maybe i'm supposed 2 decide it all by myself? Last straw: no pay raise 4 doing all this & my health suffering. i hav nvr been so tired all my life...tired of the things happening ard me tat it takes a lot 2 lift me up but i hav been down the whole wk & the vicious cycle will only end until i leave...i guess.
my sis hav been discouraging in my impending insurance purchases...maybe i hav been too rushed 2 only tin of the benefits & forgot abt other stuffs...tatz a bad thing of me...always taking things like tat & nt always thinking tat far...ya, i might get into financial difficluties in any stage of my life...i shd consider all this...since i'm contemplating a resignation. i shd sit down & think...if i'm nt bogged down by wk.
& i realise money is really impt...how a sum of money cn sort-of evaporate into thin air so quickly until u realise nothing much is really left. itz really 血汗钱...earned back wif so much time & ur health. was it worthed?
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